On Sam's suggestion the pair leave immediately, Sam takes the driver's seat without saying a word to his brother. At first the hours are filled with silence until Sam turns to look at Dean whose shaking.

"Look, Dean it's not your fault."

"Isn't it? I was suppose to be Michael's vessel," Dean muttered, "I was the one who chose you without a second thought-

"Dean you've known me your whole life."

"I've raised you your whole life. And you'll always be my first choice, but that kid doesn't deserve an eternity in hell when he didn't do anything." Dean answers.

"Well you don't deserve a life in a hell either Dean." Sam replies turning the wheel.

"Was it wrong? That I didn't even think about getting him topside, and then worrying about your soul? Didn't even give it a second chance?"

Sam frowned, he wasn't sure if his brother wanted an answer, "Dean, I think by now it's-

"What too late? We're gonna leave him to rot down there?"

Sam's shoulders heaved downwards, "aren't we already? He's been down there for two years it is worth-

"It's worth a try. He's worth our effort."

"Dean there's no guarantee we can get him out, it's not like we can just call Cas again."

"I know. But he's just a kid, who was involved in a war he didn't deserve to be in."

"He said yes to Michael."

"Are you trying to justify Adam spending the rest of all eternity in a cage with Satan himself and Michael?"

Sam huffed, "no. I'm trying to make it seem like it's not your fault. If anything it's mine, I'm the one who grabbed him and pulled him in."

"You saved the world Sam."

"We saved the world, the only reason why I was able to overpower Lucifer was the toy solider and memories of us growing up."

Dean paused, thinking about this comment, "I wish I could ask Cas why he didn't just pull Adam out too, I mean if he took the effort to get you why not the kid?"

"That's an answer we may never know."

"Well we're going to try." Dean reached forward switching the radio on.

A/N: Just kind of my own frustration. I mean I think I would be okay with this conversation an effort. That's all I want.