"I can't believe that bitch did that to him!" I was outraged; I can't believe that Shannon's wife did that to him. He was a good friend, an even better boyfriend. And his wife cheated on him while he was on the road. I was sitting here in Matt's kitchen pissed off, and pacing. Shannon had just come home for a couple of days and walked in on his wife with some guy. And her excuse was that he didn't pay enough attention to her.

I knew for a fact that he called her multiple times a day, answered every text message and email, and sent her cool little trinkets from every town they were in. Now I'm here pacing between the kitchen and living room to make sure Shannon doesn't have alcohol poisoning and trying to keep my cool. Matt was watching me, as I tried to get my frustration out through walking around. "I know Lindsey; she shouldn't have done that to him." He looked through the door to see Shannon on his couch. "He's going to have a hard time getting over the grief. You should do for him what you did for me when I tried to drown my sorrows about Amy. You remember what you did for me don't you."

"Yeah I glued myself to your side. But it wasn't hard for me to do that; we both worked in the WWE. I don't work with Shannon; it'll be hard for me to stay near him, as much as I don't want to leave his side. I never have." I added the last sentence quietly.

"I know when he broke up with you your senior year of high school, you were devastated. If I didn't know the reason he broke up with you, I would have killed him. But now I see you and he belong together you calm each other and keep from the demons from coming out in both of you. I'll help you keep an eye on him any way I can." He looked away sheepishly as he spoke.

"What do you mean you know why he broke up with me? What aren't you telling me Matt?" He continued to look anywhere but at me. "Matthew Moore Hardy what do you mean you know why he broke up with me?"

"He told me I wasn't good enough for you." I turned to see Shannon in the door way. "He said I wasn't good enough for the youngest and smartest Hardy child. I stayed with you as long as I could, as long as I thought I was good enough for you." He walked in, not a sway in his step, not a weave in his path. "Then you got accepted to Duke, and I began to believe what Matt was saying." I turned in disbelief to look at Matt.

"You did not tell him that? Matt how could you; I can't believe you said that. You know I love him, I always have." I was stalking towards him, in a way that only a female Hardy could pull off.

"Lindsey, I'm sorry but you're my baby sister. How could I let someone you grew up with take you from the family? If you and Shannon got married he would have moved you guys to any town you would have wanted to go to. I can't let you leave; you are the only sanity that is in our family anymore." I continued towards him.

I would have moved to hit him if a hand hadn't wrapped around my wrist. "Lindsey, it's okay, I've always loved you too. I would've loved to stay with you, through everything. I couldn't let anyone, even myself, hurt you." He ran his fingers up my arm under my sleeve that was hiding my secret that no one but him knew about.

"You would've never hurt me, Shannon. I know because time after time in the past you kept me from getting hurt. But from now on I'm going to help you Shannon. I'm going to keep you from being hurt." I was pulled against Shannon, so I could snuggle down into his chest.

"Well I'm glad about that, but you can't do what you are thinking about." Matt looked over and I looked up and pouted. "No I mean it. Lindsey Sena Hardy, you are not allowed to go beat, maim or kill my going to be ex wife." I smiled at the ex wife comment but then pouted at the no violence.

I turned to make the coffee like Shannon had come in the kitchen to do. I helped tidy everything that I had thrown and knocked over. As I pushed Shannon towards the bathroom to go get a shower, my cell phone rang. "Hello?"

"Hi is this Lindsey Hardy?"

"Yes, how can I help you?"

"This is the interim general manager of Raw, my name is John. I would like to sign you to come back in the WWE."

"As much as I would like to John, I have people and things I have to stay around. There are problems in my families and friends households that I have to keep from falling apart."

"The problems in the houses who are they with?"

"Matt and Shannon mainly, but Jeff is starting to get really annoyed with the people over on TNA. But it's just the normal family issues."

"Okay, let me see if there is anything I can do and I'll call you back later this week. Is that okay with you?"

"Sure John sorry again."

"It's not a problem; it gives me an opportunity to be creative."

I hung up the phone when Shannon came out into the living room, being swallowed by some clothes Matt loaned him. "Who was that Lindsey?"

"The interim GM of Raw he wanted to ask me something." I looked at him as I sat on the couch.

"Hmm interesting, oh well. Will you sit here with me so I can sleep, I like to snuggle when I'm going to sleep." He smiled cutely.