Author's Note: I actually had a dream about this but it was with me and this one kid who I used to meet. The dream was weird because it was like a commercial for this movie, but when I woke up I knew the entire plot and everything. It was strange. Anyway, I really liked the plot and I'm sure it's been written before, but I couldn't write it out with myself and the kid in the dream, so I changed it to Eli and Clare. Yeah.

AU / OOC

The music was loud. And when I say loud, I mean loud. Even outside, the bass of the band shook the ground and vibrated through my feet. Adam laughed and met up with his brother. Drew and KC were with three girls. Drew's girlfriend, Alli, a short, tan Indian girl who was known for being provacative. I'm almost positive that's why Drew was dating her. KC's girlfriend, Jenna, was short too, but she was blonde and your typical All American Girl. Too preppy for my taste.

They were with one other girl. One I didn't recognize. She was short too, but taller than the other girls. She had really long, curly aubrun hair. She was wearing a black skirt with a light pink long sleeve shirt. The shirt looked so soft. I had the strangest urge to reach out and touch her. While Drew and Adam were talking, I was silently admiring her. She glanced at me, and when she caught me looking, she turned away and bit her lip.

Her eyes were very blue. A kind of blue that you couldn't pinpoint a color to. Not turquoist, not baby blue. Some sort of blue all it's own. I felt like I could literally dive into her eyes and swim in them.

"Eli," Drew snapped. "I'm trying to talk to you,"

"Huh?" I asked, taking my eyes off the mystery girl in front of me.

"Are you throwing down or what?"

"Uh, yeah," I muttered and pulled a twenty out of my wallet. Adam and I handed Drew our money and he took off to look for Bianca in the crowd. Adam walked over to KC and muttered something in his ear. They laughed and then continued a conversation. Alli and Jenna were also talking, leaving me and my mystery girl alone. I walked over to her and slid my arm around her shoulders. "Hi, there," I whispered in her ear.

She shuddered and then took a step away from me. She nervously pushed her glasses up the bridge of her nose. "Hi,"

"I'm Eli," I looked at her up and down. Something about her innocent look made her seem wild in bed. I wanted to know what she was like in bed. I wanted to trash her. She shifted her weight slightly and I could see the small movement in her hips. It was driving me crazy.

"I'm Clare,"

Clare. Clare. I could definitely see myself screaming that out in bed. Her voice was soft - like her shirt. I felt like her voice just melted from her throat and spilled off her tongue. I wanted her to say my name, I wanted her to scream my name.

Drew returned before I could press the conversation, and he wrapped his arm around me and showed me the small baggie he had. Inside, there were two joints. I smiled, "Alright!"

"C'mon, I know a place," KC said. His friend had thrown this party so he knew the area better than us.

Jenna and Alli hopped off the chairs they were sitting on and follow Adam, KC and Drew towards the forest. I glanced at Clare, "You coming?"

She bit her lip again and that made my pants tighten a bit. I wish she would bite my lip. "Sure,"

We walked side by side into the forest and I could feel her growing nervous. I smirked and brushed my arm against hers. She gasped a little and blushed.

KC finally stopped and I looked around to survey the area. We were surrounded by trees. I thought we'd be pretty safe. Drew took out the joints and lit one. He took two hits then passed it to Alli. It went around twice and I noticed that Clare never took a hit.

It went around three more times, then Drew lit the next one. It had already kicked in for me and my mind felt pretty mushy. The world seemed like a dream and I loved it. I couldnt remember what happend five seconds ago, and my feet were going numb. I was started to see the haze around everything.

It got to me and I took my last lit. Clare was leaning up against the tree across from me. I passed Drew the joint and walked over to Clare. "Are you gonna partake?" I asked.

She shook her head. "I don't do drugs,"

"Then why are you at a party?" I placed my arm on the tree, trapping her to me.

"I don't mind being around people who do it, I just don't like to,"

"Have you ever tried it?" I wondered.

"No,"

"Then how do you know you don't like it?" I laughed and took a step closer, without even realizing it.

