Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation or any of the characters or the song Need You Now by Lady Antebellum.
Summary: What would happen if Yuki decided he missed Shuichi and wrote a song in reply to the one Shuichi sent him? Will Shuichi come back to him or will Yuki live the rest of his life in regret? Story sequel to Don't hold Your Breath.
Rated: T
I'll write the first Chapter as a Songfic reply to the one Shuichi sent to Yuki then, the rest of the story will be written in proper story format.
Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore
Looking back at are old memories now, fill me with dreaded regret that I let the joyous days slip right out of my grasp nut, I guess you weren't happy to be caused to do these such things. I want to phone you but, I don't know what your response would be. Maybe I really am a heartless bastard like you said the last and final time we spoke.
And I wonder if I It's a quarter after one
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now
I used to be the only thing you thought about but, now I guess the roles are reversed I'm the little puppy devoted to its master or connected to your freshly grown vines that probably won't be rotting for many years to come. I guess you could say that I really do need you now and that I can't breathe never the less, live without you.
And I don't know how Another shot of whiskey
I can do without
I just need you now
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before
I'm an alcoholic again and smoke 3 packets of cigarettes a day now. I guess it's a way to fill up the hole you left behind when you left for America to form your new band, Gravitation with Sakuma, Nakano, Fujisaki and K. I look at the door and it hurts a little hoping, just hoping you'd come running through that door screaming my name and deafening any person within a 10 mile radius of you. I want your embraces, your kisses, your voice, your touch and most importantly you. I know it's sappy but, I've come to realise that I really do love you, love you more than anything else in the world!
And I wonder if I It's a quarter after one
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now
Remember. Remember when you ran out that door crying for the last time crying and I said I wouldn't miss you and I wouldn't even care if you were lying in a ditch somewhere, dead. I was wrong. Very wrong. I'm constantly, worrying if you're eating, sleeping, living well without me and now I know the fact that you weren't was all my fault and for that I can barely forgive myself. I want you back Shu. I've wanted you more than I've ever wanted something in my life before.
And I don't know how Whoa, whoa
I can do without
I just need you now
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all
I feel so terrible. I've read your letter over what seems like a million times and I still can't believe you thought you were just my 'Boy Toy'. You have no idea how I felt when I had met someone else other than Kitazawa who could break down my walls and see the person behind the cold, demonic mask. I only hung around with those 'sluts' because I was lonely without you around when you were on tour however, that still doesn't justify what I did to you, your heart and your feelings.
It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Please come back Shuichi. I promise I'll change for the better, for you. I know I deserved all the pain I'm getting now as I'm sure yours would have been ten times worse than mine.
I really do love you, Shu and I hope you come back to me.
Love,
Eiri xxx
And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now…
Oh baby, I need you now…
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