Title:Undisclosed Desires
Author: AoiTsukikage
Rating: R overall
Characters/Pairing: Finn/Kurt/Blaine, in all combinations.
Chapter: 20/20
Word Count: 977/ Total Word Count: 43, 579
Spoilers: Let's say everything to be safe :)
Summary/Warnings: From a tumblr prompt. Blaine and Kurt are both having secret affairs with Finn while trying to keep their own relationship from falling apart. But not everything is as simple as it seems, and nothing can stay secret for long.

Disclaimer: Not mine. I wish it were, but if it were Glee would devolve into some giant orgy and that would be horribly unproductive in the end…

Undisclosed Desires

Chapter Twenty

"You look happy," Rachel says the next day when they're out for coffee, and Kurt shifts and tries not to wince at the rather delicious ache in his lower body even though he knows Rachel's spotted it already. "You are happy," she says, sounding surprised. "Tell me everything!"

"We worked it out," Kurt replies evasively. Yes, Rachel's figured out everything, but he's still not sure she wants to hear 'your ex-boyfriend was inside of my boyfriend while he was inside of me' because that just is awkward no matter how you put it. "That's just…we're good."

"And happy," she presses, reaching to grasp his hand as Kurt can do nothing but nod.

"And happy. Finn's…"

"You can talk about him, you know," Rachel says kindly, as if she's reading Kurt's mind. "He and I…our relationship ran its course. It happens. All I'm worried about is whether he's happy."

"He is," Kurt assures her, because last night was nothing if not wonderful and the way they'd snuggled in bed afterward, Finn for once with no trace of fear in his eyes that Kurt and Blaine were somehow playing a cruel trick on him, was more telling than anything else. "I think, after everything, he really is."

"Good," she beams at him and Kurt once again marvels at how far they've come. This was the girl that, less than five years ago, was telling him he'd never have Finn because he's a boy and that she would.

And he's not gloating that he 'has' him, of course not, but maybe…just maybe…he's feeling a bit of satisfaction that he's finally one-upped Rachel Berry.

Right now, life is good.

That's all he can ask for, after all.

000

"Stop apologizing," Jade says harshly, Finn looking up to meet her eyes briefly before once again becoming engrossed in the grooves running through the wooden tabletop. "You were faithful to me, and you told me the truth when I asked you. There's nothing dishonorable about that…"

"But I was using you…"

"You weren't Finn. You gave yourself a chance to love me and realized you loved them more. It happens. People move on," she looks pretty unconcerned and Finn decides to believe her, because he knows she'll just push the topic until he does otherwise. "You're a good man, with a good conscience, and that's hard to find."

"Yeah. Maybe," he shrugs, still not willing to believe that. He's done some pretty crappy things to the people he loves and he can't take them back. But last night…

Last night was incredible. He really believed, pretty much for the first time, that Kurt and Blaine did love him and are doing this because they want to and not just because they're taking pity on him. He feels loved, and happy, and that's the best feeling in the world.

"Finn?"

"Yeah?"

"I've never seen you this happy. When you were with me there was always something…some sort of sadness that told me not everything was okay, but you look content. It's a good look on you," Jade reaches across the table to take his hand and Finn lets her, finally giving her the purest smile he ever has. "And I envy those boys, honestly. You're both handsome and good in bed."

Finn has to laugh at that because Jade's blunt, certainly, but she's told him things he's needed to hear and he appreciates that more than she'll ever know.

"But just because you've made inner peace with yourself doesn't mean you can waltz out of my life, mister," she warns. "I expect full updates."

"Yeah. You're awesome," Finn says, because it's true, and she just pats his hand again.

He's lucky he found her

000

"So when you tell the story of 'how your three daddies' got together to your super-cute children you'd better say I was the one that gave you the idea," Sam breaks into his normal dazzling grin after he says this and Blaine has to snort, because yes, they owe Sam a lot.

"Hey, your idea almost didn't work," Blaine reminds him.

They're sitting in the coffee shop across from Sam's place once more, and Blaine finds he's been coming here more and more often to talk and he regrets that he and Sam weren't closer back in high school because they really do get along remarkably well.

"But it did. And that's the important part," Sam gets up and stretches, taking his to-go cup and heading for the door as Blaine follows.

It's a nice day, pleasantly warm with just a hint of a breeze, and Sam slings an arm across his shoulders as they make their way down the block.

"You're happy, though? All of you? You guys are some of my best friends, and Finn and Kurt took me in when they didn't have to back when I moved back to Lima, so I care about you guys," Sam remarks, genuine concern in his tone.

"Yes. We are," Blaine replies, because it's true: he doesn't remember ever being happier…well, maybe when he and Kurt were first experiencing the joys of young love, but in recent years…

He doesn't want to drink anymore, and he no longer feels the need to use sex as a sort of punishment, so both of those are huge improvements all on their own.

"Good," Sam pulls him a little closer into an awkward, one-sided hug and Blaine's glad that the other man did find a way to save their strange relationship in the end.

Because yes, it's strange, and it's unconventional and people will probably frown on it.

But it's good.

And as he walks down the street, the sun in his hair and with a good cup of coffee in his hand and a good friend by his side, he thinks that maybe this is the beginning of something truly wonderful.

End

Notes:

1. And we've reached the end! I apologize for all the delays and such in this fic but I went through some rough patches emotionally that affected my writing, so if you're still with me thank you, and I hope you enjoyed it! This is by far the angstiest thing I've written for Glee, at least in a chaptered fic, but I can't resist giving the boys their happy ending!

2. So now I can work more on the…oy…four other WIPs I have started. But if you're craving more Finn/Kurt/Blaine, remember that in canon right now they're all in Lima and Finn's single, so…I may get more inspiration over the summer to do some one-shots and the like.

3. Once again, thank you for reading, and let me know what you thought of the ending. Love you all :D Also, if you're reading this in fanfiction, I know there's been purges and such recently but all of my Glee-fic is up on my LiveJournal (aoitsukikage) or tumblr (colferisms is my main blog and kurtbowtieletitsnow is my Klaine/CrissColfer only blog) so you can always find me there should something happen here!