(What The Fuck Is Wrong With People ?)
Why in the fuck do I go to school again? I mean how important is an education really? It's not that I hate school, 'cause I don't. I love it. The problom is the dicks I go to school with.
"Fuckin faggot" Tyler yells as I continue down the hall. See thats my point right there. I just shake my head and keep walking. See i'm a senior in a small town where the population is 3,000, and the gay population is well , me. The thing is it's rough. I've been out since the begining of eleventh grade , and let me tell ya, It's not been all gumdrops and goddamn lolipops , far from it . But the thing is it was harder being locked up in that fuckin closet. I've learnt not to care what other people think about me. I have my parents who love and accept me, and my sister so who else matters right?
"Fucking cock sucker" And that's Mike Newton. Biggest dick of all.
" Took ya all night to think that one up did it ? " I say as I pass.
Yes i'll more then likely get my ass kicked for that one after school ,but who cares it want be the first time and i'm sure it wont be the last.
Continuing down the hall I shoot off a couple quick texts to my sister Rose. Looking at the phone in my hands instead of where I'm going I run smack dab into the person in front of me .
" Oh shit sorry." I say finaly looking up.
"Not a problom at all man" the boy in front of me says.
And oh my damn if it's not the most beautiful boy i've ever seen. Copper colored hair , straight nose perfect jaw line with just the right amount of stubble, lickable pink plump lips and the greenest eyes i've ever seen. And now I have no Idea what he just said 'cause I was to busy eye fucking the guy.
"I'm sorry what did you say?" I ask him as I give my head a shake trying to clear it of the place it's at.
" I was introducing my self I said hi I'm Edward Cullen. I'm new here." He says again holding his hand out for me to shake. Ah. I get it thats why he's talking to me he's new here. I say once he finds out i'm gay he'll be just like the others here that have nothing better to do then talk shit about me.
" Hey there I'm Jasper." I say as I shake his offered hand. " Nice to meet you Jasper " he says.
"Nice to meet you to " I mumble as I start to walk away. Before I can get a couple steps away he's speaking again. " Could you maybe show me where the biology room is it's my first class and I'm kinda lost " he says and damn if I can consentrate on anything except how his lips move. " ummm...well thats my first class to so if you want you can walk with me." I say looking from him to the ground.
"Hey thanks that would be great. If you dont mind walking with the new kid." He says looking at me with a crooked grin that would bring any body to there knees. "Hell I don't mind walking with the new kid, if you don't mind walking with the school faggot" I say looking him straight in the eyes. I mean he's gonna find out one way or another might as well come from me right?
"Yeah I heard what that blond guy hollered at you. I mean what the fuck is wrong with people?
If your gay fine and well it gives them no right at all calling you names like that. I mean it's not like your hurting anybody. So I mean why in the fuck do they care who you fuck and who you don't "
He says getting all pissed off and red in the face. And damn if I don't admire this boy right now.
"Hey look it's cool. I don't really care what they think" I say as we start walking towards first period. "But it's not cool. It pisses me off " he says as we reach the class and walk in. I give him a week until he joins everybody in torchering me , but damn if this ain't one time I wouldn't mind being wrong. Well I guess we'll see right?