A/N: This is going to be a AU Fiction and it is going to be Kenlos and Jagan with past Cargan.

Disclaimer: I do not own the Big Time Rush. I only own the story and the OC that are going to be in the story.

Kendall POV

It was 5:15 am when my alarm went off while I was still in a deep sleep. Today was my first day at work. I got a job at a nearby elementary school as a 5th grade teacher. I am going to be teaching history to about 80 students but I am glad that not all of them at the same time. I am glad that they get be splitted in to 4 different classes. Can you believe it me at 21 and teaching at a elementary school. I never saw my self as a teacher I always thought I was going to be a musician but it did not work out with my friend Dustin he had other plans.

So I got up from my bed because I have to be at Palm Woods Elementary school at 6:45. And if I stay in bed I can fall asleep again . I head to the restroom to shave and to take a shower. When I was finished I was getting pretty hungry and it is still early so I could stop by Denny's to get some breakfast. So I got my briefcase, cell phone ,wallet and car keys and headed to the garage to go to Denny's.

When I was done eating breakfast I was driving to the school I was early it was 6:25 am so I think I am going to be the only one here beside the principal who is really nice Ms. Wainwright. But the assistant principal Mr. Gustavo gives me the creeps. I was walking in to the school were I was welcome with a cold breeze in the school. I wonder why they keep the school so cold when nobody is here during the summer. I went up to the principal office to thank Ms. Wainwright for this opportunity again for letting me tech here. As I walked up to the office there was nobody at the front desk so I went straight in to Ms. Wainwright's office. Her door was wide open and she was at her desk using the computer with a smile on her face. I can tell she really loves her job as the school principal here. I cleared my throat to get her attention away from her computer. She turned and she greeted me with a smile and I gave her one back.

"Good morning . Are you ready for a busy day today?" she asked. I guess she can tell I am a little nervous. Who would not be nervous on their first day at work?

"Yes Ms. Wainwright I am ready for today. Even though I am a little nervous today but I know I can get over it soon" I said.

"Kendall its okay to be nervous every body get nervous on their first day at work. Heck even I got nervous when I got my first teaching job. And then I got nervous when I was promoted to principal. I did not know how well I was going to handle this job but look at me I am doing one heck of a job" she said with a smile.

"I know it is but I hope the students like me and also the other teachers who I am going to work with" I said.

"Do not worry Kendall they are going to love you. And if you have any problems with any of the other teachers you can come and talk to me at any time but first make sure you have some one supervise your class while you come to talk to me" she said

"Okay Ms. Wainwright. I should go I just came up to bid you a good morning and also to thank you for this opportunity to teach. So I have already kept you from your job" I said.

"Kendall you can call me Kelley and do not worry I was not doing any thing I was bored out of my mind. On the first day of school I usually do not have any visitors up here today. So I am happy that you stopped by. You also have a good morning Kendall. And I am happy to have given you an opportunity to teach her with us."

With that I waved good-bye to her and head to my classroom in the 5th grade section of the school. When I was passing through the area there were not many teachers there yet. I was looking up to were my class was. I was still in the 4th grade area and I saw a name plate that said Mr. Diamond and the one behind was Mr. Knight. I guess that is where 5th grade classes start. I walked in to the classroom and it looked really spaces. The classroom was already set up with the desks facing the front and the chairs under the desks. But there was not any posters around the classroom. When I was waking by the other ones they all had posters around the class. I guess I am going to have to buy some posters soon to have a nice decorated room.

I walked up to my desk and settle my briefcase on the table and sat down on the chair. I took out all the books that I was carrying and started to sort them out on my desk. When I was finished with that I was looking over my lesson plans for the week when I heard some one clear their throat. I looked up from my papers and saw another teacher standing there with a smile on his face. I am guessing he is a teacher because we are the only ones who are supposed to be here this early in the morning. He also looked pretty young to be a teacher I am guessing he is around 22.

"Hi I am Logan Mitchell I teach 5th grade Science" he said with a smile extending me a hand. I took his hand and shook it.

"Nice to meet you Logan. I am Kendall Knight I am the new History teacher" I said.

"Well it is also nice to meet you Kendall. What were you doing? You looked very interested in what you were reading" he said.

I just started to chuckle. I was just reading over what I was going to do for the week.

"Do not worry I was just reading over the lesson plans for the week" I said. He also started to chuckle at me.

"Do not worry you are going to be okay. I just came over here to introduce my self since we are going to be working together this year. My class is across from yours so if you need any thing do not hesitate to ask me." I nodded my head.

