It all begins a month after Bella is left in the woods by Edward, she is her typical tortured self and in a bad way.
However, I am a mother and if my daughter gets this hung up over a guy in 17 years time you can bet your ass I wouldn't wait 4 months to have an intervention.
SO Charlie will send Bella away to her mothers after a month but she will make her way back to Forks. She wont meet Jake until he has become the wolf we know and love and then the real fun will begin when she meets Paul. Paul is the usual mesmerizing, incredibly sexy wolf with a troubled past and he is keeping a huge secret from his pack brothers... But that's all your getting out of me for the moment.
I do not own Twilight, trust me if I did I would be sitting on an island right now instead of here with all you of lovely ladies. I have used some quotes from the start of New Moon to begin this and they all belong to SM.
On with the fic…enjoy mwwwhhhaaa!
Chapter 1. The End.
"Bella, we're leaving,"
"When you say we…"
"I mean my family and myself. My world is not for you."
"You…don't…want me?"
"No."
"Don't do this."
"You're not good for me, Bella."
I replayed it over and over in my head, like a broken record. The look on his face as he said those things was so…final.
I was not good enough for him; I wasn't good enough for anybody. Even Charlie had grown tired of me, he was sending me away, but I couldn't find it in myself to care. Without Edward it didn't matter where I was, I would never feel whole again. I could hear dad on the phone now, from where I sat at the top of the stairs.
"Renee, I don't want to do this…just so you know, but Bella, she needs her mum right now. It breaks my heart to see her like this, like an empty shell. But I am a man, I can't comfort her the way you could."
Charlie went silent as he listened to what mum had to say, I could tell he was agitated the way he was pacing.
"I am not over reacting Renee. Just get her better and send her back to me please, I am begging you to take her for a while. I have tried and tried, nothing is working, and that kid has done a number on her!"
Mum must have reluctantly agreed because Charlie sighed in relief and leaned back against the wall.
"Thank you Renee, honestly I wouldn't ask, if I couldn't fix her myself."
Dad didn't say goodbye, I heard him hang the phone back up on the wall. I had felt a pang of hurt at the end of the conversation. But I can't say I blame him, I would get rid of me too.
"Bella?" Charlie called appearing at the bottom of the stairs, shocked to find me sitting at the top of them, looking down at him with an empty expression.
"You heard everything huh?' Charlie sat on the bottom step, looking up at me; he was tired and old today.
"Yes, I did… I am sorry dad, I didn't mean to do anything wrong." I couldn't bring myself to cry.
"Bella! Kid you haven't done anything wrong, but that's just it, you never do anything anymore. You go to school and work and come home. You are…lifeless Bella. You need a life. And that's why I am doing this. It's only till after Christmas…if you want to come back home, then you can. But I will understand if you stay there. In the warm."
I looked at my dad carefully, he never said so much to me. I felt a huge wave of guilt wash over me suddenly; I had put him through a lot this last month. I decided not to argue, but I did want to come back to Forks, when he would let me. Being with Renee is a whole lot worse than being here with Charlie.
"Okay dad."
"Okay…? No argument or trying to talk me out of it?"
"No argument…" I looked down at my bare feet and dug my toes into the carpet.
Dad stood up and started up the stairs he stopped beside me and rubbed the top of my head, before going to his room.
I stood up and went and sat in my favourite chair in my room looking out at the yard. I couldn't help but to settle back into thinking about Edward's last words to me. My thoughts were inescapable.
Maybe I should just end it all, save everyone the trouble. I got up out of the chair when my bottom had gone numb and moved to my old computer. I turned it on and it buzzed to life. I began an email to Alice, I am assuming like their mobile numbers, they would have deleted their email accounts, but maybe, just maybe I could get this message to her.
Dearest Alice,
My dad is sending me to live with mum in Jacksonville. I am sad and lonely without you guys and Edward. I am lost. Please tell Edward where I have gone, just in case maybe, he changes his mind one day. I will be waiting for him…forever, please tell him that.
All my love,
Bella.
I pressed send and immediately switched the computer off without shutting it down properly. I pulled a suitcase out from under my bed and began packing. No use putting it off.
"Bella? You're packing already?" Dad asked appearing in the doorway.
"May as well." I answered quietly.
"I will see if I can get you on a flight tomorrow then."
Charlie left me alone. I knew he was hurt, probably felt betrayed as I did. But I couldn't make myself comfort him; the guilt I felt was a refreshing change to the hurt and betrayed feelings that have consumed me.
"Well kid, I will see you soon okay."
Charlie had to force himself to say those words, I could tell. We hadn't said more than 2 words to each other since yesterday.
"Okay Char…dad."
I started to walk towards the departure gate and handed the attendant my ticket when I heard it.
"I love you Bells."
I turned around and dad was standing where I left him, hands in his pockets.
"I love you too Dad." I was surprised the words had slipped from my mouth so easily.
I smiled and waved as I disappeared around the corner.
I settled myself on the plane and threw my earphones on. I hadn't listened to music since HE left, but planes made me nervous, so this would be the exception.
I couldn't help but notice that a little sadness and betrayal left me the further and further I got away from Forks.