Possessing You

You have no idea how much I'm exhilarated when you stuttered your confession to me. It was an ordinary day. And before you came running to the school gate by sunset, I was secretly watching you doing your detention from the best spot in the whole school, the school gate. You were always yawning as you scribbled the apology lines to your book. Sometimes, you would flinch from the teacher's warning. Who's that teacher? I would have to discipline him later.

You absentmindedly looked to the school gate, to me. And I could have sworn that you are looking at me longingly. Why? How? It's always been me that looked at you longingly from afar. I was looking at you, of course, and our gaze had met. But the teacher immediately hit your head with a notebook. I seethed in anger. How dare he make me lose sight of your beautiful chocolate colored eyes? I almost leapt to your classroom for some bloody torment, but, I receded.

When the teacher had leave from your seat, you looked at me and clasped your hands. One of your eyes was closed, and you looked like you're apologizing. I only nodded to your antic, and after you avert your gaze to the blackboard once again, I smiled fondly. It was one of the reasons I fell so hard for you.

Yes, I'm utterly, wretchedly, and desperately in love with you. You are my everything. How you become my one and only obsession was never a mystery. I remember every stage of my obsession to you.

It had begun when you came running late to the school. I was about to discipline you like everyone else. But, instead of running, you only smiled as you waited for my tonfas to hit you, and that it did. You stuttered an apology for your tardiness, and ran to your classroom because you were late.

It wasn't until later that day that I began to find out about you. It was after school, and was one of the very rare days that you didn't get a detention. I was doing my job as the disciplinarian, but some of the herbivores were actually stupid enough to beat me up. I snapped and beat them to a pulp. But they managed to run.

I was exhausted beyond all measure in a dark alleyway. I was sure that nobody will come for me, and I never expected anyone to come either. But, you proved me wrong. You came to me, as bright as the sun you were, came to horribly weakened me. "A-are you okay?" You stuttered worriedly as your slightly pale skin rubbed the blood on my face with your handkerchief. You were so blindingly bright. That was when I began to know you.

I rummaged the whole school records for you. I immediately found out who you are. My light. My savior.

"Tsunayoshi… Sawada."

Your name rolled so ecstatically pleasurable on my tongue. Like my tongue was really made to say your name. Your grades were below average; you never stood out, and you were also known as 'No-Good Tsuna'. Ridiculous. You are an angel. These people must've been blind to not see your light.

I began to search around with people and I managed to get someone who actually knows much about you. His name was Reborn if I remember correctly. I presumed that he was a father figure for you. He told me how you are struggling with your miserable life. You were always alone until you saved two people from their impending deaths. They became your best friend.

You are the same. You are similar. But, unlike you who found people in your life, I didn't. I stayed alone. I almost hate you for it. I can hate you for it. But, no. You were the same angel that saved me from that dark alleyway. I love you. I love you. I love you. This never ending desire became vital as I realized that you are the same as me.

I need to make you mine.

I need to get rid of everyone that would be an obstacle for me to get to you.

But, I refrained from doing anything rash and unnecessary to you and those little herbivores you called friends. I leaned to the school gate and scoffed. As per usual, I'm waiting for you to pass this gate. If I'm lucky, maybe I can strike a conversation with you. I wondered and wondered and wondered.

"U-umm, Hibari-san?"

I snapped back to reality as I heard your smooth, timid, melodic, and angelic voice. The same voice that saved me that day. "What is it, herbivore?" I managed to put out words. You shuddered. Could it be that you sensed the overwhelming lust in my voice? I hope you didn't. "I-I… umm, I… about Hibari-san…" I waited as you scratched your cheek sheepishly. I struggled to keep my hands to myself and not just embrace you. I love you, Tsunayoshi. Don't make it any harder for me to obsess over you!

"I-I… really like Hibari-san… w-would you ever consider… g-g-going out with me?"

I couldn't believe my ears; I couldn't believe your voice. Did you of all people just said that you really like me? You were sweating like crazy, and from all that shuddering and the way you bit your lower lip like you always do when you were nervous, I come to believe you. I stretched my hand to your face, wiping off those beads of sweats out from your perfect face.

I didn't say anything; I don't want anything, even my own voice, to ruin this moment. Your face immediately became much heated and red. Were you embarrassed? Or was it happiness? I lowered my head until I crashed my lips against your own.

Nothing tasted as good as your lips, your tender flesh against my own. I've been longing for this taste ever since I laid my eyes on your light-filled figure in that dark alleyway. I want to make you mine. This purity, this silent whimpers of pleasure you gave out as I kissed you. It needed to be mine. Immediately.

"U-umm," You said after I kissed you. "Does this mean we're going out?" You asked innocently. I was overwhelmed. As you say, 'we're going out'. That means you're mine. My own. My property. My possession. No one can take you away from me. You're mine and mine alone. Mine.

I nodded slowly as I savored the new feeling I have. The feeling of… having. You're finally, finally my possession. Hey, Tsunayoshi, have you ever thought that I'm thinking this much of you? Do you?

"I-I'm so happy, Hibari-san!" You stuttered as you blushed cutely. I merely looked at you with narrowed eyes. I'm filled with lust, I'm filled with satisfaction. You then smiled and pecked my cheek before running to your house.

