Rawrrr, so, my first fanfic, uhm ,hope you like it i guess :p school for me just started, so ill try to update as often as I can, but I really don't have that high of expectations , but anywho

Yes, I know the name is EXTREMELY lame, but shh, it's 12:30 and I'm leaving it like that :p

I don't own anything, recess, names, nothing :p if I did, I probably wouldn't be writing this

Spinelli's POV

Ok, so I'm in high school now, just started my junior year to be exact. Me and the gang are still as close as ever, but recently I've noticed myself become closer to one one of them perticularly. T.J Detweiler. Just his name gives me butterflys, but I had admitting that, even to myself, just too...girly.

I definatly couldnt tell him, or anyone else for that matter. Not even Gretchen, she would most likly end up telling one of the other guys and soon the whole group, if not school, would no, and I definatly coulnt let that happen.

Things would just get too weird.

I'm almost posative he likes Ashley A. I mean, he admitted to liking her freshman year, but alot can change in two years. Two years ago I didn't like T.J. I guess the whole thing started the middle of sophmore year.

flashback

We had all gone to the waterpark after not seeing each other much for a few weeks due to being grounded, or too much homework, or whatever. Anyways, everyone got there except T.J. everyone was in the water except me, i don't like the whole 'bikini' thing, so i was sitting with a black sweatshirt over my red bikini ( Gretchen picked) unzipped, but covering my chest and stomach with my feet in the water.

Then he walked in, red hat like always, but something was different, his famous green sweatshirt was alot looser. I guess T.J's 'whatver' was working out, because as soon as he took it off. Damn, and I really mean damn, he looked way hot. All his puppy fat was just gone, and it left behind a very toned chest that drove me nuts.

He didn't seem to think much of it, nor did anyone else in the gang.

He jumped in, purposely splashing me in the process

"What the hell Detweiler?" I yelled playfully, splashing him back.

"Oops, sorry, it was an accident" he said with a cute smirk

"Whatever" I smiled back.

"So Spin, you going to get your ass in the water? or am I going to have to drag you in?" he said noncelountly "

"You wouldnt dare" I said narrowing my eyes at him

Before I could get up, or even think to do anything else, T.J leaned forward and grabbed my legs "Hey Vince, get her sweatshirt off!" He called over his shoulder

"No! Vince! Don't you dare!" I yelled, but he already pulled it off, and had my arms

T.J. pulled himself out of the water and lifted me up

"T.J. I swear, do this, and I'll kill you, take a moment to think about what your doing and who your doing it to" I said, not wanting to go in the water

"Eh, I'm not scared" He said smiling, and with that I was thrown in the water,

When I came up all five of them were laughing, but I only noticed T.J, the way the water ran down his chest, and his still dry hair hanging in his face, it was a very rare occation when he didn't have his hat on, but I wish he'd take it off more often

end of flashback

Now don't get me wrong, I'd be really shallow to base me feelings for T.J solely on the fact that his body had changed, but there was more than that,

After that he treated me differently, I mean, he was always caring to the gang, but it just felt, i don't know, different.

I mean ever since last year I've been crazy about him, but i try my hardest to make sure he doesn't notice, although, sometimes when it's just the two of us or something, I feel like he knows.

T.J's POV

''Dammit! Stupid Chemestry, if it werent for you and your stupid-ness, I wouldnt be failing, and I wouldnt be grounded for two weeks' I thought to myself while laying in bed a few minuets after getting lecured from good ol' Mom and Dad.

I wonder what Spinelli's doing, for some reason, after a few minuets of letting my mind wander, it always came down to her. 'It's just cause she lives the closest and you can walk there' I tried convincing myself

But non the less, I needed to get out of the house, so I grabbed my hat and out the window I climbed

When I got to her house her bedroom light was on, so I climbed up the tree like I had done half a million times before, pushed her window open and stepped in to the empty room

When Spinelli turned 15, her parents renovated her room, giving her her own bathroom, a bay window, and a small walk in closet. The closet was wide open unlike the bathroom so I assumed she was in there.

I sat on the ledge and waited for her, looking around her bedroom. Mostly the same stuff that had always been there, but a few new things, like a black dresser and alot more pictures of the gang, and of me and her.

I heard the door open and looked towards it "Oh hey Spin I..Shit!" My jaw dropped but I quickly turned away, thinking about what I just saw, Ashley Spinelli, standing in her doorway, dripping wet, towel around her body, and her hair pulled into a messy bun with two strands of hair around her face "Sorry, Sorry, Sorry!" I said trying not to be too loud, in case someone else were to hear.

"Dammit Teej! What the hell are you doing here? you scared the shit out of me!" She yelled

"Sorry, but hey, watch your mouth" I said jokingly

"Fuck" she said laughing "Damn, really though, Your just lucky I wore a towel this time" she added wlaking into her closet and turning on the light before closing the door

'What? how was that lucky?' wait, shit, did I really just think that? c'mon get a grip man shes your best friend 'But shes hot! it's not your fault your best friends hot!'

Well, I was right, Spinelli had definatly grown up, in the best way possible, her body had gone from straight and flat to curvy in all the right places, I had never noticed since she typically wore baggy clothes to school, but this one time a while back, we went to a water park and i saw what she really had going on, and wow.

I heard her tell Gretchen she was going to dress differently this year and my heart jumped, not trying to sound like a total perv, but c'mon, I'm a seventeen year old guy, what do you expect?

A few minuets later, she walked out of her closet with a tight rolling stones tee and baggy pajamma pants, and pulled her hair out of the bun 'which for some reason seemed to be done in slow motion'

"So what do you want?" She asked interupting my thoughts

"What a guy can't go to his best friends house just to say hi?" I asked defensivly

She just looked at me with one eye brow raised, she did this often and I found it extreamly hot

"Fine, you caught me, I'm grounded for failing, so you mind helping me witch Chem.?"

"Yea sure" she smiled, getting her back pack and sitting at her desk "come here Detweiler"

"Aww, I didn't mean now!" I said disapointedly

"Teej?" She said with that look again

"Fine" I grumbled and kneeled next to her