So...this is the last chapter. I'm so nervous about this one. I don't want to mess it up. This story has been my pride and joy for the last few months and I'm actually pretty proud of it. Which doesn't happen often. Also there will be a Epilogue! And you can all thank rawbbles for suggesting it and Sophie ( XxxAnimaniacxxX) for encouraging me to do it. It's not gonna be really a chapter though, it's just gonna be a few paragraphs about every one, and what happened to them, and then a little scene of Logan/Kendall/Ariana...and possible more babies. So enjoy everyone!
Carlos POV
The clan and me had just gotten back from the store, ad yes it was weird for four families that were actually very large to all go shopping together, but we all knew just what do get and it made it all a lot faster, and easier.
Brooke,Joanna,Jennifer,John,Aaron and my dad were holding the shopping bag as my mom opened up the front door, letting us all in, Kendall's and Logan's coats were up,so we already knew that they were here,but what we didn't expect was to hear this as we entered.
"OH HORTENSE!"
"FUCK,Kendall!"
Everyone eyes widened, and all the parents jumped forward to shove there hands on the babies ears, Jennifer went for Courtney's, my dad covered Daniels and my mom went for Luis's, Brooke slapped her hands over Bridget's, and Joanna and John were to in shock to cover there sons ears.
And all the other kids were on there own.
We were all to shocked to say anything as we heard Kendall screech's of pleasure fill the house, but thankfully, Logan heard us.
"Fuck babe! We forgot about clan Tuesdays!"
"Your fucking kidding me!"
"Kenny we need to stop!"
"The FUCKING HELL WE DO!"
Jennifer and Joanna shared a horrified look as we heard Kendall's loud shriek of disbelief.
"Kendall shh!"
"NO! LOGAN FUCK ME NOW!"
"KENDALL PEOPLE ARE DOWN STAIRS!"
"I don't give a mother fucking fuck! Fucking, fuck me RIGHT NOW!"
"FINE! YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK?"
"YES! PLEASE LOGAN FUCK ME! I NEED IT SO BAD!"
Jennifer look completely mortified at the sound of Kendall's voice, and honestly, I was right behind her.
"You asked for it baby! Remember that!"
"Oh fuck,the kids are screwed." John muttered.
And then-
"OH MY GOD LOGAN, FUCK VOTRE So Fucking ÉNORME, OH MON DIEU ME FUCK HARDER, S'IL VOUS PLAÎT S'IL VOUS PLAÎT, OUI OUI LOGAN, FUCKING OWN ME DADDY! Me faire crier COMME UNE CHIENNE! FAITES-MOI VOTRE PUTAIN! OH MY GOD LOGAN OUI! OUI OUI OUI OUI! OH MY GOD! Doux Jésus! HORTENSE Oh mon Dieu! FUCK SO GOOD BAISE! OUI OUI LOGAN! HORTENSE!"
Jennifer almost fainted on the spot.
And everyone else was in the same state, the kids heard every word in spit of there parents hands over there ears, and everyone had learned enough french over the years to know exactly what Kendall has said. Especially the kids, because they learned all the swear words first.
(LOGAN OH MY GOD, FUCK YOUR HUGE So Fucking big!, OH MY GOD FUCK ME HARDER, PLEASE PLEASE, YES YES LOGAN,FUCKING OWN ME DADDY! Make me cry LIKE A BITCH! MAKE ME YOUR WHORE! LOGAN OH MY GOD YES! YES YES YES YES! OH MY GOD! Sweet Jesus! HORTENSE! Oh my God! FUCK FUCK SO GOOD! LOGAN YES YES! HORTENSE!)
Yeah after hearing that,I was pretty sure that none of the kids would ever be the same again.
Especially coming from your older brothers, In Gabriel,Nathaniel's,Courtney,and Katie's case.
"Mm mm Kendall."
"I think I'm scarred." Gabriel said,looking grossed out.
James nodded in agreement, and then he surprised us all by heading up the stairs, and knocking on Logan's door.
"Seriously guys? Thanks for scarring us all!"
"Your Welcome,James!"
John rolled his eyes and sighed at his sons smart ass remark.
No Ones POV
A few moment later Logan and Kendall were walking down the stairs, after James who was rolling his eyes, both of there hair were wet and they were both dressed in a pair of Logan's sweatpants and T-shirts.
Well more like,Logan and James were walking, Kendall was hanging onto Logan's back, his arms were wrapped around Logan's neck, legs tight around Logan's waist, and his head was resting on Logan's shoulder, and the brunettes hands were clasped tightly on Kendall's upper thigh, securing him more.
Everyone else rolled there eyes at there blushing faces.
"Uh...hi?" Logan said.
