Warning: First chapter talks about rape. Before you intend to bash me about my way of doing this story, just shut up and wait for ten chapters to understand.

If you do not like it, or cannot stomach it, please read Captivated instead.

Chapter 01

On Edge

Now—

"What's wrong Taichou?" Rangiku looked at her short captain in curiosity as he suddenly dropped his brush in the middle of his report. "…Taichou?" He looked as if he had forgotten something important.

A bad omen was coming his way in a slow, steady—deadly manner, and he knew that he should most likely take the rest of the day off. Taking quick actions, he stood up from his seat in front of his desk as he told the lieutenant to take care of whatever was left of the work. The captain began to take his haste leave before he would get into some serious trouble with the wrong type of people—person, rather. It was not that he was scared, it was that he was dreading the wrath of that the man would throw in his direction if he managed to find out what happened. Sliding the door open to make his escape, he was repelled from the entrance when bouncing off a body that stood firmly in his path.

"K-Kurosaki." The captain took an uneasy step back.

For a little over six years, Kurosaki Ichigo had regained his Shinigami powers, and Soul Society has been doing everything in its power to please him. He did not want anyone to do things for him, but he was like a God for his strength and for taking care of Aizen Sousuke for everyone. Much to his dismay, he had his own place to stay at when he was visiting Seireitei since they could afford to be so generous.

"Hey Toushirou, how long has it been?" Ichigo took a step in, Toushirou took a step back. "Two weeks?"

'He knows…' That damn sister of his had been on his case for the past year, and she was scary enough to drug him to have him go along with things. "M-Matsumoto, you're excused. Go drink elsewhere…"
As she was about to get up, Ichigo spoke. "No, she's staying right there." His demands were ten times more important to listen to now—and even the captains had to listen to him. "She should know, right?"
"Kurosaki, I'm begging you not to do this here." Toushirou did not sound as if he was begging, but his eyes pleaded the angry male to reconsider any scolding that he would do right now. "You can take it—"
"Don't, tell me what to do." With no reiatsu again to destroy him, he slammed the sliding door shut. "How has it been, Rangiku-san?" He looked at her cheerfully, "can you pour me some sake please?"

She nodded nervously before glancing at the back of her captain's head in worry; he was not the type to roll over for anyone. If there were a possibility that her captain was on Ichigo's bad side, she would be torn between whose side she should defend. Ichigo walked passed Toushirou who tensed in case he was going to be struck in some manner, but he came to the desk to take the cup of sake. It was scaring the lieutenant to see that her captain was waiting to be attacked when they were at Ichigo's command.

"Thank you," he went over to sit on the couch that faced the desk to save Toushirou the embarrassment of having his subordinate staring at him. "Sit." The captain slowly obeyed, sitting across from him now. "I gave you fair warning years ago, and you agreed to them. Do you know the extent of what you did?"

"In my defense, I was drugged." Hurt turquoise liquid pools painfully stared at the coffee table between the couches. "My actions are inexcusable, I admit it, and I apologize for the trouble that I have caused."
"Do you know, the extent, of what you did." This time, the question was more firm. "Your, actions, just caused us more trouble than you can possibly even imagine." The cup in his hand broke easily.
Usually, Toushirou would not be afraid of Ichigo, but he had good reason as to why he should be. "No," he answered truthfully. "I do not know the extent of the damages that I have done, Kurosaki Ichigo."

"And that's a problem," he replied, picking the shards out of his hand casually as the cuts were healing. "I was being very generous, Toushirou, when helping Hinamori heal." The captain flinched in fear that his childhood friend would be brought into the subject. "Then you go behind my back and betray me?" Once his hand was healed thanks to his Zanpakutou, he used his fullbring powers to rebuild the cup and pour the spilt sake in it. "In all honesty, I almost went to see her first, and repay the favor that you did."

"Kurosaki—"

"But unlike you, I have control." He watched Toushirou bite his lip when he was interrupted. "Rangiku-san," his gentle, but terrifying gaze, turned to her. "Would you mind leaving for a bit?" The woman was a little too scared to oblige to his orders. "Don't worry, I won't kill him. Now go fool around, please."

With little comfort in his statement, she began to leave the office, passing a glance at her captain; his gaze reeked of unimaginable fear. Whatever happened between those two, it was obvious whom the guilty party was, and who the executioner was going to be. Not about to risk her life by listening in on their conversation, she went on a little walk to go visit some others that were off duty. Now there was absolutely nothing to hold Ichigo back from throwing his wrath at the well-respected little captain.

"Kurosaki…" Toushirou frowned apologetically at him. "I did not intend it to get this far."

