Alrighty, I'd like to thank everyone who has happened to click the fanfic titled Nai Wata Shi for coming to check out my first Durarara! fanfic. This is not my first fanfic; I have around 10 others on my profile. I have to say that I got the idea for this fic from this YouTube video:

http:/www(dot)youtube(dot)com/watch?v=8RTi539eJoQ

and it makes me cry. D: I obviously changed it, so that it's not the same.

Warning(s): This will contain mentioned Shizaya, and possible Shizaya or Izuo later on. I don't know how this will play out. It's also AU. And there is an FMA reference.

Disclaimer: I really own just half the idea of the story.

Full Summery: "Izaya, you're not allowed to be dead. I was the one supposed to kill you. Open your eyes. Call me a monster, insult me, anything!" "It's too late. That soul has already departed. But, you can give something to revive him." "I'll give anything! Just, bring Izaya back." The thing grinned. "Even if what I'm asking for is your very being? Who you are? Your personality?" "Yes." "Then, he will come back." ~About a week after Izaya has healed. ~ "You know," he said to himself, "I haven't seen Shizu-chan lately. Tom even came up to me asking if I'd seen him." Unknown to him, a pair of eyes followed his figure as he disappeared into the crowd. This man, however, though he longed to, was unable to tell Izaya that he was, in fact, Shizuo Hemijawa. "It's no use. I'm not Shizuo anymore. I don't have his strength, looks, voice, or personality. I'm just one of the many humans he loves."

EDIT: I would like to thank AsikIkisa for pointing out some errors, such as I spelled Shizuo's last name wrong. I spell it Hemijawa while it was actually spelled Heiwajima. He or she also pointed out that I didn't add any description of the voices, and had typed up a way that would make the whole scene more emotional, which I shall just copy and paste from the review. I was actually half way done typing the next chapter when I saw this, and I couldn't just let it sit once I found out. So, I edited. Enjoy, the next chapter will be up shortly.

Shizuo Heiwajima was walking home after finishing up work with Tom. He was in a relatively good mood. Everything was going fine. He hadn't even seen the flea. 'The flea' is what Shizuo almost always called Izaya Orihara the very few, and very rare times that they were not fighting. Shizuo, though you couldn't tell by the way he acted, detested violence, which is why he detests Izaya with the burning passion of a million suns. What no one but Shizuo knows, is that that hate wasn't actually hate; it was love.

Such a strange term. The monster of Ikebukuro, falling for the one man who purposely gets him angry. Erika would be so happy, if she knew. Anyway, Shizuo was just walking home from work, slightly happy when, suddenly, he saw something that made him not so happy.

Izaya.

Normally, Shizuo would scream yelling his infamous "Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii-zaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-!" and immediately rip out the nearest street sign. But what he saw made his blood run cold. Izaya Orihara, the man he had unknowingly fallen for, was just lying on the ground, unmoving, as a truck sped away.

'No. .' Shizuo thought as he ran over to where Izaya lay. "Izaya. Open your eyes. You can take this. You take every object I throw at you; surely, you can take this."

"Izaya, you're not allowed to be dead. I was the one supposed to kill you.
Open your eyes. Call me a monster, insult me, anything!" Shizuo's voice wasn't
hiding despair and anger as well as disappointment.

Suddenly, a black thing appeared, but Shizuo's gaze and attention was so
fixated on the informant that he didn't notice the strangeness of the
situation.

"It's too late. That soul has already departed. But, you can give something to
revive him." the voice was creepy and surely up to nothing good, but Shizuo
was so desperate to see Izaya alive again that he agreed immediately.

"I'll give anything! Just, bring Izaya back."

The thing grinned. "Even if what I'm asking for is your very being? Who you
are? Your personality?"

"Yes." Shizuo was determined, he said he would give anything for Izaya to live, and he was going to.

The next thing he knew, he was falling. Falling, away from all light, from the warmth, from… {Himself}.

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The next thing Shizuo knew, he was somewhere else completely. The thing appeared before him. "I never asked, who are you?" It grinned. "Don't you know? I'm Shizuo Heiwajima. But that's only here. Everywhere else, I'm everyone, or, just one person." "Well, if I'm no longer Shizuo Heiwajima, who am I?" "You are, Nai. Nai Wata Shi. It transfers to, not me. You are not me."

Shizuo- no Nai could feel himself changing. His strength leaving, his temper no longer being so short. He also became really shy. When everyone, who was, at the moment, Shizuo, produced a mirror, so that Nai could examine himself.

He was about 170 cm tall, around 5 cm shorter than Izaya. His hair was a deep navy blue and looked black. The length was to the bottom of his ears and perfectly in order. Except his bangs. No matter what Nai did, his bangs wouldn't stay out of his eyes, hiding the color from those who cared to look. Nai knew that his eyes were a deep, innocent violet. He wore a plain, black t-shirt, as well as grey jeans. His shoes were simple tennis shoes.

"You'll have no file," Everyone-Shizuo stated. "As well as no money and no place to say. However, Fate and Destiny are my siblings; you'll get a place. It'll be with people you know. "

"W-what do you-?"

Everything was gone.

Aren't I an evil little demon, leaving it there so you'll get mad at FemShizuo-chan? Ah, I think I've done a good job. So, motivate us to write more. Actually, we already know what we're gonna do next. Motivate us.

Sorry. By FemShizuo-chan, she means me, Icywarm. That was –err- Ere. She isn't on fanfiction. And, I wrote all of that. She just sat in the background, trying to distract me as I typed. I could have erased what she wrote, but I didn't. Anyway, what do you all think?

END EDIT: I don't feel like changing the author's notes, so I didn't. The next chapter will be up shortly, so enjoy the edited chapter one until I post the next one.