What the Hell am I doing?

I stare blankly at the stars, groaning in pleasure and slowly realising what's going on. I moan again, only louder as I am pounded into by the one person I would never have guessed could take my virginity. "N-Naruto…" I call, closing my eyes against the onslaught of tears that were forming.

The quiet chuckle confirms that he hears me calling his name, and I am farther shamed when he actually responds. "You like this, don't you Sasuke?" I hear the smile in his voice and it's sexy.

"Haahh… Naruto…" I don't want to, but I can't help it. I call out his name again and again as he thrusts swiftly in and out of me. There's nothing for it. He's amazing, and I know that I've fallen for him just as soon as I feel myself reaching climax.

It's over.

"Aahhhh!" I call loudly, clenching around Naruto as he releases his own hot seed right against my sweet spot.

There's nothing left.

Many nights later, I find myself sitting up late at night and gazing up at the star-speckled sky. I can't get him out of my head and that scares me. If I close my eyes, I know I'll see him the same way he was that night, pounding into me and gently speaking my name.

"Sasuke… I'm sorry…"

What had he been sorry about anyway? I can't think of anything he did wrong. The only thing I can think of is what he did right. Just as I feel my stomach start to flip over, I hear the footsteps coming up the hill behind me.

Barely ten seconds later, Naruto plops down right next to me and smiles. The same idiotic smile he normally wears is somehow different this time.

No. It's me. I'm different.

I realise the thought, barely hearing him speak. "About the other night…" he starts, and I'm positive I already know what's about to be said.

Before he can even really finish his sentence, I stand up. "It's fine. I don't expect anything to come of it anyway." I say, walking away from him.

Walking away from everything I ever wanted. What a fitting end.