Would you wake me up?

He thinks for a minute that maybe, just maybe, he's lost his mind.

He's back to his old appearance and in a way his old ways. He is sitting with his back against the wooden wall and his hair trails past his bare feet.

When he looks around he notices Nanami, in her school uniform. Briefly Yukiji crosses his mind, only because of where he is now and not because his god reminds him of her. In fact, both couldn't be more different.

When she turns to look at him his breath catches in his throat, unusual for him since he is always so in control of his emotions and of his body.

The light in her eyes is smoldering and he can't help but react, his stomach clenching with an ache had hadn't realized he held.

Tilting his head he beckoned her to come closer, curling his fingers on the hem of her skirt and trailing his other hand up her leg. Her skin is silky soft and his tongue come out to lick his suddenly dry lips.

Nanami leans forward, unable to hold herself upright, and clutches a handful of his silvery hair tugging as to pull him up. Faster than she can see he is on his knees before her, both of his hands cradling her hips and pulling her tighter against him.

When she gasps he takes advantage of her open mouth, dominating her in the way he has always wanted to, but has never allowed himself to the fear of getting hurt and loosing himself almost fresh on his mind. But he deems it impossible, here and now that it could happen when with Nanami.

Trailing his mouth and fangs down her neck, to her collarbone and now bare shoulder (he has already used his claws to get rid of the annoyance caused by her clothes) he enjoys the sounds she is incapable of masking. His mouth is on the slope of her breast and she is straddling him almost riding him but not quite, and oh how he wishes she would press herself closer so he could be able to feel her heat when he hears a twitter.

It's growing louder and he tries to shoo it off but he is unable too. And the splash of water is so sudden he wakes up sputtering.

Onikiri and Kotetsu hide behind the paper door twittering their laughter, when he glares daggers at them they know it's wise to disappear.

Plopping down, he swears, and shakes his head.

Even he knows he isn't that brave or that daring anymore.

In retrospect, he wishes he was.

The title is in reference to Natalia Kills ~Wonderland