A/N: Hello Hitachiincest FanGirls!... and FanBoys! This story is a angst-romance but the romance at FIRST is between KaoxKyo... it will change throughout the story I think..Oh yeah and since I've bee reading and writing Hitachiincest, everything the twins do in the books and episodes makes me blush and stuff!
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN O.H.S.H.C or the Hitachiin Twins(noo! I would only want Kaoru though)
Chapter 1 of Don't Know What You've Got 'Till I'm Gone
Kaoru's POV... Flashback(whole chapter)
"Hey Hikaru, can I talk to you for a minute?" Haruhi yelled. He stopped talking to me and took off in her direction.
'Probley wants another date," I thought. Hikaru and Haruhi have been dating about a week now. It hurts like hell to see him kiss her, hold her, and protect her.. but I don't know what hurts more, knowing he'll never love me back or knowing that I've been replaced. I stopped feeling sorry for myself and walked into my limo. Alone. Again. Everything I knew was falling apart for me. Why me?
I arrived at my house and walked directly inside. Even though I didn't ignore that maids, I still couldn't pretend to be happy with my greets back. I walked up to my room and layed on my bed, crying uncontrolably.
I don't know how long I cried my heart out for but I only stopped when I heard the door slam. He was home. I wiped my face, better not have him see me like this. I walked down to the kitchen like I didn't care.
"Hello Hikaru," I said when I knew that my voice was stable enough. He looked up at me a smiled. So much like him smiling and being clueless.
"Hey Kaoru," He answered.
"How was your...date?" I gulped.
"It was amazing Kao! I finally kissed her! She even kissed back!" He beamed. I froze, I felt my chest tighten as well as my fists.
"Great, excuse me," I breathed out as I ran into my room, slammed the door, and started balling once more. He followed me but not in urgency like I would have.
"Kaoru," Hikaru said as he walked into the room. He put his hand on my shoulder but I just shrugged it off. His touch felt like electricity running down my back.
"Go away," I sobbed. Guilt and sadness filled his color-copied eyes.
"I'm sorry Kaoru," He whispered.
"Hikaru, leave me alone!" I said trying to raise my voice but failed miserably.
"Kaoru, it's taboo, it's wrong. It can't happen," He stated.
"Why not Hikaru?" I answered.
"I know how you feel...about me," He replied.
"Hikaru you know I love you more than a twin? Then how do you feel!" I snapped with tears making my face sticky.
"Kaoru, it's taboo, it's wrong. It can't happen," He repeated.
"Why not? Why can't you tell me you love me" I cried.
"Because I love Haruhi," He blurted. He looked hurt too, why? (A/N: I know! Soon you will too)
I broke down completely and feel to my knees. I tried to get up to make my exit from him. From this world but I couldn't lift myself.
"Kaoru," He said as he went for a hug.
"Don't fucken touch me!" I yelled. He hesitated for a second but then kept moving forward until me was embracing me.
"Shh Kaoru it's okay. I love you of course, your my baby brother," He told me what I wanted to hear, except for the last part.
"Hikaru stop it!" I struggled to break free but didn't succeed. Instead I just gave up and wrapped my arms around his body. I felt him relax at my touch.
"You okay Kaoru?" He asked.
"No," I answered stating the truth. I couldn't lie to Hikaru. It's something I never learned to do, nor did I ever think I'd have to. I should learn.
"You'll be fine as long as I'm here," He assured the truth. I didn't answer. I just let myself fall asleep to the music in his chest.
I knew it wasn't a dream because the pain in my chest didn't disappear like it usually did. Instead it was my world that began to disappear. I won't be fine because he's never with me.
I woke up to feel his arms still around me. But I didn't feel happy and warm like I used to.
I got up and got dressed. I didn't realized it but Hikaru was already dressed and in the limo before I was even down for breakfast. Unlike me, he couldn't wait to get to school. The faster we left, the faster we'd be able to see her.
When we arrived at school, we were immediately surrounded by fangirls. Worst part of the day. Just a mixture of lies.
Hikaru grabbed my chin and looked into my eyes.
"Kaoru,should we tell them about all the dreams you've had about me and how they came true last night?" Hikaru purred into my ear. I stiffened, he really knew how to make me feel important.
"Hikaru...N-No," I said as I pushed him away.
"Kaoru?" He whispered as he reached for me again. I backed up so his hand missed my shoulder.
"No more lies Hikaru," I yelled before I ran. Before I left, I witnessed hurt in his eyes. So much it actually made me think he was true but I didn't let it fool me.
I ran into Music Room #3 and ran right into someone.
"Kaoru? Are you alright?"
"Kyoya,"
"Here," He said as he extended his hand for me to take. Instead of grabbing his hand, I threw myself in his arms and weeped on his shoulder.
I was waiting for the withdraw and yelling but it never came. Instead I felt his arms wrap around me.
"Shh Kaoru it's okay," He whispered as he ran his fingers through my hair.
"It hurts Kyoya, It hurts too much! To love somebody that will never love you back," I cried.
"I know how you feel, It's allright now," He said.
"Wait how do you know?" I questioned. I saw him blush alittle.
"I just now," He replied. I felt comfort. Begin in his arms. But I only pulled away when I heard the door open. Hikaru was standing there panting. But shit did he look pissed.
"Kaoru, I found you," He said as he walked up to me. "Thanks Kyoya," He added. He glared deadly at him but Kyoya just smirked.
"Oh no problem Hikaru, anything for Kaoru's sake," Kyoya answered. Hikaru grabbed my wrist and dragged me towards the door, he was mumbling something that had to do with someone begin a shithead.
I looked back at Kyoya, He smiled and waved to me. I smiled back and then the door closed.
"Kaoru, what were you doing with the shadow king?" Hikaru asked. Was he jealous? He couldn't be but wow would that amuse me!
"Nothing Hikaru, I just ran into here and Kyoya was the one to comfort me," I replied, unable to hide my smile.
"If you need someone to comfort you come to me!" He yelled.
"Hey Hikaru over here!" Haruhi yelled. He looked at me.
"I don't want you around Kyoya when I'm not here," He said before bolting off towards Haruhi. I didn't want him around Haruhi but that doesn't stop him.
I, on the other hand, just stood there as I watched my brother get taken from me. If making him act this way when I'm around other people is this fun and amusing, then I should see what Kyoya thinks about my little game. I smirked to myself then walked back into Music Room #3
A/N: Okay! Like I said in the beginning, THIS IS A FLASHBACK FROM WHEN KAORU GETS THE IDEA OF THE GAME! NEXT CHAPTER IS THRID PERSON OR HIKARU'S POV IN THE PRESNET TIME!
But anyways hope you enjoyed and stick around for the rest, If you think mt then read At Least He's Happy also HikaxKao! PLEASE REVIEW!
Oh yeah I would like to know who everbody's favorite host is! Mine is the one and only... Kaoru Hitachiin, he's hot, adorable, sweet, caring, and he didn't fall for that he/she.. He did but not like Hikaru did!
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