A/N: I am terribly sorry for this but it was just floating around in my head and I had to let it free! I know at the end of the song I twisted away from the original ending, but meh what can I say? Anyway enjoy! If possible..
Warnings: Crappy set-up, mistakes
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Why Did You Forget?
"I'm sorry Ichigo, it's over."
All five words hit me like a bullet to the heart. I couldn't understand it. Everything we went through.. Everything I did for him.. I remember our first date, our first kiss, and the first time he told me he loved me. Now all that meant nothing to him. I barely see him anymore and when I do, he is usually with Moe. He doesn't talk to me at all and he barely looks at me. What did I do that was so wrong for him to one, even break up with me, and for two, ignore me? I just don't understand..
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
We did everything together. I even went to England with him because I was stupid enough to believe we were inseparable and he needed me. I was wrong. I was all wrong. Everything was just totally wrong! He left me standing there, looking like an idiot! Granted he did break-up with me face-to-face, but he also had Moe with him and he did it in a grocery store. What the hell? He tossed everything we had out the window. It makes me wonder..
Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
I ran to the cafe in tears. I didn't know what to do, the only thing I could do was cry. I burst through the door, obviously scaring Mint, as she was now wearing her tea. She began to say something but closed her mouth when she looked at me. They all surrounded me in seconds asking me many questions. I explained to them what had happened and they all stood there, shocked. I knew why too. We were so strong, now we were nothing.
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
It hurts. Everytime I think about the smiles we would share, the sweet kisses that made Ryou gag, and the laughs we would create. It all hurts so much. The way he treats me like I don't exist. The way he gives Moe that smile that was once mine.. The most horrible of it all.. I can't do anything about it.
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
For a month we went through nothing. Everything was perfect, not a drop of rain on our sunny world. We were together almost every minute of the day. He took me to a little shop at the mall. I seen this gorgeous necklace I was swooning over. The next day I seen a bag from the shop hidden in his closet. I was giddy but I said nothing and pretended as if I didn't see anything. A couple days later I couldn't find the bag, but I figured he was holding onto it. At school the next day I seen Moe sporting the necklace. I was hurt but put it all down to a coincidence. How wrong I was..
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
After that incident we drifted apart. He quit calling, coming over, and almost talking to me all together. I was confused, I didn't know what happened. Everything just spiraled out of control and I wasn't prepared for the landing. I had no idea why, all of a sudden, he acted like we broke up. Only thing we had was claim for each other. I held on to him for as long as I could. I knew in the end anything and everything i did would be worth nothing in the end. But still I held on and couldn't let go. That's probably why he did it for us.
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
As we began drifting apart at our rapid pace, there was one person I could always go to. He always made me smile and he kept my mind off of things. Even though, I couldn't forget. I couldn't forget the pain he caused me on a daily basis, the way he would look at me, the way he would look at Moe.. What was worse? Oh, we were still together. Right. I thought about this and stayed on the subject until I fell to the ground in sobs. I almost completely forgot about the annnoying perverted alien hovering next to me. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and whispered in my ear.
"Forget, Ichigo. I'm here."
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
Kisshu. I couldn't explain why my ears burned at the mere mention of his name. I couldn't explain why my face would go beet-red and my stomach would flip. I loved Masaya., right? Even through everything, I loved him. I think. Oh! I don't know! I couldn't come to a sane conclusion as to why I was slowly forgetting everything that had to do with Masaya. How come I was so desperate to see Kisshu? How come I wanted him to hold me, long after Masaya has left me for Moe? Wouldn't a sane person swear off boys for the fear of being hurt again? Then again, I am Ichigo Momomiya, and he is an alien.
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us
I couldn't help it. I love Kisshu, but a part of my heart couldn't forget about Masaya. I had given him almost two years of my life and love. I refused to forget anything about him or what we had. I understood how it ended, I understood that I now had someone worth my love. I just couldn't help it. I couldn't forget. I wouldn't forget.
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But I won't sing along
I've forgotten
About us
I didn't understand so many things. I couldn't grasp just why we ended up the way we did. Kisshu is the best thing I have ever had the pleasure to have. He is there for me, he sticks up for me, and he isn't a tree-hugging freak. I love him and I would never let him go. I feel totally different for him than what feelings I had for Masaya. Masaya.. I have forgotten the pain, the tears, and the so-called love we had. I have only one thing left to say. We had it all, and he let it fall.
~End