I know that it is a bit short and random but give it a chance.

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.

I could hear the children singing the familiar melody that I had sung so many times myself when I was younger and I sighed .I missed actually watching those kids than just hearing them, just like I missed walking around London's busiest road looking at the shops and admiring the Christmas decorations. Like I missed getting together with the Weasleys for Christmas dinner, and the sweater that I would get every year from . Like I missed Harry, Ron, Ginny and everyone else.

I missed all of those things but it was more my choice not to have them than anyone else's .At some point I needed to make a choice and I went with the one that would hurt the least. I went with the one that I could live with and if I had to, I would do it all over again. Between him and everyone else I chose him because from the moment I understood who he really was I knew that it would always be him. I kept on postponing making the decision but the time that I needed to stop pretending eventually came and it took away almost every single person I had learned to appreciate and love through the years, everyone but the most important, Draco. So when it was time to, I did it, I said the two words that changed my life forever, aware of the fact that from that point and on there was no return.

"I do"

I said it and I never looked back, because in the end it was all worth it. He was all worth it.

And even though I miss all the above I have replaced them with other things that make me just as happy. I now listen to my own children sing the Christmas carols .I now walk around Diagon Alley with my husband and we pick out presents together .I get to see my daughter choose books from the bookshelves of "Floris and Blots" even though she can only read fairytales for the time being. I now get to decorate the Christmas tree with my family and watch my husband help my son put the star on top of it. Harry, Ginny and Ron will always be welcomed to become a part of my life if they ever decide to, but for now I am more than pleased with what I have because it is more than enough and more than I could have possibly asked for. I am a wife and a mother and a love everything about it. I love my husband and my children.

They were worth it.

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