Dreaming of you?

I close my eyes and kiss his cool lips. we tremble as we make contact. I deepen the kiss, getting hungrier and hungrier with ever stroke and brush against his warming lips . I couldn't get enough. I hold on to his small waist for fear that I might slip away from him. I didn't want to disappear I like it here. I belong here. After a minute I feel him break away and I panic, quickly opening my eyes. He captivates me , his emerald eyes pleading. I don't understand.

He begins to say something, but his voice is soundless. I don't understand. I see him pleading harder , frustrated. I shake my head. I don't understand. Tears then begin to stream down his cheeks, he is yelling now, shaking his head becoming even more frustrated. I…I don-

He starts to walk away shaking his head like he was giving up on me. I don't understand.

I feel myself panicking. I yell for him. He turns around to face me already so far away.

I reach my hand out towards him and his eyes light up, but he doesn't move a step. He wants me to go after him I realize. I smile at this knew found knowledge and proceed to take a step. I can't move…im stuck. I look down at my feet willing them to move, but they wont budge. I look up at him startling confusion in my eyes. His face drains of color making him look much paler than he already was. More tears run down his face. He had then a vibe about him like he was losing something important. suddenly he begins to deteriorate. literally turning into dust in the wind. I still cannot move but i cry out. I don't understand ! Once he was gone I was able to move again. I had just lost something important why? I don't…

~yes i know it was very short, but its basically a preface of some sort? to be continued...if i remember ...