Forgive Me For Leaving

Ch.1

I stood their washing out a small glass, it wasn't really dirty but, I needed to do something to clear my mind. After being gone 7 years, he finally came back home, Goku, my Goku. Any other wife would be rejoicing over such an event, but not me. Am I glad he came home? Sure, who wouldn't be glad to see a loved one return home after being dead for 7 years? But why did I feel such hatred for him at the same time.

*Kami's Lookout*

Everyone ran up to their Hero, Goku. He had returned after being dead 7 years and saving the earth yet again. I stood their motionless, not knowing what to do, hug him? Hit him? All these mixed emotions, it was hard to decide what to do, and before I knew it he was standing right in front of me, smiling a big goofy grin. "Are you there Chi? Or do I have to "take" a hug and kiss?" he opened his arms for me, I slowly walked into them, hugging him tightly because we we're being watched by both of our sons and all our friends, so I had to pretend to be happy. He hugged me tightly in return whispering in my ear so no one could hear, "I can't wait until we're alone later Chi", After a few moments we let go of each other, He looked at me with a curious look in his eyes, as if he was trying to figure out what kind of mood I was in. We stared at each other for a few moments, thank kami krillin walked up and grabbed Goku on the shoulder, "Hey Goku, we're all meeting at Roshi's later! You coming or what?", Goku slowly turned to face his longtime friend, not wanting to take his eyes off me, It was such a pain sometimes being married to a saiyan, he could since my moods even when no one else could, a human man would just brush it off as "she's just being a woman" or "maybe it's her time of the month" but not Goku, he knew exactly when I was upset about something. Bulma walked up to me, rubbing my shoulder slightly, "Hey Chi-Chi, What's wrong?", I glanced up at her, holding back the tears that were building quickly, I couldn't stand being here, with all of them pretending to be happy to see him. I mean for God's sake he's been gone 7 years, all the nights I cried his name into a pillow as I cried myself to sleep, how could I just run up to him and pretend that everything is fine? I glanced at her quickly replying, "I'm fine Bulma, just tired and excited all at once", I forced a pitiful smile, knowing that I did a bad job, she asked me, "So you're not coming to Roshi's later?" I glanced up at Goku, I could feel his eyes on me, trying to figure out what kind of mood I was in. Good luck buddy, I'm not talking to you for a while. Almost sensing what I said in my mind. He walked over to where me and Bulma stood, "I think I'm gonna take Chi-Chi home, she isn't feeling well", Bulma looked up at him confused, "What makes you say that Goku? She's fine, tell him you're fine Chi-Chi", I glanced up at him, not knowing what he had planned, so I went along with it. "I am feeling a bit tired, I think I should lay down", Goku glanced over his shoulder at Gohan and Goten, "I'm gonna tell the boys, I'll take you home first and then meet them at Roshi's", I gave another pathetic smile for Bulma, "Well, I'll talk to you later Bulma", I walked off before she could respond, not really caring, I was more interested in what Mr. Abandonment had planned for me. We told the boys our plan and Goku lifted me into his arms and took off. We flew in complete silence, not saying anything. What do you talk about after someone has been gone 7 years? What's for dinner tonight? I wouldn't be surprised if he asked that. That thought almost made me chuckle if I wasn't in such a bad mood. I didn't know how I felt, I was glad he was here but, I wanted him to be here with me and the boys, I didn't want to give birth alone, I mean, I didn't because all of my friends were there, but I needed him. I needed my Goku. And where was he? Training in "other world" or whatever the hell it's called. I needed to see his big goofy grin, his constant nagging of "what's for lunch or dinner?", I needed to feel him next to me at night, but all I got was a cold pillow and an aching heart, I loved him so much, it was so painful being without him, I cried so much it felt like a part time job.

