Bella's Pov

Here I am, in Forks. I moved here to start my first year of college. I think I fell in love with this place from seeing all the forest and space there is here, I know I won't have an problems like I did in hot ass Arizona while I was in high school.

See here's the thing I'm a werewolf. No not a those wanna be werewolf shape shifters. I am a full blooded Lycan, meaning I change when there's a full moon. But our kind has evolved since the past we can turn at will or when we feel extreme anger or emotions. We have short tempers and patience so we have to really work on it. But I haven't my cool in years.

Well enough of that let me tell you about myself, I'm not like normal girls. One as you all know I'm a werewolf, secondly I have a dick. Yeah a freaking dick, they say it's because I'm gay and they want me to still be able to produce more little pups. So yeah and thirdly I'm gay.

I have on my first year of college at Forks University. I was going to live in the dorms but decided against it when I remember how girls could be and how loud, so I decided to buy a place of my own very close. Now it wasn't an apartment but a two story house and boy was it beautiful.

I have a feeling that I'm going to see and meet a lot of of new people and hopefully even my mate. I'm 19 and still haven't found her but I know I have to be patient, ha like that song by Phil Collins 'You can't hurry love'.

Sorry I'm getting off topic. So here I am at my new house, it's simple yet big. Not gorgeous but pretty, it fit my personality. I get out my camaro which is white with two stripes, she's a beauty. I walk into the house. You know how when it's Christmas it smells well like Christmas cinnamony and sweet? Yeah, well that's what it smells like right now and I absolutely love it and so does the Lycan in me. I can feel her purring at the sent.

I have my first day on Monday, so it's Saturday now. Meaning I have enough time to get my books and supplies that I need before then. I feel my Lycan wanting to come out after being trapped for so long.

I take off all my close and go out the back of my house since that's were the woods is. I start running and jump and in mid air shift. As I shift I feel my bones all change into something totally different and bigger. I only feel a little pain after becoming so used to it after 19 years of it. I keep running listening to my surroundings.

I hear the sound of rushing water and head to it. I see this beautiful clearing with flowers and a waterfall and pond. I walk towards it and look at my reflection. I'm all black with gold and red highlights and liquid gold eyes. I see the 4 silver and white slashes across my cheek down my jaw. I remember when I got it, from a vampire who wanted me for my blood.

~~Flashback~~

He tortured me for about two weeks until I finally got loose and clenched my razor sharp teeth around his neck, he has a bowl of venom mixed with blood of a dragon and dipped his finger in it and clawed my cheek and jaw trying to get me off. The pain was unbearable but that just make me bite even harder and then shake my head as I ripped his neck out and proceeded to rip him into pieces.

I set him on fire and watched him burn to make sure that I had burn all of him. I turned and walked away as my body tried to heal the cut he gave me.

~~End of Flashback~~

I swipe my paw into the water as if to erase my reflection. I hunt and feed on two bucks and three deer's. After I feel full I turn and head back home, I shift back as I walk back into my house and head to the bathroom to wash all the blood off from my hunt. I grab a pair of boxers, sports bra, and a tank top. I walk into the bathroom and step into the shower since I was already naked.

I turn on the water on hot since my body temperature it really high you would think I have a really bad fever but it's natural. I groan as I feel the water beat on my aching muscles. I feel relaxed and grab the body gel and start washing my body with it scrubbing off all the blood and dirt. Once I rinse off I grab my honey and almond shampoo and scrub my hair which is up to my shoulder since the longer your hair so is your fur as a wolf. so I like to keep it short but not to short. I wash my hair clean and shave where ever I have to.

Once I'm finished I turn the water off grab the towel and dry my self off. I grab my clothes and put them on. I walked to my bedroom which was all gold, red and some black. I turn off the lights and crawl into bed. As I fall asleep I just think 'I can't wait to start college' just before I pass out from sleepiness and exhaustion.

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