"Do you know what pisses me off most?" He watched the captain look up at him worriedly. "I saved your ass after I lost my Shinigami powers. What would have happened if I wasn't there!" Ichigo stood up and kicked the coffee table, shattering it with the amount of force he used. "Every damn time you were there in my world, I let you stay at our house." His hand grabbed the captain, throwing him across the room whereas Toushirou did not try to defend himself. "We fed you and gave you shelter you bastard."

"Kurosaki—please!"

He was shoved against the far wall, pinned between it and the man that was firmly pressed against his backside aggressively. His lower half of his shihakusho was dropped to the floor before the rest of his clothing, other than his socks, were removed to have him stripped naked. The captain was frozen in fear as the memories flood into his mind, and it did not help when he was turned around to face the man. Toushirou wanted to cover his body and cry out his displeasure at being nude if front of someone, but whatever he would say would not help him.

"You remember this fear, don't you?" Ichigo's angry voice simmered to a gentle tone. The other nodded slowly before sliding to the ground. He knew that he broke Toushirou's already unstable mind, and he knelt down in front of him. "I saved you from being used, you learned that fear, and yet you did it to Karin, Toushirou." The captain feared looking at him, but Ichigo held his chin to grab his attention. "You being drunk, drugged, or perfectly fine, why did you have the urge to rape my little sister? Huh?"

"S-She's been attempting to pressure me for a year to sleep with her because she began to like me the time she met me before the war against Aizen. I always refused, but she spiked my drink while you were at work!" Toushirou wanted to cover himself up, but knew he was being punished. "Your sister is crazy! You know that I run to your room when I can't handle them, but I accidentally locked myself out of your room. All I was trying to do was get away from her! I can't even remember most of it that day!"

"But you remember what you did to her?"
"Vividly… when I woke up, I knew what I did."
"Then why did you not come to me at that time?"
"You would have killed me! You obviously want to!"

"Yes, I want to kill you. For betraying me, and what you did to my sister." Ichigo had a quiet but serious tone now. "But because of you, I might have to sacrifice my human life. So it makes me angry, Brother."
Toushirou looked at him in fear, hurt, and confusion. 'He has never called me that before—' Eyes then tore open in horror. "N-No… that's not possible Kurosaki, that was the only time that I was with her—"
"It only takes one time to get a girl pregnant." He stood up slowly. "Get dressed, I proved my point." As Toushirou obeyed, Ichigo continued. "You're banned from my world unless I give you permission."
The captain tried to think about this. "I have duties to your sister. Shouldn't I be there?" His morals and responsibilities always came first. "I will do everything in my power t—" He shuttered at the man's gaze.
"I believe your power has done enough. Finish dressing." He could sense the lieutenant returning. "As much as I want to have you thrown in a cell, no one benefits from it. Not me, not Karin, not the baby."
"K-Kurosaki…" Toushirou finished getting dressed. "Can't she—" that was the wrong way to suggest it. "Isn't possible to have an abortion—" he was grabbed by his haori and shoved into the chair at the desk.

"You took away a few hours of her life, why should she take the life that has yet a chance to live?"

That was true, why should she do that to unborn, why should she when it was his fault that all of this had happened—even if she drugged him. Thinking about how all of this could have been avoided if he had just stayed in Ichigo's room; the thought caused him to smirk with distaste. His hair was grabbed by the taller male who was not happy about seeing his lips curve into any type of smile, and it was his fault.

"I-I'm sorry!" He yiped. The grip on his hair was strong, and he thought that he was going to lose more than a few strands of hair. "I-I'll do whatever you say Kurosaki! You know that!" With his grasp loosening ever-so-slowly, there was nothing that Toushirou could do but calm down. "…I'll do whatever you say…"

"I know." Ichigo sat on the desk, glaring at him. "I won't trash your reputation as a Taichou, yet, at least. But there are a lot of things that can go wrong with that unborn, both before and after birth since me and my sisters are half-Shinigami and half-human." He glare softened; trying not to be so angry about it.

"What if humans can't see the baby after birth?" He whispered when sensing Rangiku coming closer to the office. "I don't think a gigai would be able to grow at the rate it would need. What if it has to—"
"My father will have to deliver the infant, Yuzu will have to wait outside. If she sees the baby, then it can stay on Earth. If she can't see it, then I would have to part with my life as a human, to raise it here."
"Kurosaki… I can't let you do that. I know you're furious with me, but I'm sure that I can take parental care of my own child if it were to come down to it." Toushirou nervously grabbed the man's clothing.
"You know nothing about babies, you're still practically one yourself despite your age." He saw the plea in the other's eyes to beg him for no fights. "Also, your duties as Taichou, is your main priority, right?"
Angry at the accusation that being a captain was the only thing he cared about, and he threw his head down as he yelled "If I'm going to be having a baby, then I have other responsibilities from now on too!"