Finally we landed, but not at home. We were in some forest, it was really beautiful, with a lot of trees, a small river was flowing smoothly over some rocks, and a deer was drinking on the other end until it spotted me and Goku and ran into the trees disappearing from sight. Goku walked up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist, I jumped a bit because he caught me off guard, I was engrossed in these beautiful surroundings I forgot he was standing behind me, "God Goku, you scared me", I tried to pull myself from him, but of course, he didn't let go. He pulled me closer to him, kissing and licking up and down my neck, "I didn't bring you here to sight see Chi", and he let out a low growl as he spoke. God this felt so good, but I couldn't let sex keep me from being mad at him. But my body reacted, causing me to close my eyes, He moved his right hand down my hip, down my thigh, and then slowly up the spilt in my dress. Ok, if I was gonna fuss at him I couldn't let him go any further! Dear Kami, he's licking up my neck, with all the power I had, I mean, literally, I pulled from him. I heard him let out a low, fierce growl, one I had never heard before. I could still feel the heat on my neck where he had just had his "kissing/licking" attack on it. I turned around and saw that he was really pissed, but I had to get this out, I needed him to know how I felt. He looked at me for a moment, and then he walked over to the river bank with his back to me. He folded his arms and stood facing the woods, I felt intimidated by his stance, for some reason I lost my voice, I didn't know what to think let alone say to him. After a few silent awkward moments, he walked over to a tree a few feet away, and leaned up against it facing me, "Well, what is it Chi? I know it's something, just say it". He seemed so aggressive, I didn't like this side of him, at times like this I knew he wasn't human, he acted more like a saiyan, which I must admit, scared me sometimes, but I know Goku would never hurt me, ever. After I swallowed a few times, trying to wet my throat a bit, I finally spoke, "Goku, these years, have been the hardest of my life," he immediately stepped away from the tree walking towards me, a hard look on his face, "And it's been a walk in the park for me Chi? Is that what you think?" Of course, he puts this on me? Was he serious? I became furious, not knowing to yell profanity or just punch him repeatedly and have a sore hand later. So I went with plan C, stating my case, "So what am I supposed to do Goku? Greet you like everything is okay? Just let you come back into my life 7 years later and not be upset or pissed off? Are you kidding me?" He walked up to me and put one hand around my waist and the other on the back of my head and pulled me into a hard kiss. At first I didn't react but after he licked my lips a few times, I feel weak to his touch. His tongue move around in my mouth at such a seductive pace, I felt like I was floating, he tasted so good. As he kissed me, we moved slowly toward a tree until my back finally touched it. He broke the kiss to allow me to breath in some air. He spoke right above my lips, "Chi, I need you now, we can talk later", He took his right hand and used it to wrap my leg around his waist. He used his left hand to swiftly rip off my underwear. I wrapped my arms around his neck, I then slowly opened my eyes, looking right into his now dark brown eyes, "Goku, I just really missed you, I needed you here", The tears finally came down, I cried into neck as he entered me slowly. The pressure of his member inside me was a comforting feeling, I missed him so much, and I needed him inside me. I adjusted against him a little, I mean it had been 7 years, I had to get use to his size again. He whispered in my ear, "I'm here now Chi, I missed you so much, I thought about you all the time, I wanted to come home and be here for you". He started a slow pace, in and out of me, causing me to moan through me tears. He needed me now more than ever and I needed him, any disputes or arguments could wait, it was me and him here. Together.

His paced grew faster and faster as he rammed me up against the tree, God my back was gonna be sore later, I gripped his shoulders tighter, because all I do was hold on. My tears had dried and my moans of sorrow turned into moans of ecstasy. Goku knew exactly how to tease me, basterd, He would speed his pace up and get me closer and closer to the edge, and then slow down, making longer and harder thrust. He did this about 4 times, and every time my eyes would roll back in my head, how could something feel so good? He kissed me hard and then worked his way down my neck with a trail of kisses. He then started a hard and furious thrusting in and out of me. Dear Kami I could feel myself about to come, his right hand grabbed my thigh and his left hand grabbed the tree. I could hear the tree breaking beneath his hand. It took a lot of concentration for Goku when he made love to me, he had to make sure he didn't hurt me when we had sex because of his extraordinary strength, and he never did, but I can't say the same for the tree. Better it than me. By this point, I was moaning so loud, I'm sure every animal in the surrounding area ran away in from all the loud noises. Goku let out low growls right next to my ear, which was so sexy, and turned me on even more than usual. I was so wet, it was unbelievable, I could feel some of my juices sliding down my leg and I hadn't even came yet. Goku pounded me harder and harder against the tree, causing my body to bounce up and down on his member creating this pace that was in perfect sync with each thrust. I felt myself tensing up, I was coming and I could feel it building, "Goku….I'm so clos..", before I could finish I was coming all over his member, my whole body tensed up and I grabbed his shoulders as I moaned his name over and over with each flood of orgasms, my back arched off the tree, my body was so hard to control, the flood of pleasure I felt, I couldn't describe it if I tried. I felt goose bumps go all over my body. It was pure ecstasy. And Goku's continuous thrusting made it hard not to keep riding my orgasm. He continued to pump in and out of me at a faster pace now that I came, he had plenty of lubricant to help pick up the pace. I kept kissing and nibbling on his ear, "Please come inside me Goku, I need you", I wanted him now, I needed him. He trusted in and out of me few more times and then he tense upped, gripping my thigh and ripping a piece of tree off, I could hear the upper parts of the tree cracking from his reaction. His body started jerking upwards, pushing him further inside of me. He let out low growls, I could feel his body slowly relaxing against mine. I felt so complete with him here with me. I felt like nothing else in the world mattered. My Goku was here with me. He was all I would ever need. Breaking the moment..Goku moved swiftly out of me causing me to fall to the ground. "Ouch, the hell Goku?" He started fixing his pants in a hurry with a shocked look on his face, "Goten is on his way, he followed us Chi, get dressed", I immediately stood up, fixing my hair and trying to straighten my clothes. Good grief he had showed up 5 minutes earlier…."Hey mom, hey dad! What are you guys doing? You two were taking too long to come to Roshi's! Did ya get lost or something?" The stood a mini Goku looking up at me with that same goofy grin on his face, I smiled back at my little angel, "Of course we got lost, your father took a wrong turn", Goten looked at Goku laughing, "Is that true dad?, Did ya take a wrong turn?", Goku walked up and put one hand on Goten's head and playfully ruffled his hair, "Of course, because your mom was telling me which way to go", I playfully hit him on the arm, and we all laughed in unison. It felt good to be standing here as a family again. I felt tears of joy building but I held them back, I didn't want to ruin the mood with any tears, "So boys, let's get going to Roshi's, We don't want anyone else to come looking for us", Goku picked me up in his arms, and we all made our way to Roshi's.