Hello everyone and sorry for the delay. I'll rewrite this story because I like it, but I also think the execution was too poor, and will change ages as I'm 22 and I do not see myself living with someone or working as a high-capacity manager of some sort like Sasuke. I hope this will be from 3 to 5 chapters long… Nonetheless, hope you like my story!

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, first fanfiction ever.

Content warning: Failed suicide, male on male, SasuNaru, FWP, poor execution of medical terminology.

Entering the house, I could hear it: her moans, her screams, your grunts. They all pierced through my ears. I could hear those voices that I had stopped hearing before giggling at me "we told you so". I had always known it. I knew you were heterosexual, I knew you didn't like me the way I did, and I knew you were having an affair. I always knew. Maybe this is my fault… No, it IS my fault. I could never give you what you wanted the most: children. No one would miss me, no one would.

Amnesiac

A SasuNaru Story

Chapter one: The Betrayal

Friday nights are usually the ones with the most clients at the ramen shop, but not this time. Naruto sighed as he breathed in the warm, summer air the night was offering. For the first time in 2 years, he had been given a free evening. Everything was perfect, he had been planning to go to the movies with his lover, Sasuke, to see the new horror film that everyone was talking about on social media and that night was perfect. As he hopped inside the bus, he opened the MovieApp to buy the tickets, 9 was a perfect hour, he could take a quick shower before leaving. Oh, Naruto was so excited for his unplanned-now-planned date he hoped he could arrive home soon. His lover would be at home since he finished working at 5. He tried calling him to inform his dark haired boyfriend about his plans, but to no avail.

Naruto hopped off the bus and walked from the stop to their house. It was a large, two floor house Sasuke was paying for since Naruto's earnings wouldn't be able to pay for even half of it. Sasuke's BMW was parked in its usual spot, and the guest room's light was on. Naruto wondered why was Sasuke there, but paid it no mind as he quietly entered the house thinking he wanted to surprise his love. As he went upstairs, he started hearing soft bangs on the wall. His respiration halted. He knew he didn't have to walk closer to that room, that if he did he would be hurt again, but his legs worked on their own to the closed door.

-Yes! Sasuke! More! – A girl shouted deliberately from the other side of the door.

-You like that, don't you? How about this. – Sasuke's voice could be heard as the woman's moans became more pronounced. –Aren't you close, Ino?

The voice was sexy, mocking. Naruto could perfectly imagine how Sasuke was smirking from that voice tone. Who the heck was Ino, anyway?

Unable to process what had just happened, Naruto left the house making sure to go out as quietly as he went in. His mind was numb, but his heart was shattered. He sat down in the pavement and, with trembling hands, he picked up his phone and called his best friend.

-Hello, Naruto? – She asked with a puffy voice, as she was in a hurry. Friday nights were the busiest at the café she worked in.

-Sakura… – Naruto stated softly, but before he could say anything, he heard a male voice scolding his friend in the background.

-I'm terribly sorry, Naruto, I don't have time right now. I'll call you during my break, ok?

6-year-old

-I don't have time to talk to a freak, freak.

Oh, children can be so cruel.

-S-sorry… I just wanted to know if I could play with you guys.

-Get away, dumb Naruto!

Naruto ran away from the group of kids

-Did you see? The weird one tried to talk to me!

-Ewww, you are weird-o polluted now!

-I heard my mom say that his parents were killed and he lives with some man who isn't even part of his family.

-And have you seen those weird marks he has on his cheeks?

-Creepy!

25-years-old

He heard the front door opening and a cab coming from down the street, so he subconsciously hid behind the expensive car his boyfriend had.

-Goodbye Sasuke! Call me tomorrow? – A fairly curved, feminine girl said while giving Sasuke a peck in the lips.

-I told you not to do things like that in public. – Sasuke reprimanded her. She complained

-Isn't it time for you to break up with that person?

-Leave. I'll call you tomorrow.

She hopped into the cab and left. Sasuke closed the door and Naruto stood up. He didn't know where to go, what to do, who to call. Who used to be his legal guardian wasn't living in the same city anymore, his best friend had just cut him off… A 10-minute walk made him wander down the road to the nearest children's park. He sat on the swings while blankly staring at the floor. Tear fell after tear, and now he was hopelessly sobbing.

14-years-old

-No one came again, huh? – the teacher asked, as if mocking the child in front of her. She had never liked Naruto.

-Iruka is on a business trip, so he couldn't make it today, he sent a note to the school's administration stating so… – Naruto was wondering if the teacher had really called him just to mock him.

-So that's how it is when you are an unloved kid, huh? Leave.

25-years-old

He felt his phone ringing. Time had surely passed by quickly. He had left his work at 7 at it was already 8:30. The movie was starting soon. He froze as he saw who was calling him

-Hello, Sasuke?

-Naruto, where are you, baka? I came to Ichiraku's and they told me you left early today, why didn't you tell me?

-I, I tried calling you but your phone was turned off, – Naruto took a deep breath, –I'm at XX Wal-Mart!

-XX Wal-Mart? Naruto, that's a 45-minute ride, god knows how long it must've taken you to get there by public transport.

-Hehe, I know, but they had discounts on what I needed. It's only 30 minutes by metro!

Sasuke sighed – I have told you at least a million times that you don't need to worry about money. You don't even need to worry and be working at this lousy ramen shop to pay for your university. Stop doing useless things like this.

-I know, teme! I'm already paying for my stuff, so I'll be in the house in around an hour. Don't miss me too much!

-When would I even miss you, dobe?

-Ha ha – Naruto forcefully laughed –That's right teme.

This scared Sasuke, who thought that maybe he had crossed the line. –Naru, you know it's…

-It's a joke! Yes, I know, don't get so serious.

-I'll just go back to the house. I'll get there in half an hour or more, the traffic app says traffic is building up.

-It's ok. I love you, Sasuke. – and the blond man hung up, not waiting for an answer.

13-years-old

-Go die! No one would miss you anyway.

25-years-old

Naruto knew what to do. He entered the empty house without turning the lights on and took a blank piece of paper and a pen from the kitchen counter. He went into the entrance's bathroom. He opened the cabinet and took a blade and some pain killers. Cutting one's arms hurt, right? And maybe his blood would get thinner and he would bleed faster after taking the medicine. Naruto started writing at the blank paper, tears streaming down his cheeks and into the note. Damn, why couldn't he even do a final note right? The ink was getting smudgy here and there. Grabbing the blade, he did a quick, vertical cut across his arm and watched the blood pool down the floor.

"I'm such an idiot, now he'll hate me more because I am making a mess," was the last thing his mind could coherently make. He giggled while staring at the two toothbrushes they had in that bathroom in case they needed to brush their teeth before leaving in a hurry. Such a good illusion he had lived in while living with Sasuke. Suddenly everything went blank, and he fell, hitting himself hard against a marble counter on his way down.

It hadn't even been a minute since Naruto passed when Sasuke entered their house. He saw everything off, except the bathroom's light.

"Did Ino leave that light on?" Sasuke wondered as he opened the door, not ready to see the body lying as if lifelessly in front of him.

-Naruto? NARUTO! – The raven boy shouted, taking one of the fluffy towels near him and covering Naruto's bleeding arm. Trembling, he dialled emergency. –Please, stay with me, stay with me, please.

Naruto was barely alive when the paramedics arrived.

So this is the first chapter! I hope you liked it. I know It's been years, but let's see who reads this anymore! Cheers and hugs, everyone.