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I am REALLY EXTREMELY SORRY for the late update... and the horrible grammar that is going to come up... (please ignore that T.T)

But there are a few extra notes at the end of the story so please read them~~~ (based on Reviews)

I'm Ready

Chapter 7

The Mysterious feeling

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In the Morning of the next day, Tsuna was missing from his usual spot in his class. Gokudera and Yamamoto stared at the door waiting for their boss to come running in and panting. The silver haired bomber began to chew his fingernails; it was 8:26 four more minutes until class began. Yamamoto on the other hand was holding his breath. Both of the guardians were thinking about what they could say to their boss for the actions yesterday.

"Why isn't Judaime here yet? I should have waited for him! I am a failure!" Gokudera was ripping his silky hair out and grumbling. 'especially yesterday… when I…'

Yamamoto who would usually say 'Maa, Maa Tsuna might be really late today' was now biting his bottom lip hard. As soon as Yamamoto could taste iron in his mouth the door slid open.

Yamamoto and Gokudera stood up to see who entered the room… it was only the bald teacher trying to quite the class down.

Gokudera was shaking his knees and now biting his fingers off. Yamamoto threw a paper ball at the storm guardian and got his attention.

'Let's go to Tsuna's house to check up on his after class' the baseball player mouthed.

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The two boys hurried down the stairs, dodging students, to the shoe lockers. Gokudera and Yamamoto seemed to have figured out what they would say to Tsuna, 'Sorry, we did not consider your feelings. We will try our best to notice yours so please try to consider ours' the two even practiced in the bathroom during bread and lunch.

"Hurry but baseball freak!" the Italian almost ripped the door of his shoe locker, but there was something in there besides his shoes. "Base-"

"Goku-"

The two called each other at the same time to show the other the letter in their shoe locker.

"Gokudera… it's from-" Yamamoto was about to say who it was from but the letter made his eyes open wide and furrow his eyebrows.

Same with the bomber's silver eyebrows.

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"Ahhh…. So tired!" Tsuna yawned and stretched his arms and back, he was in bed for the whole day. 'I wonder why there wasn't any hammer walking me up today.' Tsuna stood still for a moment to notice any sign for Reborn… but there were none.

"Gyahahaha! ORESAMA WANTS O PLAY ASSASIN!" a certain cow came running into the brunette's room and had grenades in both of his tiny hands.

Tsuna flinched at Lambo's loud voice, but then simply said. "Lambo, can you help me to the closet? It doesn't seem to give off any vibrations" The brunette smiled shyly at the 5 year old.

"O-Ore-s-sama wa-nt? Wh-? Nani? Ehhh!" the child in the cow print clothes had his mouth to the floor, Tsuna would never want to ask him for help.

"Yes Lambo, please help," Tsuna extended his arms waiting for the boy to guide him with his sticky hands.

"O-Of course!" Lambo then reached for his older brother's hands, his eyes began to water and snot was dripping from his nose. The lightning guardian led Tsuna to his closet then ran out of the room wiping his eyes. 'Dame-Tsuna… he… he's so weak! Why? He… he' warm tears fell uncontrollably. 'Tsuna… is he going to become weaker? Is my older brother…. Going to quit being my older brother because he is… weak?... no…. no….' Lambo sniffed 'no…..'

Tsuna was making as much movements to figure out whether his clothes was the right one to wear, in the end he amazingly put on forest-green pants and a black t-shirt. He had Lambo's reactions stuck in his head, 'why was he trying so hard to get away from me? Is it because I was weak?... why?' The vibrations of Lambo's anxious actions to get away from the brunette were unbearable… 'did Lambo…leave?'

'I guess I should go and look for that Spartan…' The brunette walked to the bathroom, feeling the air being reflected by the walls around him.

Once the Vongola Decimo was done with his grooming, he made it out the house and he began to walk around for Reborn.

'If I was the dev-… spar-… home tutor of me where would I be?'

o.o.o.o.o

"Here we are!" Shou held up a leaf door for Tsuna to enter his hut. "I know it's a little cramped but it's a comfortable base." The taller teenager smiled wide and happily.

"A-Are you s-sure that I should come in? i-it's your s-secret b-base." The small brunette was right outside of the door. 'What if there are people there… to kill and eat me?'

"Yeah it's fine~" Shou went inside and Tsuna followed trying to sense any other living thing in the small hut.

"So how about we start over and introduce each other?" Show was smiling with his bright teeth showing, he was sitting crisscrossed.

"s-sure"

"I'll start" The male tilted his head up and cupped his chin. "My name is Yamazaki Shou, I am 17 years old… uhhh" The teenager furrowed his eyebrows and though hard. "My talents are… no wait… I have dark black hair and tan-ish skin… now… my talents are-"

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"Bossu?" It was a soft, high voice. Tsuna would have missed the calling if he was a little deeper in his thoughts.

"eh? Chrome? What are you doing here?" Tsuna turned toward the caller.