Rangiku slid open the door, eyes wide. "S-Sorry, I… I was coming back with tea. I… I thought the talk was over since Taichou's reiatsu calmed down for a moment. Uh…" She looked at the tray nervously now.

"What is it?" Ichigo tried not to bite her head off.

"I know Taichou's been going to your world a lot recently. But I didn't know that you two were in an actual relationship." She carefully put the tray on the coffee table. "Congratulations on your pregnancy Taichou! I hope you deliver a healthy baby. I'll be there whenever you need me!" Rangiku then fled.

"W-Wait! I'm not—!" Toushirou's jaw dropped in horror.

The male carrot top was also surprised, but he did not show it. Instead, he showed some interest in what the woman said. Rangiku had actually believed that these two stubborn mules were in a relationship, and that Toushirou could actually go through pregnancy. It was not impossible when there were plenty of psychotic scientists that would love to make it happen, and it sounded very amusing. Toushirou saw the look in Ichigo's eyes… the angry male had obviously thought of something that was most likely going to be the end of him.

"Why Toushirou, what a great idea." Ichigo wanted him to suffer greatly for what he did. "Why don't you have a baby, hmm? It sounds like a nice idea." The captain looked at him worriedly, knowing this would not end well. "Urahara-san has been working on a project like that. You would be a fine candidate."

"You can't be serious…" Turquoise hues revealed fear again. "K-Kurosaki, do you know how that—"

"I don't care how it would look." He interrupted. "At least this way, no one would know you raped my little sister and got her pregnant. When they hear 'pregnancy' and 'baby,' they'll be thinking it's you in the conversation, and not her." Ichigo was being cruel. "Who knows, do so, and I'll let you care for your child with Karin. You will know her pain, and everything else. So, what is it going to be, Toushirou?"

Said male looked away. "I-I'm a man… I can't get pregnant…"

"You can, and you will. That is, if you want anything to do with your unborn child." It was obvious that he was having too much fun with this sick idea. "If you get pregnant, I'll let you stay in my world while still doing your duties as a Taichou. You already know the pros and cons about being pregnant, right?"

"If I'm pregnant, you won't hit me anymore." He muttered cautiously, but only earned a smirk; hitting a nail on the head. "But if I get pregnant… I'll be a laughing stock! I said I would help your sister, but even I can't even raise a baby on my own, I know nothing about them!" A faint reiatsu headed over. "Oh no…"

Soon enough, Momo came in, smiling. "Rangiku-san told me everything!" She came over and jumped up on his desk. "Congratulations Shirou-chan! Are you hoping it's going to be a boy or a girl? A boy, right?"
Hearing her even think this, did he mentality harm. "Hina—"
"I never thought that you would be so brave as to actually seek help to get pregnant, it sounds really scary!" Momo was so thrilled, it killed the captain. "I'll be sure to help you in any way possible!"
"But Hinamori, I'm not—" Again, he was interrupted.

"Hinamori-san," Ichigo spoke softly. "Do you want to have a baby too?"
"Of course I would! Especially if it was yours! You did so much for me t—"
Toushirou slammed his hands on the desk. "That's enough! Get out Hinamori!"
"S-Sorry." Momo cowered in fear at his tone before having to run from the office.

The captain mentally cursed himself when he found himself backed in a corner. "If I don't get pregnant, you're going to impregnate Hinamori, aren't you?" There was no answer. He sighed. "Fine… I'll do it."

"Let's go."

"O-Oh… Kurosaki-san, Hitsugaya-Taichou!" Kisuke smiled nervously. "W-What a pleasant surprise!"

"Yeah. Isn't it." The carrot top was still irritated as he nudged the captain forth a little roughly. "Go on."
"But Kurosaki, I can't—" He was glared at by the other. Toushirou turned to Kisuke. 'I have no choice…'
"Tell him why we are here so he can get started, Toushirou." His tone was entirely aggressive to him.
'It's me or Hinamori,' his attention went to Kisuke, blushing slightly even though angry. "I want to carry."
Kisuke blinked confusedly. "If you want to work here, I guess you can carry some boxes around out—"

"No!" He snapped; his patience thinning at the ultimatum around his neck. "I want to be pregnant."

Even more confused, the mad genius looked behind the captain to see Ichigo as he was given a short nod to confirm what he just heard. He knew that Karin was pregnant with this captain's help, so why would he want to become suddenly pregnant, too? Given the situation and Ichigo's deadly glare, there were things that he could easily puzzle together, and decided to give in. Kisuke flapped his fan open merrily while telling Toushirou that he would be more than happy to help him in his time of need.

