CHAPTER ONE

"Smile for me baby." the photographer for vogue told Elena as she did multiple poses for her shoot.

Elena gave her brightest smile and got her small firm body in the position she was told.

"That's it, keep going- loving it babe." the photographer Rapheal said when she posed in the exact way she was told.

After the photoshoot was over with, she got to see her pictures and the people loved all of them, this brought a smile to the young woman's face knowing she pleased her audience the best way she could. The editor of the magazine picked her bikini photo for the cover and said her interview she had done earlier in the week where to be edited as soon as all the pictures chosen where intact for the article she got to be a part of.

She smiled brightly once she was inside her warm home in California, Los Angeles. Nothing was better than being home and doing nothing but being a regular person than who her job makes her out to be.

Ever since Elena Gilbert was little she entered bunch of pageants because her parents said that she had natural beauty and talents and it would be a waste if she were to become a physiologist like she wanted to become when she was in her early teen years.

Not that Elena minded being the super model she is at her age, the money was beyond amazing, the glamour life was great all the amazing clothes she was able to wear, all the jewelry she was able to keep, and the make up was at great quality not that she needed it her skin that was naturally in a good shape but being who she is it was needed to keep her glamour image.

She stripped off her clothing and changed into a very long shirt and her boyfriend's boxer to cover her lacy black panties. She brought her wavy hair into a big bun on top of her head and went inside the kitchen to cook her dinner.

This is the life for Damon Salvatore he was loved by many but also envied for the things people wished they had that he owned. Especially the fact that he has been in a serouis relationship with Elena Gilbert otherwise known as the hot supermodel for the last 6 years, people wondered why they hadn't been engaged by now or even married and there's only one answer to that. Damon didn't want to feel tied down, to him marriage is one of the many ways to trap the male into doing the things woman wanted him to do. Especially throughout his life his seen what marriage can do to people, with his parents divorced after 30 years of marriage he believed that marriage was just a waste of time and money.

Since the football season was over he wanted to surprise Elena by coming home a few days earlier than what she was told. He loved her with everything in him even though he hasn't really uttered those three words out of his mouth he knew that she knew how he felt. Many people judged their relationship but that didn't stop them from being together especially their families.

He parked the car inside the garage and grabbed his sports bag taking out his keys to open his home and finally get to the one person he has been looking forward to spent quality time with for the few months that passed by. He walked up the stairs that led to their bedroom and softly opened the door finding Elena layed out on the mattress hugging his side of the bed with her small dainty hands.

He made his way to her and bend down his head next to her ear whispering these words "Wake up ." she moaned a little and turned her body slightly but kept her heavy breathing identifying that she was still sleeping.

He chuckled to himself and smirked bringing his strong arms around her small waist "wake up baby." he said leaving sweet kisses from her cheek down to her neck while one of his hands where workings it's way up her left thigh.

Her body began heating up to the feeling of a firm hand making a direction that was dangerously close to her center, she quickly opened her eyes and caught a scent that was very familiar to her, she then turned her body around and smiled brightly when she saw her boyfriend had made it home "Your home !" she said in a chirpy voice as she unwrapped her body from his arms so she could be able to throw herself on top of him and land many kisses on his manly face.

He chuckled at her reaction, after she stopped kissing everywhere on his face and landed her wonderful lips on his own, "Hello to you too." he exclaimed with a smirk on his face.

She smiled brightly at the figure in front of her. Whenever he was gone she always missed him like crazy "I missed you so much." she said laying her head on his right shoulder and planted a kiss on the crook of his jawline.

"I missed you too." he replied bringing her god-like body closer to him so he could plant a soft kiss on her forehead.

"Guess what ?" she asked as she passed her dainty hands through his silky, short, jet-black hair.

"What ?" he asked with a chuckle buried in his voice.

"I'm on the cover for this month's issue of vogue magazine." she said looking up at the gorgeous blue eyes that hypnotized her when she stared into them for a long period of time.

He smiled at her happiness, not that he cared much for the magazine itself he just found it amusing how she got so excited over something so simple that she definitely deserved to be a part of "I'm happy for you Lena." he said placing a electrifying kiss on her mouth, he pulled away from her after a while "And I bet you look sexy as hell." he added with a smirk on his lips skimming his hand under her baggy T-shirt.

She closed her eyes to his touch getting a tingly feeling throughout every muscles of her body. she took in a deep breath trying to control herself from letting out a big moan as she always did when he worked his magic fingers on her body.

He quickly turned her around and placed her on their bed, he traced his hands from the bottom of her shirt and ripped it away from her now bare skin. He smirked getting a full sight of her beautiful breast, "Mhm, you know how I love it when you go commando." he said getting her already hard nipple inside his watery mouth.

She gasped at his sudden movement. At the feel of one of his hands finding it's way to her womanhood she let out a satisfied moan. "That feels so good..." she said with a hoarse voice while one of his fingers began thrusting inside her wet folds.

