I was going to break this up, and put a little on here everyday, but I dont have the time to do that. So this is it let me know what you think.
No copy infragment intended. all mistakes are mine.
Chapter 3
That night Maura went to bed by herself, Jane didn't follow. Maura knew she wouldn't. Maura
went to work the next day. She decided to go see Frost and Korsak before going down to the
morgue, as she stepped out if the elevators of the homicide unit, everything was different. This
had been the first time she had been up here since that day.
Frost and Korsak where sitting at their desk's. Maura was going to say something then she spotted
Jane's desk sitting there empty. Before Frost could even say "hi doc." Maura was gone. Frost was going
to go after her, but Korsak stopped him "Don't Jane is the only one who can help her now". "How Vince
Jane's not here". "Jane will find a way, Trust me Barry." Maura needed someone to talk to, but the one
person she could always talk to wasn't saying a whole lot. Jane continued to say she needed to go,
Maura would take her anywhere she needed to go if Jane would just tell her where. Maura came home
to a dark house again. Jane's not on the couch where she usually is "Jane"? Maura called out, only to get
silence. Maura started to search the house, she found Jane in her bed room looking through her movies
"Jane what are you doing?" "Do you remember the video that you recorded of Frankie, my parents, and
me a while back Maura?" "Yes I remember Jane. Do you want to watch it?" "Yes, can you put it in for me
please?" So Jane stayed up that night watching that video over and over again, having Maura start it
over each time it finished. Maura got a little bit more sleep that night, listening to Jane laugh made her
feel better about the whole situation.
Maura woke up the next morning with Jane standing above her. "What are you doing Jane?" Maura
asked getting out of bed. "You need to let me go Maura." "Go where Jane?" Maura said getting
frustrated "tell me where, and I'll take you". "No Maura you don't understand, you need to let me go."
Maura walked away without saying anything. Maura got to work that day very frustrated, confused, and
angry. She couldn't understand what Jane wanted. Korsak went down to the morgue to see Maura
hunched down in her chair crying. He took one look at her then walked over to her and held her while
she cried. She needed to cry it would make her feel better. When Maura calmed down she looked up at
Korsak, and said "Sorry Vince I think I ruined your suit jacket." "There's the Maura I know always worried
about clothes". That got a laugh out of her "thanks Vince, you made me feel a little bit better." "No
problem doc, that's what I'm here for."
That night Maura took her seat next to Jane on the couch and said "please explain to me where you
need to go." Jane turned to Maura and said. "Do you remember the day I was shot Maura?" "Of course I
do Jane that was the worse day of my life." "Tell me what you remember." "Marino dragged you out of
the morgue, I know you didn't want me to but I followed. When I walked out those doors you already
had the gun to your stomach, and before I could get your name out you had already pulled the trigger.
When I got to you, you where bleeding out I tried to stop it, Vince pulled me away when the EMTs got
there. He drove me to the hospital where Vince, Barry, your parents, and I waited for you to come out of
surgery." "Is that it Maura?" "Yes the rest you know already." "Think really hard Maura. What did the
doctor say when he came out?" Maura thought about it for a while then looked at Jane and said. "Oh
My God Jane."
Maura got up from her place on the couch, and started to pace. "No Jane, that's not right. I'm not
thinking right because you're not...no you're not Jane." "I am Maura I'm dead Maura." Jane said while
getting up off the couch to stand next to Maura "I've been trying to get you to see this for three weeks
now. You need to let me go Maura." "I can't Jane." Maura said sitting back on the couch "I'm not ready
to let you go Jane." Jane sat down next to Maura, and for the first time in three weeks grabbed Maura's
hand. Maura took notice, but it didn't feel right she felt cold. "I have to go Maura." Maura stayed quiet,
it might sound selfish but she thought if she didn't say anything Jane would stay, and never leave her,
that's what she wanted. Jane led Maura to the bedroom and laid down with her, and held her close. "I'm
slipping away Maura I can feel it. I don't want to go until I know you're ok, but I don't think I can stop it."
"I understand Jane; I'll never be ok without you Jane." Maura feel asleep not long after that. Maura
dreamed that night about Jane leaving her, and she knew when she woke up the next morning Jane
wouldn't be there. Maura woke up to an empty bed, and house. She looked everywhere, Jane wasn't
there. Maura curled up on the couch, and cried for what she lost.
The next day when she had the energy she took herself to the cemetery, she found Jane's headstone
sat by it. "You left." is all she said. As Maura was walking back to her car she took one last look at the
grave sit and swore she saw Jane staging there smiling at Maura no longer in pain, which made Maura
smile. The next day Maura made her way up to the homicide unit with a smile on her face until she saw
a woman sitting in Jane desk, when the woman turned to her Maura's smile returned this woman
reminded her of Jane. Frost and Korsac watched the exchange, Korsac noticed the smile when the doc
walked in and silently said a thank you to Jane he knew she would take care of it one way or another.
