Warning: This chapter is rated M, pretty sure I don't have to explain why. ;)
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To my great relief everything had worked out pretty well, considering. Edward didn't completely hate me, Jasper wasn't holding any grudges, and I finally had Alice all to myself. The rest of her family started leaving the family room, to go about their business, and to give Alice and I some privacy.
Alice stretched up and kissed me on the lips gently before pulling away much too soon. I hoped I would never get used to the feeling of her cool, wonderful lips on my own.
"It's getting late, I'd better take you home." Alice started to pull me towards the front door when I hesitated. She could have easily dragged me with her, but feeling my resistance, she stopped and looked at me questioningly. "Everything alright?"
I nodded my head, but kept quiet for a moment sorting my thoughts. I knew Alice probably thought I was tired after the stress of talking to Edward and she would probably leave me to get some rest once she dropped me off at my house, but I wasn't ready to leave her yet.
I felt my blush spread across my face as I spoke, "Do you want to stay the night with me?"
Her face was blank with surprise when I looked up at her, but soon an emotion flashed across her eyes that could only be described as desire. Smiling, she said, "I'd love to, just let me grab a few things."
She flashed up the stairs and was back in 30 seconds with a light overnight bag. "All ready." Grabbing my hand, we walked out the door to my truck. I drove home this time since my nerves were no longer going haywire.
As I weaved around the winding forest road back into town, I kept stealing glances at Alice. I couldn't help it. I always thought I had been so lucky to have Edward as my boyfriend with how gorgeous he is. But as I looked at Alice, I felt even luckier and prayed this wasn't all a dream. In some ways I felt like we were moving kind of fast, but every time I had thoughts of slowing down, my heart won out over my brain, and I knew all of this was right.
I pulled onto the parking pad and cut the engine. I fumbled for my house key in the darkness as we walked up to the front door. "Ugh, thanks dad…" I mumbled.
Alice looked at me, an eyebrow raised, "What is it?"
"Charlie forgot to leave the porch light on, I can't see a damn thing…ah there we go." I finally managed to fit the key in the lock and stepped inside turning on the hall light.
"Where is he?"
I closed the front door, locked it, and turned to face Alice. "He said he was staying over at Billy's, men and their fishing."
She giggled and took my hand, leading me up to my room. When we stepped inside, it was nice and warm; thank god Charlie remembered to turn on the heat before he left. He knew I hated it when the house got too cold. When you walk in your house, it's supposed to be warm, not the same temperature as outside.
We were at the top of the stairs now and my mind reeled. I was going into my bedroom, with Alice, alone, in an empty house… all night. I felt a sudden burst of nerves, but quickly pushed them aside, tonight I wanted to finish what I had dreamed about the night we went to the club.
She opened my door pulling me inside, then I heard it click behind us. At that second, I made a snap decision, she would never see it coming. As soon as we were inside, I turned around and pushed her against the door, pressing my body against hers, silencing her surprised gasp with my lips. My hands found her waist as her fingers threaded through my hair. I traced my thumbs along the exposed skin, just above her jeans where her shirt had ridden up slightly. I heard her let slip a low moan as we continued kissing and I smiled against her lips because I was the reason for her to make those noises.
I broke the kiss in need of oxygen, both of our breathing heavy and ragged at the urgency of the kiss.
"Well that was a surprise." She smiled at me and brought her hands down around my waist, pulling me even closer.
"Sorry, I couldn't help myself."
She smirked. "It's not an easy thing to do, surprising me."
"Oh I'm sure there will be a few more surprises tonight."
Her eyes widened as I brought my lips back down on hers, pulling her close.
I had never been with a girl before, but I wanted her so much, my body just knew what to do. I nudged my thigh in between her legs, putting slight pressure, and I heard her growl in her throat. She broke the kiss then and I looked into her eyes. They were a molten gold, full of lust, but also love and caring.
"Bella, I love you so much, but I'm not going to be able to stop, if we go any further." Her normal wind chime voice had turned huskier and I felt weak at the knees just hearing her speak.
I took her face in my hands and replied, "Good, because I don't want to stop. I need you Alice."
