Chapter 14 I screwed up

My dearest, lovely readers, I come bearing fortunate/unfortunate news- depending on how you see it. Recently I was arrested for possession and under the influence of a controlled substance, and have since been through a 5-day detox program, and have joined a CDIOP program to help with my recovery. My writing time will be reduced with my new schedule, which includes upcoming court dates, NA meetings, CDIOP meetings, possible therapist/psychiatrist meetings.

I would love to spend my time writing away my addiction, but unfortunately I had wrote all of this story under the influence, so at the moment it is very… hard hitting to be reading my own story. It's a bit sad that I have forgotten how my own story goes, but I promise that this story will NOT be abandoned, but the updates will be less frequent, but as quickly as I possibly can.

Thank you all, so, so, much for all of your kind, loving words and wish me well on my road to recovery. Again, I vow not to abandon this story- I know how upset I become when a story I enjoy is suddenly abandoned.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I have just been discharged from detox and I cannot fucking wait for a home cooked meal. The first thing I did once I got on the internet was log in to to update and let everyone know my situation. It is a bit embarrassing for me to be admitting this, but I feel anonymous enough that I am not giving away anything too personal.

My author name is Kaputt, which translated from German means 'broken'. I have known I have been broken for some time, and I am finally ready to take the steps to fix myself.

Don't you worry, detoxing has done nothing to make my mind any less dirty. I assure you, Jake and Nessie are still humping like teenagers.