He chuckled at her words and slipped another finger inside her as his mouth went down to her other nipple to bite and suck till she arched her back to touch his clothed chest and moaned out his name while spams of pleasure passed through her body. She held tightly to his clothed back and closed her eyes tightly as she moved her almost covered hips to his fingers.

After a while of his fingers working it's magic on her womb she gasped out a moan as she reached her climax letting her panties and boxer get wet by her womanly juices. He took his hand away from her center and placed them in his mouth getting a full taste of her sticky sweet. "You taste so good." he said while he placed a trail of kisses on her neck.

She smiled at his words and crossed over his body so her bottom bumped on top of his abdomen, he firmly pressed his hands on the sides of her waist. Her hands traveled upwards while she unbuttoned his shirt, once she finished with the last button of his shirt she placed her hands on either side of his face and gave his lips a passionate kiss that was full of need, longing, and desire for his hard, long length to be inside her aroused womanhood. He scooted up a few inches so she could take away the piece of clothing that covered the magnificent upper-half of his body.

She kisses his jawline then made her way down to his neck then lower and lower till she made it to his rock-hard abs, while she commited her murderous actions he shivered to her gentle touches making his penis more hard then it already was. He groaned inwardly once her hands touched his dick that was covered by his dark blue jeans. She streched her body on top of his to get a better reach to his zipper, once it was undone she brought his hands away from her waist and placed them on his jeans signaling that he should take them off before she ripped them off of him.

He got what she meant and took off his jeans with his boxers leaving him completely bare in front of her. Then he took away her boxer shorts and black lace panties with one swift movement. She brought her lips to his own once more getting herself involved in another wolrd-shattering kiss from his addicting mouth. While they kissed his hands wrapped itself around her waist and slowly entered her throbbing wonderland on top of his hard-steel pole. She gasped at this and bit his lip, he growled at her sudden reaction and made a thrust through her very wet womb, she let out a loud moan from her lips and clung to his chest with her hands as she got her hips in the same pace with his.

They panted, moaned, and groaned throughout their ongoing unison, wet bodies holding onto each other as they both let their climax fill their uncontrollable desires.

They went on with their performance through the rest of the evening showing how much they truly missed one another. As they lied naked in each others arms doing nothing but getting lost in their individual thoughts, Elena cuddled more closely into his warm body and layed her head on the crook of his neck.

She sighed quietly miserably trying to get that thought out of her mind, somehow when she mentioned it to him it always ruined whatever moment they created and she didn't want that to happen again.

He furrowed his eyebrows at her sigh and abruptly stopped passing his hand up and down her arm, "What's wrong ?" he asked curiously.

She looked up into his eyes and smiled at him "Nothing." she said looking back down at his chest.

"It's not nothing- I know when something's on your mind so you might as well just spit it out already." he said looking down at her.

"Promise you won't get mad at me." she said softly not daring to look onto his ocean blue eyes.

He chuckled to himself "I won't get mad, well... Not unless you tell me you cheated in me with a male stripper."

She giggled a little and shook her head "No, it's nothing like that."

"Then what is it ?" he asked going back to rubbing on her arm at slow pace once again.

She gulped and swallowed the saliva that got caught in the midway of her throat "I was thinking... how come you've never told me you love me ?" she asked softly, she knew he did love her because the way he was with her and the way he treated her like she was the most important thing in his life. but a girl needs a little reassurance that she is loved, sometimes words can be bigger than actions.

He stopped his movements and took in a deep breath "We've already talked about this." he said in a calm voice.

"I know, but I just... I want to hear you say it to me, and I know you love me because your many actions proves that to me but I just need to hear you say it, just once..." she said quietly.

Damon tightly closed his eyes and took his hands away from her body so he wouldn't hurt her un-intentionally "I have my reason Elena, so just drop it." he said in an unusually calm tone.

"Am I not good enough ?" she asked as she felt her eyes become watery from all her emotions that were so close to spurring out in front of him.

"No, your perfect, it's my personal problem that I need to deal with." he said looking straight into her eyes.

"Maybe I can help you, we can go through this together." she said with a sad smile.

"Can we just drop this ?" he asked as his jaws were set tightly.

She knew by the way he talked to her he had put up a barrier between her and him, this always happened whenever she was so close to getting him to tell her those 3 words she has been waiting on for the past 6 years. Not I like you, or I care about you, a simple I love you couldn't be that hard for someone to say. "Okay." she simply said and turned her back to him laying her body on the opposite side of his.

And just like that their perfect moment was ruined by her mention of saying 8 letters that could be so simple for anyone but not for him, there were many things he had ignored through his life that made him incapable of telling the woman that he loved 'I love you.' from his mouth.

AN: You might be a little confused on why Damon can't tell her he loves her, and why she seems insecure when it comes to him but later in the story you'll see why he can't tell those 3 words and the reason he hasn't taken the next step in their relationship. I hope you enjoyed the first chapter :D