"You have no idea…" she said before latching her lips back onto mine, slowly pushing me towards the bed. I felt my knees hit the edge and she landed gently on top of me when I fell backwards.
With her vampire strength she slid me up the bed with one arm around my back, our lips never parting. I was still amazed at how strong she was when she was physically so tiny. Her hands played around the skin on my waist, sending shivers through my body and goose bumps along my stomach. I pulled her impossibly closer by hooking one of my legs over her own and threading my fingers through her short hair, making her messy spikes, if possible, even messier. I tugged slightly and I heard another moan escape her lips.
She pulled away and I was just about to protest when I felt her lips latch onto my neck, kissing and sucking gently. I swear my heart stopped it felt so good. Then I felt her hands tugging at my shirt, and I lifted my arms, allowing her to take it off. She continued kissing my neck, licking my pulse point.
"A-Alice, are you sure this is ok? My blood isn't b-bothering you?" I could barely form a sentence and all she was doing was kissing me. I would be a complete vegetable once we reached other things.
"I'm fine Bella, I promise. It doesn't bother me anymore, I would never hurt you."
I was barely aware of when she undid my bra, until I felt a new wave of air brush over my chest. I instinctively went to cover myself when she caught my arms and I looked into her eyes, blushing.
"Please don't hide yourself from me, you're beautiful."
I pulled her face back down, locking our lips together, kissing her passionately. I felt her hand trace over my skin, her thumb brushing just under the swell of my breast. Her touch was like ice, but it left a trail of fire wherever her fingers traveled. Finally, I felt her fingers tweak my nipple and I moaned into her mouth, feeling a wave of pleasure in my core. Once again, she broke away; trailing light kisses along my collar bone.
"God Alice, that feels so… GOOD!" I jumped and my voice went up an octave as her cool lips closed around my hardened nipple, flicking it with her tongue. Oh yeah, I was definitely never going to be able to form a coherent sentence again.
I could feel her hands make their way down to my jeans, undoing the button and zipper, but before she could go any further, I pulled her hands away. She looked at me, about to ask what was wrong, when I flipped us over on the bed, so I was straddling her waist.
"You're wearing far too much clothing." I smirked as I started to unbutton her shirt and slide it off her shoulders, marveling at how perfect she was, taking in every inch of her flawless skin. It was pale and smooth, with not a blemish in sight. She noticed my staring and smirked back at me, "See something you like?"
"You have no idea…" I whispered, using her words.
I leaned down and kissed her, then moved to her neck, kissing where her pulse would be if she had one, making my way down her chest, tugging at her bra with my teeth. She whimpered at my teasing, but I wasn't going to give in just yet. I continued down her stomach, undoing her pants and tugging them down her legs. I quickly took off my own, straddling her again. I looked over her and she was absolutely perfect. I couldn't fathom how I was so lucky to have her. And especially have her feelings for me be returned just as strongly as mine were for her.
She sat up, so we were face to face and I circled my arms around her, her doing the same. With slightly shaking fingers, I unclipped her bra, sliding it off her arms, and tossed it on the floor, not caring where it landed. Slowly, I reached my hand up and ran my thumb over her breast, her unnecessary breath hitching when I traced over her nipple. Her eyes fell closed and her head rolled back slightly. She took her bottom lip between her teeth as I continued to massage her chest. I leaned forward to kiss her neck again, and moved up slightly to nibble her ear lobe.
"Bella, you have no idea how wonderful that feels, your skin is so warm against mine."
I smiled as I gently lifted her head back towards me, capturing her lips with my own, needing to taste her again, needing that intimate contact. I pushed us back down onto the bed, my left hand tangled in her hair, while I slowly let my right travel down her side and I hooked a finger in her underwear, gradually sliding them off. I skimmed my hand back up her smooth leg, until I reached the place where I knew she needed me the most.
"Bella, please." I could hear the urgency and need in her voice and I couldn't deny her any longer.
Slowly, I traced my fingers over her opening, and I could feel how wet she was. We moaned in unison as I slipped two of my fingers into her core, pumping them in and out slowly. Every few seconds I would draw circles over her sensitive nub, making her tense under me. She closed her eyes and clutched the sheets in a death grip. We soon found a rhythm, her hips meeting my hand, and before long I could feel her start to clench under me. I picked up my pace and whispered in her ear, "I love you." before I crashed my lips to hers once more as she came undone.
