Allie: My first Fairy Tail story! I'm so excited! I hope you all enjoy this, and try to go a little easy on me, kay?

How did it end up like this? What had I done to get everyone so angry? They were completely right though, every word of it. I should have… I should have…

Never joined Fairy Tail!

- Earlier that day-

Lucy Heartfillia strolled down the streets of Magnolia, happily humming to herself. Her latest job was completed perfectly, counting on how it was the first solo mission she had taken in a while.

She had enough money for this months rent and could relax… even if it was only for a couple weeks.

She couldn't help but miss her team though. What were they doing right now? Gray was probably stripping, while fighting with Natsu. Erza was probably yelling at both of them, while enjoying her cake that Mira-san brought her, while Happy just munched on a fish while watching, once and a while commenting.

Yeah, that's exactly what everyone was doing. Lucy picked up her speed, desperate to see her friends again. After one week of being gone, she missed everyone a lot.

"Everyone! I'm back-" Lucy swung open Fairy Tail's front door, but paused at the dark atmosphere that filled the room. Was something wrong? Why did everyone look so… mad? No, maybe that wasn't the right word for it. Maybe it was… Bitter? Evil?

What was she thinking, no one from Fairy Tail was evil… well… There was Luxus of course… but he must of learned his lesson.

"What are you doing back?" Cana asked harshly, smacking her large wine barrel on the ground bellow her.

Lucy flinched. "I… I finished my mission." Lucy smiled weakly, walking down the steps and towards the bar.

"Ha, right. You probably ran away." Cana scoffed. Lucy eyes widened with hurt as she sat down on one of the chairs.

"No, I would never run away-" Lucy tried to defend herself.

"Please! You run away from everything, then make us clean up after you." Gajeel hissed, folding his arms across his chest.

Lucy flinched again. "I-"

"Why did you even come back? To think, I thought we finally got ride of you, there goes my hopes." Lucy whirled around towards Evergreen in shock.

What was with everyone? Did she do something wrong?

"Well? What are you still doing here?" Jet snapped angrily. "Or do you even understand anything at all?"

"J-Jet." Lucy whispered in shock. "D-Did I do something wrong?" Lucy choked out softly.
"Something wrong? Everything went wrong ever since you showed up!" Lucy eyes widened in horror when she realized it was Mira-san who had spoken up.

"M-Mira…"

"All ways having to save you, listening to you complain about every little thing! Never once have you thought about how we felt." Gray yelled angrily, rising from his chair.

"G-Gray… I…"
"Save it Lucy, your just a little weakling who can't even protect herself, let alone her comrades."

"E-Erza." Tears began to blur Lucy's vision.

"Oh goody, you're crying again!"

Lucy froze at the sound of that voice. "No… not him too." Lucy begged softly, turning towards the voice. Tears poured down Lucy's cheeks as she stared at the pink haired dragon slayer.

"Natsu…." Lucy choked out, hoping this nightmare would end.

"Don't you get it yet Lucy! We don't want you here! To think, I dragged you here because I felt sorry for you, and now I realize that it's been the biggest regret of my life! You never should have joined Fairy Tail!"

Lucy felt her heart break. Was this how everyone truly thought about her?

"Natsu I'm so sorry-"

"Do you ever shut up!"

Lucy's eyes widened in pain and horror as she felt Natsu's fist impact on the side of her face, sending her into the hair and crashing into one of the tables.

Lucy held her cheek in pain as it began to swell up, the sting still extremely immense.

"You little weakling!"

Lucy gasped in pain as Gajeel kicked her in the back, causing her to tumble forward, smacking into the ground.

That's when it truly began. Everyone just attacked in that one moment. Lucy could hear herself screaming from the pain, but her body felt limp… empty.

"Author… ha! Don't make me laugh!" Levy hissed, tossing Lucy's story to the ground.

Lucy was bleeding badly now. With several scratches and bruises covering her arms. It only became worst when Erza used one of her swords to cut a large gash in Lucy's side.

Lucy crumpled to the ground, her eyes dull and her body weak.

"I'm so sorry…. Everyone.' Lucy cried softly, her body shacking with fear. "I'll… I'll leave now." As Lucy stumbled to her feet, shacking violently as she held her bleeding side, she couldn't help but notice that the master and Happy were not present at the moment. Maybe that was a good thing….

"What are you waiting for! Get lost!"

Lucy gasped in pain as she felt Natsu's dragon punch impact on her back, sending her crashing through the front door.

"Never come back!" Elfman yelled.

Lucy stumbled to her feet, ignoring the immense she was in to look over her shoulder at everyone.

"Are you still not leaving!" Juvia yelled as everyone took a step towards her.

Fear got the better of Lucy and she ran, tripping and stumbling as she went. Why? Why did she feel so scared? They were her friend's right? That was true… they were her friends… but she wasn't theirs.

"I'm sorry… I'm so sorry everyone." Lucy whispered, heading straight towards the train station.
What was she doing? Was she running away? Leaving forever? That was Fairy Tail wanted, right?

She hadn't even packed yet, all her stuff was still at her apartment. Lucy didn't care… she had to leave. She couldn't…. she couldn't bring anything that reminded her of fairy tail….

"Your ticket ma'am."

Lucy quickly took the ticket and rushed towards the train, paying to attention to the pain coming from her side and back. Her shirt was probably burned… probably left a large scar.

"Ms! Are you all right?" one of the other passengers asked, deeply concerned at the state Lucy was in.

"I'm fine…." Tears streamed down Lucy's face. "I'm fine… I… I have to be strong…."

Lucy looked down at her hand… her eyes saddening at the sight. Her pink fairy tail mark was erased, hidden by blood and several cuts.

The passenger could only stare. "Ms, you need to see a doctor… those wounds could…"

"I don't care…" Lucy cried softly rushing into the train and taking her seat.

"Now departing Magnolia"

Lucy took a shaky breath. Why?

"I should have… never joined Fairy Tail…" Lucy mumbled softly, her weak body getting the best of her. Her eyes slowly shut, and she drifted off into a painful sleep, as the train pulled away from Magnolia station.

-Later that day-

Warm… Natsu must have snuck in my bed again.

Wait no… that can't be… Natsu… Painful memories rushed into Lucy's head, making her shiver with fear. She had never seen everyone like that before… it terrified her. So then, why was she so warm right now?

Lucy slowly opened her eyes to see the source of her heat was from a large drench coat that was fuzzy on the inside. Two large arms were around her shoulders and lifting up her legs, bringing Lucy close to purple fabric. Who… was this?

Lucy slowly looked up, her vision hazy.

"Geez, little brat. What are you doing on a train bleeding to death."? An annoyed voice asked coldly.

"… Luxus…. Dreyar?" Lucy whispered softly

"Yeah that's me… but you haven't answered my question." The young adult pushed.

Lucy's eyes filled with tears once again. "Luxus… why are you…" Lucy's felt a sharp pain through her side, and her conscious fading.
"Hey… Hey!"

The last thing Lucy saw was Luxus staring down at her, yelling out something she could no longer hear, then everything went black.

Allie: No one hate me please! Don't hate Fairy Tail either! Everything shall be explained in the next chapter or two. Please don't worry, and review. Tell me what you think!