So this is, I guess, part 2 of The Lying Game. It's something that hit me a few days ago so I decided to post it up. This chapter is from Sasuke's POV, just so you know.
I don't own Naruto, or Sasuke, or Kiba, or anyone or anything. Glad we got that covered.
I sit and stare and observe the world around me.
~We all have masks~
Sakura is chattering with Ino who bursts into giggles at something she says. They've never hated each other a day, but people will try to say otherwise.
~ But there are only two types~
Across the cafeteria Shikamaru slides his calculus homework to Gaara, who looks absolutely frustrated with his.
~Just two~
Lee hands Tenten a flower and although she smiles and says 'thank you', she turns away in disgust.
~There are the temporary ones~
Neji eyes his cousin's pre-calc work in disgust, pointing out every mistake she makes. She's not good enough.
~The masquerade masks~
He reaches over, snatches the pencil from her hand, and writes something on her paper. Fed up with him and close to tears, she grabs her stuff and gets up.
~Those we can take on and off~
But as soon as she trips he's by her side, worry etched onto his face, helping her up. There's a tenderness in his eyes as he helps her that shows very rarely when he's dealing with her.
~And then we have the permanent ones~
Naruto walks by the table, backpack slung over his shoulder. He never looks at anyone directly; the floor is his eye's best friend.
~Those we paint on~
He looks up once at Kiba, cracking a – fake - grin and tries not to make eye contact with the brunette.
~They're hard to remove completely~
He glances at Sakura, who Kiba is pointing at, and says something about her. The Inuzuka's eyes light up and he starts babbling at 100 miles an hour.
~ But easy to smudge and crack~
Naruto isn't paying attention. He doesn't care about Sakura's panties or her bra or her boobs or how hot she is.
~Sometimes you can wipe it away~
His blue eyes connect with mine for a second and I catch his sharp intake of breath. Then he looks down. He's ashamed of what's behind his mask.
~But it's a long, hard process~
I grab my book off the table and make my way over to him. He shrinks away from me, tries to cover himself by using Kiba as his shield.
~A painful process~
"Naruto." He refuses to look at me. Kiba has stopped rambling to watch the two of us interact.
~When half your mask is gone~
"Naruto." I step closer to him and reach out, brushing my fingers against his.
~And the other half remains~
For a moment his fingers twitch, longing to touch mine back, but he stops them. He's holding himself back. For what? Kiba?
~ You're torn apart~
"Dude." Kiba's voice startles him and he jumps, curling his fingers in. Why does he care what Kiba thinks of him?
~And you either wipe away your mask~
"Naruto." I reach for his hand again. He can do this. We can do this.
~Or you repaint it~
"Stop it, Sasuke!" His voice cracks as he jerks his hand away. "I'm not like you!"
~And it just gets uglier~
"Not like me?"
~And the smudges occur more frequently~
"I'm not gay."
~And the process starts over~
But he is gay.
~But it's more stressful than before~
"I apologize then," I say. "I heard him-"
~To upkeep this new mask~
Kiba raises his hands in defense. "I was just joking about that boyfriend thing. He's not gay."
~All you need is help~
"Nobody listens to Kiba anyway!" Naruto snaps, blue eyes flashing.
~Let me help~
Is that guilt? Remorse? Regret? Sadness?
~Please~
I reach out one last time. He steps back, turns away. Rejects me.
~Before you lose yourself~
The sound of his footsteps as he walks away is earth-shattering.
~But I think you already have~
Alright, so, there was no real conclusion in this chapter, but I hope you enjoyed it anyway. Maybe I'll post up another from someone else's POV, I dunno. Like I said earlier, this is just hit me and I decided to put it up.
Anyway, have a super awesome day or night or afternoon or whatever!
