Hey guys! Im so sorry for not updating :/ im trying to get my head together its been a rough couple of months and I haven't gotten anytime to write at all…anyway I know you guys want to read so here is chapter 9 ***I DON'T OWN VA***

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Previously on MY WISH:

When I knew we were out of sight I grabbed him and pulled him down so I could reach his lips. As soon as they met that electric current spread throughout my body making me want him more. His arms wrapped around my waist pulling me closer. My hands went from his shirt to his hair pushing him even closer if that was possible. I felt his tongue on my lip asking for permission to enter which I gladly accepted. I moaned at his taste. His scent was all around me making my want for him grow even more. One of his hands left my waist and cupped my ass squishing it which made me make a sound that was between a moan and a gasp. Then his other hand grabbed my ass as well. His hands were massaging my ass and I swear it felt so good. I felt wetness between my legs and then with both his hands still on my ass he lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and moaning at the contact. I felt his hardness through his pant and I moaned so loud I thought the others would come but we didn't care. His lips disconnected from mine allowing me to breathe but moved to my neck. He placed sweet sensitive kisses and my hands gripped his hair from the pleasure. I then was becoming even more wet and I knew I was close. I took my hand from his hair to cup his chin and bring his face back to mine. He was smiling at me and I was too. We both stared into each other's eyes for a few seconds then at the same time we both closed the distance. I felt the wall on my back and moaned at the roughness he was showing. Our tongues fought for dominance. His tongue won and was exploring every inch of my mouth. He made a moaning sound when I thrust my hips. I felt absolute pleasure and my wetness was intensified.

"Excuse me! If you both are done we'd like you two to come back." We jumped apart horrified. We both looked at the doorframe and saw….

Chapter 9: caught, busted, humiliated

We both looked at the doorframe and saw ….. my dad …with his phone out…. recording everything. I felt my cheeks burn and I hear a click. It took me a minute to realize Abe had taken a picture of us or worse ….. recording us. One word shit.

"Now little girl you know better than to do such inappropriate behavior when we are just in the next room. You think we can't hear you? May I play this little video to show you?" he said wiggling his phone around. Before I could say anything sounds of kissing and moaning echoed through the kitchen. By the look on my dad's face he didn't like the noises very much. 'I'm in deep shit' I thought. "have nothing to say?" he asked. We stood quiet….. I took a quick look at Dimitri and his expression was like he just saw a ghost. Literally.

"Well since you have nothing to say then I'll just show the others." He said with his smirk. "I'm sure they'll have tons to say." Before we could stop him he ran out. "GET HIM!" I screamed to Dimitri. He snapped out of his frozen state and we both took off chasing my dad. Unfortunately he got to the others before we could reach him.

"Everyone I have a very interesting video to show you. I'm sure you'll find it quite fascinating like I did." he said with a little smirk and a glint in his eyes.

"What is it about Abe?" asked Olena. All innocently I might add. I think she knows. Great….we are in deep shit…..

"Oh you'll find out don't worry. Just press play and you'll see what I mean." With a curious look on her face she grabbed the phone and everyone gathered around her. 'oh god please don't let this happen' I prayed. I looked at Dimitri and saw him with his face in his hands and had a great blush on his cheeks. I grabbed his hand and soothed it. He smiled at me relaxing a bit then I heard lissa say "press the play button I want to see!" we both gulped and waited until we heard the button being pressed. By the look of their faces they were shocked and amused. 'please dear god don't let this be happening' I thought.

"Well, well, well I guess our talk didn't help now did it Roza?" Olena said sarcastically. I just blushed and hid behind Dimitri. Nobody said anything.

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Awkward silence.

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Then at the same time everyone but dimitri and I started laughing. And laughing. They each had tears coming down their cheeks and holding on their stomach from the pain. I swear Lissa, vika, sonya, and Karolina were about to fall on the floor because they couldn't keep their balance. My dad was also laughing which shocked me because he just caught his only daughter in a not so appropriate position and he found that… amusing. Huh. I guess he really does like Dimitri. I mean if I did that with Adrian well, lets just say he'd be dead by now. Wait what did my dad just say?

