His friends, There help.

Disclaimer : I do not nor will I ever own merlin ( Sobs hysterically )

Summary: The aftermath of the threat from arthur to merlin in season 4 this has got a plot but its a fluffy kind of plot which includes all the knights of the round table and gauis and merlin. !NO SLASH!

"Say that again, and I promise that you will be joining her in exile!" spoke arthur in a deadly whisper as he leaned close to merlin causing the latter being forced back a step.

As Arthur walked down the hall merlin could do nothing but look at the prince's retreating form with the feeling of a knife being thrusted through his heart. With the most strength he could muster he marched through the halls of the castle picking up pace with every step closer he took towards his and Guais chambers.

He knew he was just a servant in peoples eyes but he always thought that Arthur thought diffrently that he didnt see Merlin as just a servant.

But then he thought the same about Morgana 'Look how that turned out' he thought bitterly.

"Merlin, dear boy, what is wrong ?"

During his debate with himself Merlin had not realised he had actually succesfully made it to his chambers and had also made it past Gaius but not before the experst physician and father in all but blood got a look at his tear stained cheeks.

And before he could stop it Merlin broke out into an emotional rant of feelings that even Merlin himself hadn't realised he had been bottling up.

"Im done alright im done i cant take it anymore, I cant lose anymore. First it was Will, The first friend and brother i ever had. Then I nearly lost mother then you."

Only faintly registering the fact that Gauis was hugging and patting his back Merlin found that this was the most relief Merlin had felt in weeks.

"And then I had to KILL someone Gauis KILL, and then just when I found him I had lost my own father. And then I lost the only girl I have ever really loved. Gwen's gone now and lancelot aswell and he was the only one i could atcually be myself around ... and... and... I dont know what to do Gauis!" exclaimed merlin before breaking down in to such heartbraking tears and sobs that it even had Gauis in tears as he rocked merlin back and forth ever so tenderly.

Gauis knew all Merlin had been through and knew it was weighing him down and it tore his heart in two knowing merlin was sufferin in silence like this always uncertain of wether he was gonna snap or not. But one thing Gauis was 100 percent certain about was that Arthur Pendragon was going to be taken down a notch or two because even though Merlin had not mentioned it Gauis knew exactly what Arthur had said. What kind of physician would he be if he didnt have fast reliable sources to get infromation fast to him.

Authors note :I hope you have enjoyed this !

How Gauis knowsaabout what was said between Merlin and Arthur will be revealed next chapter for those who dont get it already.