The skin you kissed was burned. I want more of it, more of it. I smirked before walking down the streets of the town that used to be my obsession before you.

I was not surprised when I found myself on a tree branch that grew on your house. It gave me a perfect view of your sleeping figure. You squirmed in your sleep, probably you're dreaming. I love you. I love you. How can I convey it to you?

Soon after, I found myself inside your room. Watching you grin carelessly in your sleep. I wanted to touch your hair and everything. But, what you murmured soon after forced me to recede before I do anything that can make me regret.

"Mmm Hibari-san…"

I immediately ran from your room. I don't even care that I left your window opened. You were muttering my name with that sweet voice of yours. That was just… the trigger my obsession needed to make you mine forever. To break your legs and chain you to my hands so you won't run away from me. I told myself to calm down. We're going out. So, there's no way you would go away from me.

But, no matter how I convince myself, I can never stop worrying.

You were quite intimate towards your best friends, weren't you? That's not good, Tsunayoshi. Because I'm the only one allowed to be intimate with you. Before, I was obsessed to make you mine. Now, I'm obsessed to not let anyone take you away from me.

Suddenly, all the time I spent with you in the reception room was not enough to satiate my desire to be with you. And no matter what I do for you seemed not enough to convey my affection towards you. I love you, Tsunayoshi. You've driven me crazy with every act you do. Your smile, your laugh, your grin, your shy demeanor. How did I live before I met you? I forgot about them, I can't imagine them anymore.

A few months have passed as we dated. I noticed you become more and more distant from me. Was it because I suddenly barge into your classroom and make out with you on your table in your Math class? Was it because I always made you eat lunch with me? Or was it because I always held you back in the reception room for another make out session before finally letting you home?

That's no way, right? Because we're going out. This was normal for everyone in love.

"Hi-Hibari-san…" I looked up from the paper works I was doing. I was about to get up and give you another loving kiss, but, you slapped my hand away. I was too dumbfounded to say anything. Why… did you reject me?

"I-I love you and everything. But, I need some time with my friends too!" Friends? What friends? Aren't you mine? You're supposed to be with me forever, right? Why do you need friends when you already have me? I didn't say anything, but I think something in my eyes changed that you ran away in fear. Why, Tsunayoshi? When I'm this in love with you?

That was when I realized something. The second-most vital thing after making you mine. I must eliminate everything that can touch you, see you, and love you besides myself. I took out my tonfas and licked my lips. What's the population of Namimori town again? Oh yeah, exactly three-hundred-and-twenty-five people minus you and me. This was going to be a long night.

"S-s-s-stay away from me!" You stuttered rather loudly. Why? Why, Tsunayoshi? I did this for you. I killed exactly three-hundred-and-twenty-five people overnight for you. You shrieked like a girl before you tried to run to the mountain. But, you tripped over one of the cold body that was on the floor.

Silly Tsunayoshi. How can you trip over something that big? But, it's okay, it's fine. I love your silliness. I love every part of you. "Why should I?" I asked him. I was genuinely curios. He's mine, why should I stay away from him?

"P-please go away, Hibari-san!" Why are you shunning me, Tsunayoshi? Can't you tell how in love I am? Can't you see how crazy I am for you? "Why?" So I asked you once again. Why?

"Y-you're a murderer!" You shouted to me. Well, yes. That's true. Of course I'm a murderer. I need to this, you see? What if some of them began to love you? And I killed your two best friends first, you know? I see how they looked at you. They're special, yes. But soon, they will want more of you than just best friend. And I can't have that. How many times have I stated that you're mine?

You shrieked even more as I reach your place. You were shaking like crazy, and you brought your two arms in front of your face. I clicked my tongue irritably. Must you cover your perfect, beautiful, and angelic face? They're my world, you see? So you can't cover my world. I need it.

"D-don't kill me… Hibari-san…" You pleaded miserably. Tears were gushing out from your chocolate caramel eyes. I laughed at my possession's antic. "How can I ever kill you, Tsunayoshi?" I kneeled in front of you and stroke your face, leaving blood all over your even more beautiful skin; honestly, I think blood really compliments you. I cupped your chin with care, not wanting to break your fragile little bones. "I love you. You are my everything. I will protect you from the world; I don't care if everyone disappeared. Just you and I will be enough."

You shivered violently, wanting to break free from my grasp. No, no, no. That won't do. I love you. You can't break free from me. I leaned to you and kissed you so hard that you fell to the ground, but, that didn't stop me from doing it. I continued on savoring your flesh. I craved for it more than I crave air, but, I guess it wasn't the same case for you, because you've fainted from both shock and lack of air.

I smiled lovingly to you as I carried you in a way a groom will carry his bride. Well, that's what you are. You're my bride. I love you, and you said you really, really like me. I smiled tenderly before pecking you bloodstained forehead. Yes, I'm wretchedly in love with you.

You're my possession, Tsunayoshi, and possessing you was the best thing that ever happened to my life.

Done.

I've got thank the GaaNaru fic made by Dreaming-Of-A-Nightmare titled The Horror Of My Love For You. This fic was made based of that fic with much altering on my side.

Well… um, review? Tell me what you guys think?