Okay, this is my first attempt at writing a lemon, so please go easy on me.

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I wanted Jacob. I knew that now.

All I could think about these last few days were his russet skin. His hard, tight body. His rippled abs. The way he looked at me, with both love and lust in his dark eyes. And I wanted to feel his full lips on mine so badly that when I thought of them it made me wet.

Every part of my body wanted every part of his.

I had finally decided to give myself to Jacob in every way possible.

I was in my bed room putting on the skimpy black lace underwear I had picked out for this night. The ones I had snuck off to Port Angeles to buy when Charlie thought I was over at Angela's house. I could never have bought them with someone with me. I would be too embarrassed. But now putting them on, I felt sexy for the first time. I only hoped Jacob would like them.

I knew Jacob could give me everything that HE could not, or would not give me. Jacob would not hold back. He would not push me away. He would take me the way I wanted, and make me feel like a woman.

I didn't know what to wear over the new sexy underwear though. That was the one thing I had forgotten. But then Jacob wouldn't care what I was wearing because it would soon be on the ground. So I just put on my blue rain coat that covered everything that needed to be covered and a pair of sexy black patent leather peep-toe high heels that Alice had made me buy so long ago. That would have to do.

I ran out of my house - glad that Charlie had to work late so he wouldn't see me in this state of undress - and got in my truck. I felt naughty in my outfit as I gunned the engine up to fifty five all the way to La Push, and prayed I didn't get pulled over.

As soon as I pulled onto the lane in front of Jacobs house I saw his car and knew he was home. That made my heart beat faster than it ever had before.

I got out of my truck as quietly as I could, and tried not to trip over anything in my high heels. I walked up to the little garage behind the house and saw that the light was on, but Jacob was nowhere to be seen.

That made me freak out a little bit. He didn't have to patrol tonight. We had already made plans to hang out.

I tried to clam down and walked around the tiny make-shift garage. Thinking about all the wonderful times we had spent in here. Fixing up the bikes. Jake fixing me, repairing the hole in my chest. It was the place we could just be us. And the place where I found out I could love again.

He was so quite I didn't even here him come in.

"Bella…" He looked beautiful, in just a pair of black cut-off jeans. The sun setting behind him in the open garage doorway. All purple, pink and orange.

"Jake" I choked out, my breath taken away by his beauty in this moment.

He stepped closer to me taking my shoulders in his warm hands. "Bells….what are you….." He looked me over, taking in what I was wearing. "Why are you dressed like that? Is everything okay?"

I knew I would turn scarlet because of what I had to do next.

"More than okay, Jake." I said with a smile, as I opened my rain coat, letting it drop to the floor.

Jacob's eyes got huge "What are you saying, Bells? I don't want you to feel like you have to - " He said in a husky voice before I cut him off.

"I want to. I don't want to wait any longer. I'm yours, Jake. Make me yours."

He stared at me for a second through his now lidded eyes. Then his lips crushed mine. There was so much passion in his kiss. No fear, no second guessing.

Jake pulled me into him and gripped my hips firmly. My hands on his bare chest, as he ran his tongue along my lower lip begging for entrance. I opened my lips just enough and I felt Jacob exploring my mouth. Our tongues fought for dominance.

Jacob trailed one of his hands up from my hip over my rib cadge to cup my breast and rubbed his thumb over my already hard nipple. I moaned into his mouth at the feeling.

I had to break our kiss to get some air, but Jacob took that as an opportunity to kiss along my jaw line and down my neck, making me shutter.

When his mouth found the strap of my bra, he reached his other hand up from my hip and slowly slipped the strap down my arm. Looking up at me to make sure it was okay. I nodded and he continued, pulling the other strap down as well until my breasts were freed from the lace.

I gasped at the chill from some of my most sensitive areas being so exposed to the cool air. But the chill was soon gone as Jacob took one of my nipples in his mouth twirling his tongue around my hard nub and covering my other breast with his hand.

"Oh, Jake," I cried though it was hard to find the air.

No one hade ever touched me in this way. In these places.

Kissing his way back up my chest, then neck he found the sensitive spot just below my ear and pressed my body hard into his. I could feel his large arousal on my leg and I worried he would be too big.

Jacob moved his hands to the back of my bra and quickly undid the clasp. Letting it fall to the floor where my coat now lay.

He pulled back a little to look at my now half naked body and I whimpered at the loss of his heat. I raised my arms to cover myself, but he was too quick and grabbed my arms to stop me.

"You don't ever have to hide yourself from me, Bells. Please don't. You are so, so beautiful." He whispered roughly.

My cheeks were on fire, but Jacob made me feel like I really was beautiful. So when he freed my arms I dropped them to my sides. Letting him take me in.

Jacob knelt down in front of me and hooked his fingers into the hem of my panties.

"Are you sure, Bells?" he asked.

"Please," was all I could get out.

His nose was level with my arousal. And he leaned in further. "Bells you smell so amazing."

With that he lowered my panties down my thighs, then calves and helped me step out of them.

I stumbled and was about to fall, but Jacob caught me just in time. I should never have tried to wear heels so high with my clumsiness. But as I fell into Jacob's strong arms I was glad I had.

Jacob chuckled, I was sure I was ten shades of red by now.

