If you had of told me this time eighteen months ago that I would be married with twins on the way I would have laughed in your face and said you were seriously retarded. I would have laughed even more if you'd have said I had actually made a name for myself as a great guardian and was held in high esteem by the Queen of the Moroi and the Guardian council.

But all this is true. And I'm glad it has happened. Although there have been dramas along the way- which is obvious I mean I am Rose Hathaway- but I have pulled through and I have made to the other side unscathed.

If I take a look back on my life, there are moments that I wish I could change, no doubt about it, but if I did, I think about how things would be. For one Dimitri would not be here, my children would not exist, I wouldn't have a husband and I probably wouldn't be guarding an important Royal because they wouldn't be alive- well I'm not guarding them at the moment, I mean I am pregnant.

But overall, I am happy with my life. I have a family that I never knew I wanted. When I get back to my job, I will be guarding one of the most important people in my life. And to top it all, I'm still here to experience and enjoy it and tell my story.

But like I said. It didn't always feel like it would end up this way.

It all started at a ski lodge in Idaho...