Kendall blushed and slammed his face into Logan's back, not willing to meet anyone's gaze.
"Ow!"
"Sorry." Kendall hissed the back of Logan's neck, before snuggling his face in between the brunet's shoulder blades.
"Logan?"
"Yes dad?"
"Why is Kendall on your back?"
Everyone turned to a crimson faced Kendall,he lowered his head and muttered something under his breath.
"What was that,dear?" His mother asked him.
"Because I cant feel my legs."
Kendall was laying on his bed that night, a big, goofy smile on his face as he thought of the day he had had with Logan,it had been so...so...so...so Perfect! He had never felt more loved in his life when he was with Logan, making love with Logan, having Logan's arms wrapped around him.
And he was happy.
He had never felt so happy in his whole entire life then when he was with Logan, he felt like nothing could take him down, and he was in control of everything, and his life would be all sunshine and perfection just because Logan was there.
Kendall sighed and smiled rolling onto his side, his eyes fluttered a little as sleep started to over take him, but then, he was just a moment away from sleep...when he realized it, he sat straight up in bed.
They didn't use a condom.
Kendall was pacing back and forth in his room all the night long, no able to get any sleep at all, his mind was to filled with all the things that could go wrong, he had thought he was ready to tell Logan about Ariana, and he was, but now...there was a possibility of another baby.
Now Kendall wasn't so sure.
It was around four thirty in the morning, and Kendall was still walking around a still, half numb legs from the wonderful love making he had taken part in not so earlier before, and he was still tired as hell, but he couldn't put his brain to rest.
Kendall sighed as a pale hand fumbled around the area of his bed side table, he made sure to close his bedroom door as quietly as possible as he made his way down the stairs and into the downstairs bathroom that was off of the kitchen.
Kendall locked the door and turned the lamp that was on a top of the shelf that was attached to above the sink, the light made the room a soft, light pink color that always annoyed Kendall, he had no idea were the hell Katie had found pink light bulbs, all he hoped was that they didn't have them anymore.
Kendall sat on the cold floor and waited for the person he was calling to pick up.
"Who the fuck is this?" asked a voice that was heavy from sleep. If Kendall had been in a better mood he might of laughed at his friend, but he wasnt, so instead he just said hi.
"Dude,what the fuck do ya want?" Carlos asked.
"Carlos, something...something bad happened."
That caught Carlos' attention, he was suddenly wide awake and ready for anything.
"What happened?" Carlos asked.
"Me and Logan had sex-"
"Dude! That is not funny! The whole fucking state knows that you to fucked!" Carlos said,aggravated that his friend would play such a sick joke on him.
"-and we didn't use a condom."
"What?"
"We didn't use a condom!" Kendall repeated.
"Man,please tell me that your joking, please tell me that this is a sick,sick joke that your playing on me, because I did something to piss you off, please tell me this is you getting back at me for telling you, you looked like a mime in that white and red shirt you were wearing the other day. Dude,please." Carlos pleated with him.
"Dude,I'm not." Kendall asked him.
"Are you fertile?"
"I don't fucking know!"
"How can you not know?" Carlos demanded.
"I don't know! I'm a dude,Carlos, me being fertile and a girl being fertile are two different things!"Kendall snapped.
"Then get a fucking pregnancy test and find the fuck out!" Carlos told him.
"Oh yeah sure, let me just waltz all into CVS and getting a pregnancy test, and chat to the gossip queen, April who's the only one who works the counter during the week, so the rumor of me possibly being pregnant will be all over town by this afternoon! NO, YOU IDIOT! I'M NOT FUCKING DOING THAT!" Kendall screeched at him.
"Calm the fuck down,man. Why don't you just make Mercedes go get it for you or something?" Carlos asked him.
"So April can tell everyone that Mercedes is pregnant? How about...NO MORON!" Kendall yelled.
"You don't gotta be so bitchy...doesn't your mom have some?" Carlos asked him.
"Why the hell would my mom have pregnancy tests Carlos?" Kendall demanded.
"I don't know, but last month I was over there, and I was in the bathroom off the kitchen, looking for some rubbing alcohol because I cut my finger, and there was some in there in a little purple see threw bag at the bottom of the third draw."
Kendall frowned and reached a delicate arm out, opening up the draw that Carlos had mentioned and pulling out the bag and holding it up so the light shined on it better, Kendall unzipped it, and looked inside to see a little tag labeled Just In Case, and Kendall had to force himself not to roll his eyes, he loved his mother, but she really went to the extremes sometimes, though this time, he was thankful for it.
Inside there were a little thing of rubbing alcohol, tampons, baby oil, condoms, gauze, and some pregnant tests that were in date.
"Okay I found them."
