She stared down at the boy asleep in her arms. How could this have happened? How could she have ever brought herself to hopelessly fall in love with the doofus known as John. She let out a heavy sigh and tried her hardest not to let the thought pester her.

This was wrong, she knew it, but she couldn't bother to even try denying the feelings. She was completely, absolutely and totally in love with the boy and she sort of hated herself for it. She wasn't supposed to fall for him, no, not like this. It just wasn't right.

However, she couldn't stop the feelings. The girl stared at him with her bright green eyes. She gently brushed his cheek as she tried to stop herself from smiling down at him. John had fallen asleep on her lap and she couldn't come to move, he simply looked to cute and comfortable there.

How many years had passed by this point? They had to be at least seventeen. It was in all those years that she was given time to think about how she felt, to realize that all their past memories weren't just her being some foolish kid. Her feelings for John never wavered.

John was the special thing in her life that made her feel whole, that missing puzzle piece if you will. It was as if all her life she needed something to make her feel complete, and she could only feel that when John was with her.

"Why is this so wrong…?" her voice trembled as she closed her eyes. She opened them slowly again and looked at John. She gently took off his glasses and folded them, setting them to the side as a hand of her drifted into his messy black hair.

She smiled again then leaned over, pressing her forehead against John's.

"I love you…" she whispered, closing her eyes as she tried not to smile stupidly. The air around them was silent as she listened to him exhale and inhale softly.

"Hey…." she heard randomly in a quiet, hushed tone. The girl opened her eyes and pulled away slightly, looking into his bright blue eyes. She felt her heart skip a beat but she couldn't help but smile.

"Hey John…" she replied quietly.

He blinked up at her, "Jade, what are you doing?"