Her breathing returned to normal as she looked at me, her eyes swirling.
"That was amazing Bella."
I smiled and snuggled closer to her, "I'm glad, I just want to make you feel good."
But before I could get comfortable, she flipped me on my back and hovered over me, with a very Alice like grin on her face. "Your turn."
Before I could respond she was kissing me and I gasped when she pulled away, my lungs desperate for air. The next thing I knew, her hands were everywhere and I had to remind myself to breathe, I would never forgive myself if I passed out.
She started kissing my breasts, taking one in her hand that wasn't already occupied by her mouth. Then I felt her tracing lazy patterns on my stomach, down my legs, and up again, never quite reaching where I most needed her, where I had that growing ache.
"Alice…" I pleaded, I didn't know how much longer I could last, everything she did felt so incredible.
Finally, I felt a cool finger trace along my heated opening and it was like bliss. My back arched off the bed and I couldn't contain the moan that escaped my lips. She plunged two of her fingers in and I nearly came undone right there. She kissed my hip as her hands did wonders and I gripped my pillow to hold onto something, anything.
I bit my lip to keep another sound from escaping, I didn't know I could be so vocal. At that moment, I heard Alice's wonderful voice, talking to me.
"Do you trust me?"
I looked at her, "Of course I do, why-?" But the rest of my sentence was cut off there when I felt her cool tongue lick all the way up my center.
"Oh God!"
It was like nothing I had ever felt, and I didn't think there was anything else in the world that could compare. I knew I wasn't going to last long if she kept that up and I think Alice knew that too because a second later I felt her thrust her fingers inside me again and with one more heated kiss, I dug my fingers into her back as I felt my orgasm wash over me.
As I came down from my high, she rolled off of me and pulled me against her chest, drawing the covers over us both.
When I finally found my voice, I tried to piece together words to tell her how amazing that had been, "Alice, I… that… it was-" she silenced me by placing a finger on my lips.
"I know." she replied and giggled.
I sighed contentedly and pulled her closer, resting my forehead on her own.
"I love you… so much." I know I had told her before, but I felt like I needed to tell her again, just so she knew exactly how much I did love her.
"And I love you Bella, I always will." she pecked my lips before drawing back, smiling.
We stayed like that for a few more minutes and I could feel sleep creeping its way to me, but I forced my eyes open, I wasn't ready to sleep just yet, I wanted more time with her.
"Alice?"
"Yes?"
I didn't know if now was a good time to talk about it, but I had to get it off my mind.
"Will you change me, soon?"
I heard her sigh lightly before asking, "Is that really what you want Bella? You know there is no going back if you become one of us."
I drew my head back so I could look at her properly and took her face in my hands, "I've never been so sure, Alice. I want to be with you, forever, and the only way to do that is to become immortal. I refuse to grow old while you stay the same. I want you, I want to make you happy, and I want to spend forever doing that." she smiled at me, and I swear if she could cry, she would have been in that moment. So would I if I wasn't trying as hard as I could to not let any tears escape.
"Then I promise I will Bella. Right after graduation, I'll change you." She broke my gaze and looked down, "I'm just afraid that I migh-"
I shushed her with a kiss. "You will be able to stop Alice, you can do it, I trust you."
She smiled at my words and snuggled closer to me, "Aren't you even a little bit scared?"
"Nope, I'm not afraid."
I saw her lips draw up in a grin as she raised her eyebrow, "You know, you really shouldn't have said that."
She pulled back and started to hover over me, a wicked smile on her face.
My eyes widened as I shrugged back into the pillows, "Alice… behave…"
I was defenseless as she lunged, kissing me with such intensity, my head spun. Soon our hands were all over each other, our kisses never letting up. I finally had what my heart had been searching for, Alice, she made me complete or better yet, we made each other complete. We continued our activities late into the night and I knew there would only be more of that to come in the future we would share together, and that was definitely something I would never grow tired of.
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And that's it folks! To everyone who followed this story, I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Special thanks to Elphaba Cullen for the first review and convincing me to make this more than just a one-shot. =]
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