Because I'm obsessed with Beckett having little Castle babies!

Castle = Not mine.

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"Hi, Mom."

Detective Kate Beckett crouched down on the ground next to her mother's grave, laying a handful of flowers at the headstone.

"Sorry I haven't been to see you very much recently. Life has been… busy." She chuckled to herself. "Rick and I have been married for six months, today. I still can't believe I'm Mrs. Katherine Castle now! It's surreal, really.

"Work is good. We are closer than we ever thought to finding your killer, Mom. It's definitely hard, for everyone. Castle follows me wherever I go. I swear that man is going to get himself killed someday, and I feel like it's going to be my fault. I'm putting everyone I love in danger, but I can't stop. I can't stop until I find him.

"But, ummmm, Dad's doing good too. He loves coming over to the loft and hanging out with Alexis. They get along so well, he has adopted her as his own granddaughter. Speaking of granddaughters. I—I've had this weird feeling lately. Mom, I think I'm pregnant. And I don't know what to do! I haven't told Rick yet, heck, I don't even know if my suspicions are correct!

"I needed to tell you first. Maybe it would take a little weight off my shoulders, or something. I don't know. God, how can I even do this? I mean, raising a child with the life I have? I'm a cop, a detective. I'm constantly put in the path of danger! I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I'm even cut out to be a mother.

"But a child – a baby – seems like a blessing at the same time. You know? Like a sign from the universe. Rick, will just be overjoyed, I can just see his face! He is such a wonderful father and he constantly tells me I would make a great mother. I want to believe him. And I know I would love our child. A girl perhaps. A daughter, that I can play dress up with, braid her hair, and giggle over silly movies. A baby girl.

She pauses, collecting her thoughts as she stands.

"I wish you were here, Mom. I could use your guidance. I miss you, Mom, every single day. I love you."

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So, basically every chapter/drabble will be a month. I will try to update every other day. Try, being the keyword.

R&R (I hate saying that)