New Story, end up deleting my old one, it was unoriginal and I had no plans for it really. Bummer… But here is something where I don't really have to update weekly because it's just a bunch of One-shots.

Warning: These One-shots are extremely sad, and tragic (Hence the name) but I will have a happy one-shot here and there but still, prepare your self with tissue I suggest Kleenex or Puff's, really soft too.

Failed Attempt At Life (A Tears in my Eyes One shot)

Setting – During Blood Promise

Rose P.O.V

He roughly tossed me on the bed, like I was garbage. It brought tears to my eyes that he was no longer the man of my dreams, the man I fell in love with. I scurried to the top of the bed till I hit the head board – trying to get away from him. He looked down at me, eyes red with fury and evil. The man I once knew dead and this thing in his place. I clung to the pillows with tears freely running down my cheeks. I didn't even bother to try to act strong, my attempt to get out of here failed, apparently my stake didn't hit his heart and he recovered a little more quickly than I expected but I did take a while to get off that damn bridge because I was too busy mourning my lost love while my 'lost love' swept me away back to hell.

This time there are no choices, I get awakened and there's no turning back. I can't tell Lissa to get away from that Aubrey psycho, I can't tell Christian he's being a major idiot about dumping Lissa. I can't tell my mom I'm sorry for disappointing her – again! Also I can never give Adrian that chance. I'm pretty sure he would have made a good boyfriend, or at least not tried to turn me into an evil creature of the night.

Dimitri walked over to me grabbed me by the neck, cutting off my oxygen. I clawed at his hand trying to get him off me but it didn't help.

"Sorry Roza, your choices are over." He said tossing me over to the wall, my head felt like it exploded in my skull. I'm pretty sure Dimitri could have killed me with that throw, he was going easy on me – he wanted me alive. I backed onto the wall, I felt weak, hell I looked weak but all I wanted was this to be over. I wanted this pain to end.

He knelt down in front of me to look me in the eyes. He gave me a cruel smile before taking his thumb and wiping away some of my tears.

"Don't cry love, we can be together forever – isn't that what you always wanted?" I shook my head while more tears came over.

"No, not with you!" I screamed at him. "I wanted it with the Dimitri I knew, but he's dead." I cried. He roughly grabbed me, parting my legs so I sat on him and my back against the wall.

He moved my arms so my face was clear to him, my tears and all. I'm pretty sure I looked like a mess, but there was no time to think about that.

"You were always beautiful Roza." He said as if he was reading my thoughts. "You'll look better when you are awakened." He said bushing hair out of my face, behind my ear.

"I don't want that!" I whined like a child. "I want to die, let me die." I cried.

He looked at me curiously, surprised that I said that.

"If you love me you wouldn't kill me." I said touching his shoulder, my hand going up to his face, caressing his cheek, the last time I'll see him – touch him. Maybe one day a guardian will kill him and we'll be together where ever I go. He took my hand away – almost gently. He didn't even response he just bent my neck and his sharp fangs bit into me. The sharp pain gone in a second replaced with pure pleasure. One more tear rolled down my cheek as I faced the music – this was it.

I lost.

With as much willpower I had I bent close to Dimitri's ear.

"Please don't do this, please." I begged, my voice coming out as a whisper. "I'll always love you – no matter what." My voice became weaker, slower. And as if by a miracle he pulled away and looked at me in the eyes but it was too late, I lost too much blood.

He bent down and kissed me, this kiss gentle that reminded me of the kisses we shared in the cabin and somehow it came

The kiss was over before I could I knew it and he went back to my neck, kissing the wound before biting in me again, draining me of my life force, taking everything but memories away…

I looked at Dimitri, then at my lifeless body. I smiled at him. I know we'll see each other again, hopefully one day soon.

Okay, In case none of you guys got that it means Strigoi Dimitri killed Rose. No – not turned her but killed her. It was his 'inner battle' good Dimitri couldn't let evil Dimitri turn his love but evil Dimitri couldn't let her go so they had a middle ground by just killing her. Sad, I know…