Hello Everyone! VERY VERY VERY LONG TIME NO SEE.

First off, I want to thank every one of you for all the reviews and PM's. I read them all last night and they made me smile. :D I want to apologize for disappearing nearly three years.

Okay, so those who follow me on DA, tumblr, etc. you may know or still may not know, I am currently in my last semester in college. I actually have five more weeks until I finish college now.

For those who have been commenting, PMing, reviewing why I haven't been on lately, you all deserve to know the truth and I'm no longer ashamed to say why.

Here's the reason.

I know what you might be thinking...(Probably want me dead for leaving you all like this without a word. I don't blame you haha)

The thing was, there was a couple of things I was going through.

At the time before my last update, I had really bad writer's block. But at first, I thought it would last a month or two. But it was more than just that. During this time of my semester, I had a couple of panic attacks, had a bad semester in 2012 were I passed my classes but I did not do well as I usually did since I am usually an A and B student.

The funny thing was I just didn't care. Then one day, when I was at the bus stop, I started listening to music, trying to plan out a layout for this fanfic Under the Same Moon, but then I realized I was crying a lot without making a sound. Tears kept pouring out and I could not stop. It really scared me and it was because I realized I was not okay when I was writing a line when Korra said "The thing is-I'm not okay Asami. I'm not..." That's when I lost it.

I found myself crying when I was typing out a story. It was the oddest thing. (LMAO trust me it wasn't because I thought I was a great writer or what I wrote moved me because it's not). It also wasn't just my writing. It was also my art. I love to draw and I come from a long line of artists and well, I found myself my stuff was not as good as I wanted to be, and then eventually, I didn't want to draw anymore and that is what basically scared me and when I realized I was sad. I felt if I couldn't draw well, I couldn't write well. So I just stopped. I was too scared to tell you all.

There were times I had to force myself to get out of bed to do things and how I did so was to keep a waterbottle next to me so I could splash it on my face to get up and change. There were times, where I would convince myself I could not cry in a classroom and if it was too much go I went to the bathroom, set my alarm for 5 mins, and allowed for 5 mins to cry in the bathroom until the beep came up, and when it did, I made myself stop, wipe my tears, and proceeded to go onward without crying throughout the day. Then there were times I could not sleep at night because I felt selfish for feeling this way when my friends had worse things going on with their lives and all relied on my to protect them because I am like the mother of my group.

But then I read some forums and realized it was not selfish to feel this way and it was okay to feel like this and heal on my own terms. So I set goals for myself, found healing through music, and other odd therapy activities I created myself. All in all, I became better in time.

About 2013 I was going to write again having overcome some issues I had with myself and such. But then, that's when things got worse. My dad lost his job and I was already applying for jobs but never got one because I never had experience.

Basically, apart from school, I was trying to find a job because my family was barely getting by and then our one and only car broke.

Finally, by the May 2013, I got a job as a office assistant from a medical office. I was so happy because my boss is so nice and gave me a chance knowing I never had a job and was willing to take the time to teach me everything.

This part time job helped me family so much so, we never had to ask anyone in our family to borrow money, and I was able to save enough to finally buy my family a new car as well.

But the sad thing was, apart from working part time and going to school full time, I felt bad that artistically, I craved to write and draw again, but found myself unable too.

These past years, I wanted to finish college since I made a plan and stuck by it when I got here and when my family hit the lowest point, I knew I had to do something. I was blessed with a wonderful job and boss and was able to provide for my family which is the most important thing to me. Now that I am finishing with school, I decided to probably take a semester -1 year off to go back to writing and drawing while working, but I have a new goal. I want to go to grad school probably in my same college and major in Special Education.

Now, that I am finishing up, I wanted to let you know I am intending to come back finishing my stories and have ideas for new ones. :)

I plan to update around the third week in December 2014 which is around the Holidays.

Once again thank you all so much.

BEFORE I FORGET! I do need a Beta reader for my works. XD

Yesterday I went to re-read my fanfics and omg I am so embarrassed of all the typos in my stories lmao. XD So if anyone would be willing to look at my stuff, that would be great. Of course, you will read my works before anyone else and I will mention you of course in the updates.