"I'm sorry, Jake I wanted everything to be perfect."

"Bells, honey, everything IS perfect, because you're here." He helped me stand up and right myself.

I couldn't take it any more. I loved Jacob even more because he loved me for who I was, clumsiness and all.

I claimed his mouth and let him deepen the kiss as I ran my hands up and down his perfectly toned back.

I gasped when I felt his finger run lightly up the outside of my slit, teasing me.

"Uh…Jacob…..Please."

"Please what, honey?" He said looking straight into my eyes. As he did it again.

"More…..Jake, give me more." I whimpered.

Jacob moaned as he slid his finger into my folds "God, Bells, you're so wet."

He found my bundle of nerves, making circles over my most sensitive spot.

"Oh….Jake…..like that," I bit down on his shoulder to keep myself from screaming.

Something in my lower stomach started to tighten. As he continued his motions.

"Wait, I….I want to taste you." Jake said, and stilled his movement.

Jake put one arm under my butt and lifted me up. As I wrapped my legs around his hips, he carried me over to the work bench. Sitting me down gently on the edge.

He knelt down, parted my knees a little more and started kissing the inside of my right leg, from the knee all the way up to my inner thigh. Then doing the same with the left.

It tickled, and I couldn't stop giggling.

He stopped at my center and looked up at me.

"I love you, Bells, so much." He opened my slit with his fingers, and ran his tongue up my center.

"I…..love…..you too…..Jake." I panted out.

Jacob licked my bundle of nerves over and over again. Slipping a finger into me, he pumped me rhythmically.

"Bells, you taste…you taste so good. Is this….okay?"

"Jake, don't stop, don't stop," I gasped.

He added another finger, and pumped me harder.

"Oh, God…Jake….fuck…..Yes," waves of pleasure washed over me as I came undone in his mouth.

Jake removed his fingers and stood up as I was coming down from my high.

"That was….Jake, that was," I covered my face with my hands, suddenly embarrassed.

"Honey," Jake pulled my hands away from my face. He was grinning my grin. "Bells, please don't be embarrassed."

Jake stepped forward, pressing himself into me, and wrapping his arms around me.

"Maybe I wouldn't be so embarrassed if I wasn't the only one naked" I said with a little giggle into his bare chest.

Jacob took in a ragged breath. "Well, I think that can be arranged."

I reached for the button of Jacob's cut-offs and undid it with shaky hands. Then I went for the zipper and pulled it down, looking up at him. Jake quickly helped me pull his jeans off.

To my surprise and delight, Jake was wearing nothing under them. His russet skin the same there as the rest of his body and just as hairless.

I gasped at his size. Jacob raised one eyebrow and smirked. I reach out and took his smooth, thick, length in my hand. Pumping him gently from base to tip.

"Ah…God, Bells….that feels good." Jake groaned.

I continued my motions and I could tell Jake was enjoying it. Everything about his body was telling me he was.

Jake put his hand on mine and stopped my movement. I looked at him confused.

"You have to….stop…..I want to be… inside you." Jacob fought to control his breathing.

I wanted that too my whole body need for him to be deep inside me.

I opened my legs wider and Jake positioned himself at my entrance. Gripping my hip, he slowly pushed himself into my center. "Honey, you're so tight." Jacob groaned.

I could feel myself stretching around his thickness. He stopped when I gasped.

"I don't want to hurt you, bells" He looked at me worried.

"No Jake, keep going. Please, I want you so bad." I said as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

I didn't want to be treated like a doll, something breakable.

Jake used more force and pushed in again. This time I could feel something break as he slid in even further.

"Bells, you okay?"

"Yeah, Jake….just give me a second."

Jake put his arms around me, stroking my back.

The pain was slowly fading away and the fullness of having Jacob inside me felt good.

"Okay, Jake." I moved my hips a little.

Jacob slowly started moving inside me and the feeling was incredible.

"God, Bells…." Jake said in a raspy voice.

"Oh Jake…you feel so good." There was no pain only pleasure. As Jacob filled me over and over again.

Jacob grabbed my leg lifting it higher, slipping in deeper than I knew was possible, hitting all the right spots. I never wanted him to stop.

"Oh….Jake harder." I moaned.

Jacob thrust into me harder as my nails dug into his back. But I knew any damage I did would soon heal.

Jacob's breath was ragged. And little beads of sweat glistened on his body.

I felt Jacob gently bite down where my shoulder met my neck to quit his own moans. It sent a shiver of electricity through my body.

The tightness in my lower stomach was returning. I never knew something could feel this good.

"Oh…..Jacob…..Jake." I gasped.

This seemed to encourage Jacob more, he pumped harder and faster as he reached down to where we were joined and rubbed my bundle of nerves.

The sensation doubled and I knew I would soon find my release.

"Oh God….Jacob….Oh, Jake…." I cried out as my walls tightened and I came around Jacob's length, taking him with me.

"Bells…" Jacob groaned, and then was still.

Jacob and I tried to catch our breath, totally spent.

Jacob looked at me, his eyes half lidded.

"That was amazing, Bells. He grinned. "I love you."

"I love you too, Jake. Forever."

Thanks for reading! For now this is a one shot, but if enough people like it and review I might continue it.

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