"im sorry daddy what did you say?" he just shook his head and laughed again. I just rolled my eyes and looked at DImitri. And I sure wish I hadn't. he had a blush on his cheeks and had an adorable innocent face that he was giving his mom. and I got to say that I never wanted him more than I wanted him now. But that'll have to wait. Right now I need to show him the song…. But I don't know if I want to anymore…. I took a look at Yeva and I knew I had to…. The look in her eye told me that it'd be a good thing…. It'll show everyone what I am….what I was feeling. I started walking towards the piano.

"roza?" asked DImitri as I let his hand go. He followed me to the piano and sat down with me. he looked confused but then again everyone but Yeva and Olena did too.

Breathe in…..breathe out…. You can do this… I placed my hands on the keys and started playing. Everything and everyone was quiet. Even little paul who just came in from the other room. little rose was staring at me in awe by the way I was playing…

"I lie awake again…. My body's feeling paralyzed

I can't remember when…..i didn't live through this disguise

The words you said to me…" I remember back to that first night when Dimitri came and spent the night. It was the night my mother and little brother died. The words he said….

"they couldn't set me free

Im stuck here in this life I didn't ask for…." A life without my mom….never meeting my little brother….

"there must be something more…do we know what we're fighting for?

Breathe in….. breathe out….

Breathe in… breathe out….

And all these masks we wore…. We never knew what we had in store…" our lives were great but until that day we never realized that something could break us apart… or bring us closer…. life has all unexpected twist and turns….

"breathe in…. breathe out…

Breathe in …. Breathe out…

The storm is rolling in.. the thunder's loud it hurts my ears.." the after math…my depression…

"Im paying for my sins… and its gonna rain for years and years…

Ive fooled everyone and now what will I become?" I needed to change…I wanted to change….

"I have to start this over…

I have to start this over….." and I will…with Dimtri I knew things will change…for better or for worse I don't care…. Not as long as Dimitri is with me by my side…

"there must be something more…

Do we know what we're fighting for?

Breathe in… breathe out…

Breathe in…. breathe out…

And all these masks we wore" I looked at dimitri

"We never knew what we had in store…

Breathe in… breathe out….

Breathe in…. breathe out…." I looked back at the keys and I felt my eyes water but then Dimitri put his hand on my back…..encouraging me….

" I fooled everyone….. now what will I become?

I have to start this over…..

I have to start this over…

There must be something more…

Do we know what we're fighting for?

Breathe in…. breathe out….

Breathe in…. breathe out….

And all these masks we wore…

We never knew what we had in store" my dad and i changed after that day…. We had no idea what life was going to bring us next but as long as we have each other and our friends….we'll conquer anything… and as long as I have DImitri…. I know ill be alright….he is my life now….. nothing is going to change that….

" breathe in…. breathe out…

Breathe in … breathe out…..

There must be something more…

Breathe in…. breathe out…..

Breathe in… breathe out….

There must be something more….." as I closed the song I knew in my heart that ill find my purpose and I knew just by looking at dimitri right now I knew he'll be with me every step of the way….together….

Our eyes were locked together….so many messages were passing through but one spoke the loudest…

"I love you."

Then everyone was clapping and cheering. I turned to face the looks on my family's faces and realized that there wear tears in my dad's eyes. by the look on his face I knew he was very proud of me. I got up and hugged him. Something I haven't done in the longest time. He wrapped his arms around me and stroked my hair as I let my tears flow freely. He too had tears of his own. I never saw him cry. Never. Not even at my mom's funeral. He didn't like to show his emotions. Just like me. we were alike in many ways but at that moment it was our breaking point. We both let our tears free. The ones that's been hold in for two years. The ones for the one's we lost. His wife. My mom. his only son. My little brother. At that moment we let our feelings out. Our friends stood there watching with tears of their own. We all lost something that day….it's what connects us… it is what that has us gather here….. we all grew closer than ever before but it also change each and every one of us.

I felt a hand on my back that wasn't my father's. I look up and saw DImitri with a sad smile on his face. His other hand was on my dad's back. In that little gesture my father dropped his arms from me and gave dimtri a hug. a hug that fathers give their sons.

"thank you…" he said then went to go with Olena and Yeva. Olena had a hand on his arm for reassurance. Dimitri moved towards me and I tackled myself into his arms….feeling like I was finally at home. I looked around and looked at everyone's faces. The faces of my loved ones. i knew that no matter what we'll be there for each other no matter what.

This was the turning point. Things were changing before our eyes. and now was the start of a new beginning. Together.