"Uh-huh. Who was right, now?"
"Still me you bitch."
"Whatever, call me when you get the result."
Kendall rolled his eyes as Carlos hung up, and then he stood up, kicking his pants off and taking the little stick out of the light plastic.
A moment later Kendall was leaning up against the bathroom door, his hand curled around the end of the stick and shaking it a little impatiently.
He was a little worried, he didn't know whether or not if it was to early to tell, he was pretty sure it was, but he couldn't help it, he had to know if he was pregnant again or not.
Kendall pulled out his phone when the answer came up.
"Hello?"
"Carlos..."
(AN hahahahahahahahaha yes I did end it there)
Kendall sighed as he walked up onto Logan's door step, it was Friday night, and he was ready...ready to lay everything out on the table with Logan, no matter what the outcome would be.
'Team Logan' had already been told everything, they were told about Ariana, and everything else, and, yes, there had been a lot of drama,and Kendall was surprised that Logan hadn't found out anything, every single couple had gotten into a fight over it, besides Stephanie and Brunette Jennifer because they had both already known, the Jennifer's as a hole had fought, and Camille and Jo had almost broken up, but they had all worked it out, and everything was almost back to normal, except they all felt guilty from hiding it from Logan, especially Kendall, but he wanted to wait until the weekend.
Logan was the one who opened the door, and Kendall was thankful to see he was dressed properly, in a tight white V-neck, and black skinny jeans, and he was wearing his boots still.
"Hey,sweetheart." Logan smiled.
Kendall gave a shaky smile back to him.
"Hi Logie."
"You wanna come in?" Logan asked.
"Uh...no,...um I was actually wondering if...if you would come for a drive with me." Kendall said.
"Where?" Logan wondered.
"We need to talk about some stuff."
Logan's face dropped, looking worried, as he grabbed his leather jacket and shrugged it onto his shoulder, stuffing his cell phone, wallet, and keys into his pocket as he yelled that he was going out over his shoulder, shutting the door behind him.
Kendall took Logan's hand as they walked across the street, sighing in relief when he felt Logan relax a little, Kendall got into the drivers seat, and Logan climbed into the passengers.
They were both silent as Kendall drove, neither said a word,and no one dared to put on the radio with all the tension in the car, Kendall drove, and drove, and drove, for about fifteen moments before Kendall found himself pulling into the cemetery that his father was berried in of all places.
Kendall parked in front of the area that his father was berried at, and turned to look at Logan in the dim light that was coming off from a carved, fancy, extremely old street light, twenty feet away.
"Logan...I have to tell you something." Kendall's voice shock a little as he said it.
"Okay..."
"I don't know how to even tell you...but...it's something I've been keeping from you, for a long time...and I -know, I know how -w-wrong i-it wa-was t-to d-d-d-d-do t-th-that, and I-I'm s-sorry Logan, I'm so sorry."
"Baby, what's wrong, what is it?"
Kendall sniffed, and let out a sob.
"Logie...Ariana isn't my dad's kid...and she isn't my moms either."
Logan's brown forwarded in confusion.
"She what?"
"Ariana isn't my sister...she's my daughter."
Logan's mouth feel open, and then it closed, he did that multiple times, his eyes were bigger then dinner plates.
"You...what?"
"Ariana's my daughter...and she's yours too."
Kendall had to check if Logan hadn't just dropped dead, his lips were slammed together, and his eyes looked ready to never go back to normal size, he was so pale that Kendall was pretty sure the corpses in the ground had more color then his true love did, at that moment.
"Logan?"
"How...why...what..." Logan looked to confused to make a full sentence, but Kendall understood what he was trying to say.
"I got pregnant. In around December, or November. Remember that January when I was really sick?' Kendall asked Logan. The brunet nodded.
"When I went to the doctors they told me I was around a month pregnant, they didn't know how, and they didn't know why, but they told me I was able to get pregnant, and that I was. And then you know...nine months later...and she was born. August seventeenth." Kendall told him.
Logan nodded, and he suddenly looked angry.
"You never told me?" Logan growled.
Kendall flinched, he knew this was coming, who wouldn't have?
"No."
"What? You didn't think I had the right to know?" Logan asked.
"I'm sorry Logan. I knew that I was wrong...and I tried too."
"What?"
"That night with Sasha...that was what I was coming over to tell you,Logie. I was so scared...and I...I was just so hurt, I was so bitter and mean and shit, and I was afraid to tell you, I didn't want Ariana to get hurt, I didn't want to get hurt..."
Logan was crying at that point, sloppy tears running down his pale face.
"I have a daughter." Logan hiccuped.
"Yes, you do. And she loves you so much Logie. I tell her about you all the time, she calls you Papa." Kendall told him, Logan gave a watery laugh.
