character&universe. Surana&Fergus Cousland, stand alone.


Fergus never asks if she loves the king. Surana never mentions his wife, allowing her to rest in his past. They touch, kiss and his arms so tight around her because his connections are fragile; because he still exists out there. He speaks his secrets, listens what little she shares, keeps her close and enjoys every second; this is transitory after all and he is lonely.

"We can forget," Surana whispers in the darkness. "Leave it all behind."

"If we can't?"

Her arms are warm and Fergus holds on, selfishly as he prides himself not to be.

"We pretend."