"There are three options that I can give you!" He grinned widely. "One—"

"He'll take option three." Ichigo stated firmly. "He needs to know how it feels like to be raped."
The captain whirled around to look at the angry male. "K-Kurosaki, I'm already agreeing to your terms!"
"And?" He showed no mercy to the now terrified captain who heard the last word clearly. "Your point?"
"Kurosaki-san…" Kisuke nervously joined the conversation. "If you wanting him to get jumped by—"
"No, I will be the partner in this. Otherwise things would be more conflicting than necessary."
"You want me to be pregnant with your baby?"Toushirou looked at him in horror. "Was this your—"

Instantly, he slapped over the face and grabbed to be dangled in the air. "If you had corrected Rangiku-san, I wouldn't have to. She's already going around and telling everyone that we're a pair. I don't know about you, but I do not want to be called a liar by anyone, especially Hinamori-san who's still healing."

Toushirou nodded weakly in order to be placed back on the ground to turn to the banished scientist; wishing this was not happening to him. There was nothing that he could do to prevent this situation from happening now, and all he could do is grit his teeth and bear with everything. Kisuke knew not to ask for the reasons of the desire of being pregnant when he knew that Ichigo was forcing him to. This was not going to be a simple task for anyone, but it was going to allow him to give the experiment a test.

"For starters, I would need a semen sample from you to reconfigure, and convert multiple sperm in to eggs to gather the healthiest ones available for the process. While that happens, I would have to place a disposable uterus inside of you with a small tear in your rectum to be the passage. Be it sex or insertion is between you two, please leave me out of it." Kisuke grabbed a small cup and handed it to the captain.

Toushirou thought that he misheard everything and looked to Ichigo to clarify this, but he did not help.

When he left to attempt giving an example, Kisuke turned to look at Ichigo with a serious look.

"This is dangerous—not just the attempt of pregnancy, but your motives too." He frowned at him. "He's a Taichou that takes work seriously, and he stresses just as easily as you. Miscarriage is a risk for him."
"I'll let him have three tries to become pregnant, if he can't carry, then he doesn't have to continue trying." Ichigo stated firmly, looking at the scientist. "I thought you would be happy with this chance."
"Don't get me wrong, I'm more than grateful for the opportunity to test this experiment of mine. But to have Hitsugaya-Taichou's body endure the process of a pregnancy and expect him to go to full term?"
"If he can't go to term, then he won't have to endure anything else, because miscarriage after process would be painful enough for him." The carrot top explained quietly. "I may be a jerk, but I have a heart."

Toushirou had hid behind a door to listen to the two have their conversation before actually going to the bathroom to try giving a sample. It was hard for him to be erected after everything that had happened with Ichigo's sister, and then Ichigo himself attacking him. Without acknowledging time, fifteen minutes passed by, and Kisuke knocked on the door to ask if everything was okay and coming along. There was no answer, so he left to get reinforcement that was waiting in the other room for things to hurry up so he could go home. Ichigo knocked on the bathroom door once before announcing that he was going to enter whether the occupant liked it or not.

"Something wrong?" He asked patiently, but still on the firm side.
Toushirou was too afraid to look at him. "I… I can't get aroused."
"I have dinner to cook Toushirou." The man walked over to him.
His body backed into a corner. "I-I'm sorry—I'm trying! Really!"

"Shh…" Ichigo hushed him softly as he came closer to him, placing his lips to his ear. "Do you want to get this over with?" The captain nodded worriedly. "Are you okay with me touching you, Toushirou?" Again, he nodded as his eyes fluttered shut. A hand came down to caress the slightly bruised penis from jerking at it too hard and too rough. "Even you cause yourself harm, huh?" In order for him to get aroused, Ichigo did whatever was necessary to have him ejaculate a sample, which happened in less than a minute. "Good boy." To his surprise, the captain had been clinging to his chest. "Are you crying?" Since it was best not to lie, Toushirou nodded slowly. 'Remembering that pain, aren't you.' He fixed his pants and managed to dry the captain's tears away. "You have more things to do today, Toushirou. Let's go."

Toushirou could only obey, or suffer something worse.

Author Note: This just a big, big, tease to a few people I know. I do not have that many chapters finished for it. But I am feeling generous today.

Pointers...

Yes, Karin MAY HAVE slipped Toushirou a drug, and Toushirou MAY HAVE went after her sexually and abusively.

Just because it sounds "light mannered" about rape, does not mean that it won't hit harder in later chapter.

But guess what? There MIGHT be a chance that either Karin or Toushirou, or BOTH of them are lying about the drug and rape.