"She does?"
"Oh yeah. She asks about you a lot, too. Sometimes she asks if she can meet you...I always told her no, but that you loved her either way, but lately, I've been telling her maybe...even in early December I did...she want to meet you really bad Logie..."
"Can I?"
"Can you what?"
"Can I...meet her?" Logan asked.
Kendall started to cry harder, nodding his head frantically.
"Yes,Logie. Yes." Kendall said.
Logan pulled Kendall into a tight hug, and kissed him all over his face. Kendall sniffed into Logan's checks, kissing the nap of his neck softly.
"Logan...there's something else you have to know."
"What is it?"
Kendall pulled away, and looked Logan deeply into the his eyes.
"I'm pregnant,again."
"Are you?"
"Yes."
Logan hugged Kendall again.
"We have each other...that's all that matter."
Logan was shaking as he got out of Kendall's car, the blonde knew he was nervous, but he also knew that he shouldn't be, Ariana was going to love him, she already did.
Kendall smiled and took Logan's shaking hand.
"Don't worry. Though I have to warn you now, she's a bit shy, so don't be upset if she doesn't seem into you at first." Kendall warned, Logan nodded.
Kendall opened the front door, and pulled the brunet in, Jennifer was walking out of the kitchen, and she smiled when her eyes fell on Logan, Katie right behind her.
"Is he here, for why I think he's here?" Jennifer asked Kendall.
"Yeah."
"Great. She's in the living room, watching TV with Carlos."
Kendall nodded and dragged Logan down the hallway a bit, stopping around a foot before the door way, he gave Logan a reassuring smile before bringing him in.
Carlos was sitting on the couch, with Ariana on his lap, the Latino was whispering silly comment in her ear about the movie they were watching, Beauty and the Beast, making the toddler giggle in delight.
Carlos looked up when he saw them walk in, and his eyes fell on Logan, who was standing just a foot in front of the threshold, eyes locked onto the little girl.
"He knows?"
"Uh-huh."
Kendall shut off the TV, and then moved forward to kneel in front of his daughter, who had moved her big green eyes to look at Kendall.
"Baby Girl, I want you to meet someone." Kendall told her.
Ariana gave him a confused look.
"Remember that very special person that you've been wanting to meet?" Kendall asked.
It dawned on her.
"Papa?" she asked, excitedly.
"Yes baby."
Kendall picked her up, and her big eyes fell on Logan's mesmerized figure, he couldn't keep his eyes off of her, and she couldn't keep her eyes off of him.
This was a moment over wonders. The meeting of a father and a daughter, something that was long over do, but were both relived that it was actually happening.
Ariana looked at him for another moment, looking up at Kendall who looked back at her with those same eyes, and then back to her Papa.
She held her arms out to Logan.
"Papa?"
Logan couldn't help it, he burst into tears at that single word, and then all three of them were crying, and Carlos was staring at the adorable sight, actually taking pictures with his cell phone to show to there friends later on.
Logan took Ariana into his arms, and pressed a kiss to the top of her wavy brown locks that matched his own, and looked down into her green eyes that were also filled with tears.
"God, your so beautiful. My beautiful little girl." Logan sobbed out, Ariana kissed his chin.
"I love you papa." Ariana told him.
"I love you too,my little girl, I love you too." Logan told her.
Logan's eyes shifted over to Kendall, and he moved Ariana over so she was resting in one arm, and held one arm out to Kendall, who quickly occupied the space. Holding onto Logan tightly, and kissing at Logan's neck, the brunet dad, kissing his boyfriends and his daughters head and forehead in turn.
"I love you Kendall." Logan told him.
"I love you too,Logan." Kendall sobbed out.
"I love all three of you..." his eyes fell on Kendall's stomach, where there next little baby was laying, safe and comfy, surrounded by his fathers warm and loving body.
"...And I'll never stop."
I really hope that, that wasn't as terrible as I thought it was. This story has been my baby over the last few months, and I'm actually very proud of it, I wanted this ending to be perfect, and I hoped you all loved it. I want to thank all of you guys, who read this, and loved it, the people who gave me that helpful criticism, that actually helped me, all the people who encouraged me with this (You know who you are.) Especially Sophie, who listened to me when I went on and on about this, and OF COURSE, my 'Long Lost Twin' BreakFree, she's such a amazing writer, and so helpful and sweet, and Sophie is too...and choose are hints to read there stories, god dammit. lol. But seriously there both super talented...I'm still waiting on Kogan cutsie time Sue! lol, so Epilogue will be up as soon as I can get it. And once, again, I love all of you guys, and thanks once again.
ALL of my Love,
Sarah