"I just don't want to do drugs. I wanna be able to tell my kids I've never done a drug in my whole life,"

"Can you kiss?" I whispered and lowered my face to hers.

She swallowed and bit her lip. Instead of letting her answer, I leaned down and pressed my lips against hers. Maybe it was because I was high, but her lips felt so soft. I lost my own in hers. She was a timid kisser, barely kissing back. So I bit her lip and she gasped, letting me slip my tongue in her mouth. She tasted so fucking good. I took my hand off the tree and put them on her waist, pushing her against the hard bark.

My hazey mind didn't remind me about the others around us and I figured they were all making out as well. Clare's tiny hands wrapped around my neck and she hesitatantly pulled my hair. I groaned and pushed myself harder against her. Feeling daring because of the weed, I reached down and lifted her, slamming her harder against the tree. I rubbed my erection against her and she moaned.

Smirking, I pulled back and kissed down her neck. She was melting at my touch. Perfect. I started sucking on my neck, loving her gasps. I pushed myself harder against her. "Say my name," I whispered.

"Eli," she breathed.

"Louder," I rubbed myself harder against her center.

"Eli," she moaned.

I kissed back to her ear and tugged on the little hoop earing she was wearing. She gasped. "Let me fuck you," I breathed in her ear.

"No."

"Please?" I begged, starting slow thrusts against her.

She pulled my hair tighter, but sighed. "No."

I rubbed my erection against her slowly. "Let me fuck you," I repeated.

"No," she put her hands on my shoulders and pushed me back, setting her feet on the ground. I sighed and walked away, back to leaning against the tree I was orginally on.

"Dude," Adam came over and stood next to me. "Never gonna happen. Alli was telling me about her. Totally straight edge. Never smoked, drank, fucked. You were like the third guy she's ever kissed. Not worth it,"

"You know I've never fucked a virgin," I smirked at him.

He laughed.

I looked back at Clare. She was flushed and looking at the ground, biting her lip. It seemed like just a memory, but a minute ago, I was the one biting her lip. I shook my head and turned back to Drew.

"Let me hit that one more time,"

Two Years Later.

"Thank you," The woman murmured as I held the door for her. I nodded, smiled, and walked out of the building, adjusting my bookbag over my shoulder.

Second year of college and only four more days to go. I was thrilled. Adam was throwing me a huge party, and my parents were buying me something special. They wouldn't tell me what, though, but I was hoping it would be a new car.

My last year at Degrassi was my worst. After smoking and drinking my way through one semester, I got caught with it all. Fucked up on Vicodins, I crashed my car into a wall and almost kissed myself. After that, my parents found all of my stashes and threw me into rehab. The rest of my Senior year was spent with people who cut themselves to feel high and physcos that talked to themselves. I got clean, though, and kept up on my school work. Barely passing, I graduated with Adam, Drew and KC. Adam still drank on the weekends, but trying to be a good friend, he stopped smoking. We had made a pact and so far, we both followed through with it.

Drew and KC kept up with the drugs, but they never went off the deep-end like I did. I was looking forward to my party this weekend. The sun was really hot on my skin as I walked down the block to my car. I reached in my back pocket for my keys and stumbled over sometihng.

I looked down and saw someone's leg.

"Watch where the fuck you're going!" They yelled in a hoarse voice.

I looked at the person. "Watch where the fuck you're sitting!"

The girl was thin. Very, very, unhealthy thin. She had black hair matted all over her face and it looked as greasy as a McDonald's burger. Her blue t-shirt clung to her skinny body and her skinny jeans were dirty as the ground she was sleeping on. She glared at me, and through all the eyeliner and black hair in the way, I saw her impossible blue eyes.

Blue eyes that didn't have a name. Blue eyes that you could swim in. Blue eyes that were so familiar to me. I stared into her blue eyes, the night of the party crashing through my mind. I was too high to remember it all, but I remembered her impossible blue eyes.

"Clare?" I shouted.

Author's note: Well there is the set-up chapter. I hope you liked it and yeah. I will post the next chapter soon.