With that he walked back across to his class. I was getting tired of sitting so I went to walk around the school to meet other teachers. I was in the Kindergarten classes when one of the teachers caught my eye. He looked very handsome. Oh did I forget to mention I am gay. I guess I did. So back to him he was on the floor playing with a little girl and a boy they looked like twins. I am guessing there are his kids because students are not supposed to be here for another 35 minutes. I just stood there watching him interact with his kids. They were having fun with each other. He would throw one of them in the air and then the other one. I got out of my trance. I guess I am going to have to ask Logan about him. I hope he does know him. I wonder what his name is. I looked up and his nameplate said Mr. Garcia. I looked at them one more time and walked back to my class. But on the way there I stopped by Logan's class to ask him if he knew him.

"Hey Logan can I ask you some thing?" I asked.

"Yes sure any thing Kendall" he said.

"You know all the teachers here at Palm Woods, right?" I asked.

"Yes I do know some of them not all of them but some. Why you ask. Did one of them caught your eye?" he asked with a smile on his face.

"Kind of" I said.

"Well who is it Kendall?" he asked

"Mr. Garcia" I said. His smile turned in to a frown. Well I guess I was right he is not gay.

"Yes Kendall I do know him. His name is Carlos. He has had a very tough life and he is barely 22" Logan said.

"Yeah he did look very young. But I was curious who were those kids that were with him in his class. Because it is too early for students to be here" I said.

"Oh those are his twins Lily and Joshua" Logan said. I guess he is married. "They are both 6 years old and are starting first grade today."

I am guessing Logan and Carlos have known each other for a long time.

"Are you two very close? Is he married?" I asked.

"We used to be close but not any more and he is in the middle of a divorce. But his story is very complicated" he said. How complicated could Carlos life be.

"How complicated can his life be?" I asked.

"Well if you want to know it is going to be a long story. Or do you want to know the short version of the story?" he asked.

Well I guess if I want to know about him now I guess I am going to have to hear the short version of the story.

"I guess I go with the short one" I said.

"Okay sit down. Well where do I start. Carlos and I have been friends since elementary school. We both were really close in middle school and in high school. But when we were 16 he got his girlfriend Jo pregnant. That is where Lily and Joshua came in to the picture. But they really never where official or lived together because Carlos is gay" that just put a smile on my face " so when Joshua and Lily were born it was the best time of his life. Carlos already had a boyfriend when Jo gave birth to both of them and he was also happy for both of them. So Carlos and his boyfriend got married when they both were 18. It was something small just their close friends and family. Of course Jo was there with the Lily and Joshua they both were about a year and half when Carlos got married. Unfortunately Jo died in a car accident after dropping off the twins at Carlos house. The doctors said she died on the impact." That is just awful they lost their mother. " After that it was hell for Carlos and his husband because Jo's parents were fighting for Lily's and Joshua's custody. That made Carlos really depressed. But that did not stop him from getting his education. He went to college. The judge saw his effort of making a better future for him and his kids and granted him the custody. He and his husband were really happy. So Carlos let his husband adopt Lily and Joshua as his own children so he did. He became a teacher at 20. He finished school in 2 years because he took as many classes he could. As well as his husband did to. Their lives were going great they were in love and had two beautiful children. It was until they were on their third year of marriage his husband cheated on him with another guy" he looked down like if he wanted to cry I was curious why he wanted to cry did he have something to do with the divorce of Carlos and his husband " he caught him in his own bed with the other guy. His husband was so dumb on bringing his affair to his home he thought he would not be caught. After that Carlos packed his things and the twins things and before he walked out the door with the twins he told him that he never wanted to see him ever again and wanted a divorce." Logan looked like he was about to break down right there on the spot. I am guessing it is hard for him to talk about his close friend past. I could see tears run down his eyes. I moved closer to him and started to rub his back.

"Logan do not cry it is not your fault all those things that has happen to Carlos. I am just wondering if you guys are so close why did you not beat the hell out of his cheating husband ?" I asked.

"Kendall I can not beat the hell out of him."

"Why not?" I asked him.

"Because I would be beating the hell out of my self" Logan said. That is when I stopped rubbing his back and looked at him confused. "Kendall I was the one who cheated on Carlos. I was the one who was married to him and adopted his children."

I was lost at words till I heard another teacher walking up to Logan's class.

"Hey babe what is goi….." he could not finish because he saw Logan was crying. I am guessing that this is the guy that Logan had an affair with.

"Babe why are you crying?"

"Its nothing James. Just thinking about stuff. Hey James this is Kendall he is the History teacher" Logan said.

"I turned around and saw who James was. He was very attractive but not as attractive as Carlos. He nodded his head and extended his hand to me.

"James Diamond" oh great he is the one that is in front of my class room.

"Kendall Knight" I said with a fake smile." I should get back to my class before class starts. I guess I see both of you'll later" I said. They both nodded and I walked back to my class. James stayed with Logan till it was time to start school.

I can not believe that Logan could have to balls to cheat on Carlos after all he went through. But at least now I know that I stand a chance to be with Carlos. Only if I can get him to trust me.

TBC