Warning: BoyxBoy, don't like, don't read. Curse words, And a lot of OOC In my mind..

Pairings: UsxRussia!~ Request for random crack pairings are very welcome! but not always accepted.

A/N: This is my first fan fiction, so don't go to hard on me, I know its short, but I tried my best. I'm freaking sick to so it might take me a while to respond to any people T.T if there are any errors, do tell also the first chapter sucks, myeh but who cares? There going to be smut soon 3 Please Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia. Depressing, isn't it? xD

Summary: America seems to have been noticing Russia more and more lately, so much that's its annoying him, then one day after the world conference, everything changes.

God That meeting was boring. I started walking back from the world conference, shoving my hands in my pockets, trying to get as much warmth as I can in the cruel winter. I sighed, my breath coming out in puffs.

"And Ivan didn't even look at me once..."

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Ugh… This is annoying. I started clicking the pen that was on the desk, not bothering to take notes on what the other countries say.8 minutes per speech? The hero should go first, AND get the most amount of time...My frown deepened and I started tapping more frequently on the desk.

Bored bored bored… I started balancing the pen on my finger, considering throwing it at England, whom looked especially annoying today. Deciding against it, I set the pen back down, freaking hurry up while talking Egypt! The hero has better things to do… Germany's harsh voice rang out "America! It is now your turn, remember, no going over ze time limit!"

Finally! I jumped out of my chair it falling backwards with a crash "Me and my military leader, like, had the best idea yesterday, about a new weapon!" There was about a minutes silence after that and then Austria spoke up- "and this new weapon is-…" I let out a big heroic laugh, picking my chair back up and sitting again, kicking my feet up on the table "Dude, I can't tell you that!" Many of the countries faces were confused, but some of them were completely unphased.

"Vell then I guess the next person can go then." While Germany let Japan talk for his time span, I was sorting through the faces, trying to see if my heroic speech affected them at all. The one face that I focused on was Russia's, and he was just staring off into space, or at least out the window. I bit my cheek pouting. Well the meetings only going to last- I take a quick look at my watch about 15 more minutes. I can deal... Or at least that what I thought, I kept getting all fidgety and my eyes kept wandering towards him…

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I mumbled, a scowl forming on my face. Wait, why am I thinking about that commie? …I need some coffee... Stopping to take my phone out of my pocket, I looked up the nearest location. I quickly shoved the phone back into my pockets, the tips of my fingers already red with cold. It was so quiet out, some what unnaturally. The one mocking birds call rang out among the rest, though, causing a smile to cross my features.

It was nice to finally be out with no worries again though, the city noises calming, but the shadows were rowing rather fast too, I better get there soon. I causally looked around, only to regret it, I saw a homeless man sitting on a curb near an alley way, and he was sharing what little food he had with a stray cat.

I look away again quickly; this was the horrors that always haunt my streets. I never could understand how china could stand there being that many homeless in his country... I shook my head, trying to forget what I just saw.

"Well at least it isn't that long of a walk!" I shout out joyously, laughing while quickening my walking pace. I heard the clacking of boot behind me, and shortly after I heard a familiar voice

"Hey, amerika, would you mind if I walked with you?" Russia smiled slightly.

America was a bit taken aback by that smile... It just wasn't… Right. It wasn't that childish grin, or that you-are-totally-fucked smile that you would see on Russia, but more of a sad, self-pity smile. Trying to bite back my surprise I stutter out "s-sure! I am going to get some coffee." Russia reply came quickly afterwards "That's nice..." The reply was so fast; I don't even think he was even paying attention of what I was saying… I forced out a nervous laugh, "Y-yeah it sure is!" Damn. This is awkward.

. We walked in silence for about3 blocks, until I saw the familiar Starbucks insignia. "Hey There it is!" I exclaimed, almost skipping across the street. "Alfred!" Ivan yelled, grabbing my arm just seconds after I noticed a silver car swerve into the sidewalk, but back into the road, speeding off. Ivan had pulled me into his arms, my eyes wide with shock, I was trembling… God, I could of almost died, if not for- "Hey, amerika, are you okay?" he whispered. I replied with a small nod, and his arms relaxed, releasing me from his embrace. "Good" He sighed in relief, and then he looked away from me again.

With my eyes downcast, we both crossed the road and entered the star bucks, a welcoming bell soothing my shock a bit more. I choose a table that was near the window, and I watched the cars go by as I waited for one of the waiters to come by. The last minutes of my life seemed like they have never happened. While I was being pulled into his arms, our eyes meet and clearly reflected in his eyes, I could see deep despair in them… And it really scared me.

Ah, forget this! I ruffled my hair and asked "Hey Russia, what you going to get to eat? I asked, a fake smile plastered on my face. "Well, I really just enjoy coming here to read, it has such a nice atmosphere..." There it was again. He wouldn't make eye- contact with me.

Was there something wrong with me? Did I do something? I Jumped, Startled at the sudden vibrating in my back pocket, relaxing I took out my phone, checking the number. "Ah, it's my boss, Ill be right back, Oh! And if the waiter comes, just tell her I want a regular cup, just with a lot of sugar!" Then I rushed outside to answer my phone. Pressing answer as soon as I stepped out the door, I said into the receiver "Hello, America here! ~" There voice in my ear was urgent and panicked- "America! there is something you need to know… It's about Russia."