"more like… why are you here at Kokuyo?" Chrome just finished shopping for junk food.

Tsuna furrowed his eyebrows and tilted his head "Kokuyo?"

"hai… Kokuyo… as in where you fought Mukuro-sama"

Tsuna took a step back and had his blind eyes wide open, "EHH what am –"before he could go on he held his tongue and regained his posture. "I was wandering, looking for Reborn and I seemed to be led to his place."

Chrome stepped closer to reach for her boss' hand; she blushed and said, "Why don't you visit Kokuyo land for a bit?"

Once the two touched each other memories of the boss flooded into the girl's head.

"No! SHOU I THOUGHT!... STOP STOP!"

"Tsuna… It's too late"

Then Tsuna felt Shou's arms move with the knife in his hand.

"no… STOP!"

Suddenly Tsuna felt warmth around his arms… his right arm went through Shou's chest.

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"You're blind?"

"y-yeah"

"well…." Shou scratched the back of his head and smiled. "I guess I can guide you to the forest exit… but it's getting dark… so how about you stay at my base for a bit,"

Tsuna smiled, to the brunette Shou reminded him out a certain guardian… cough Yamamoto cough cough. Yamamoto was usually careful with his words and also extremely nice.

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The smell of iron was in the humid air around Tsuna, his arms were wet and dried blood was splattered on his baby face.

"What have you DONE?" It was Shou's voice…

Tsuna clenched his head and tried to get rid of his voice, so he began to re-stab every body around him. Screams and screeches were heard everywhere.

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"STOP!" Chrome's yell was ringing in Tsuna's ear and the street where they were on.

Tsuna was tearing up at the memories he had while trying to survive the forest alone. 'Why? Did she have to… see my thoughts? She will think I am too weak o handle emotional conflict!' The brunette faced Chrome and felt her trembling and hugging her plastic bag closer to her body.

"C-Chr-" Tsuna lifted his hand to touch her head.

"D-DON'T TOUCH ME!" She flinched back almost stumbling on the cracks and rocks under her feet. When she got back to her senses she saw the hurt in Tsuna's face, for only half a second until Tsuna put back a straight face. "B-Bos-"

Tsuna took a large step back from Chrome, he did not know if he was hurt from the memories, Chrome's reaction, or the thought of being unable to hide his weakness from his guardian.

"Oya, Oya Tsunayoshi… what did you do to my dear Nagi-chan?" Fog was beginning to form around Chrome and Tsuna and in the next second Mukuro was standing in between the brunette and the indigo hair colored girl.

"Mukuro." Tsuna frowned and became more defensive, "I was not harming Chrome in anyway,"

"Then why was she disturbed by your memories?" There was a great pause, and the only thing that seemed to make a sound was the beating hearts of the three. "You have become a different person."

Tsuna's heart skipped a beat. 'What is this feeling? Why does it hurt?' The brunette ignored his feelings and noticed his mist guardian getting into a fighting stance.

"Mukuro… we do not need to fight," But it was too late, The mist guardian had already lunged for the Vongola Decimo.

Chrome step backed and gave space between her and Mukuro. 'Is bossu… going to be… is… he going to be okay?'

The sound of metal clashing and grunts of sruggle and sudden use of power was heard.

Tsuna blocked an attack from the pineapple head and grabbed his trident. The small brunette was able to punch the mist guardian in the guts causing Mukuro to fall back unto the ground.

"Sawada Tsunayoshi… stay away from my group… I will come for your body once you become weak… and it is an unexpected time…"

Chrome, Mukuro, and Tsuna all knew that the split haired male was over powered by Tsuna.

"You have become a… monster."

Another stab in the heard was felt by Tsuna, 'again… I was called a monster…' The brunette clenched his fists, 'If I act strong, my guardians call me a monster, if I am weak… my guardians will betray me… leave me… ignore me… like how Shou did.'

"Leave Tsunayoshi before I really try to possess your body."

o.o.o.o.o

Reborn was finally at the airport getting on the plane, 'Tsuna… don't change more than you have… show your real self.'

The infant looked over his shoulder and gave Japan a last look before leaving for Italy.

sigh... i hope that was okay... if not them i am sooo sorry... i hope the story will become a little more better...

But here are some notes

-Reborn Flew to the airport, where he will then fly to the varia

-sorry the reactions were a little too overboard T.T

-The human eating ppl are kinda important for Tsuna's way of thinking... i hope u guys will be able to see if not then... oops

-the This thingy italic workds are like flash backs~~ so that is why Tsuna is with SHou too...

-im sorry if u dont like Tsuna, but there will be changes in his personality soon :) (haha spoiler)

-I do not know why there is a man eating village in the forest even though its like... the 21 century...

anyway thank you all for leaving feedback and i hope i can get more (cuz im greedy!)

so i hope u guys can give me ideas u want... like mini ones maybe... maybe... m a y b e...

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