Hi everyone...I know it has been like forever since I last updated! Sorry. Everything just got piled on me with uni and RL which sucks, but I finally sat down and put actual pen to paper and it helped and look you have a new chapter!
I hope you all are still with me...
Disclaimer: Do not own...Obviously!
JPOV
Yes you will be coming soon if I have anything to do about I think to myself as I watch Edward walk back towards the bed in just his boxers, and I can't help but be mesmerised at the outline of his beautiful cock, and all the things I would to do it…I am brought out of my musing about Edward's cock as he slides into bed next to me and starts to get comfy on my chest.
"Mmmm, night Jas" he mumbles as he places a quick kiss to my chest.
It takes a me few seconds to respond, shocked that he is going to sleep, but it's my birthday I can't help the pout that graces my face as I whine exactly this.
"What do you mean 'but it's your birthday' Jas?" he ask lifting his head up and looking at me in the face obviously spotting the pout I have a quickly tries to kiss it away.
"I mean it's my birthday…usually that leads to birthday sex" I said back trying to keep the pout on my face and not smile at the very confused expression of Ed's face.
"But Jas….there is like a houseful of people…" he says back trying to placate me, as my hand starts to wonder down his body towards his ass causing him to squirm slightly which causes my hand to slip further down his back and sneakily under his boxers heading straight between his cheeks to his hole.
"But it's my birthday baby, and as the birthday boy I want my birthday sex…with my fucking hot boyfriend" I murmur out as I slowly rub my finger over his hole adding slightly more pressure with each pass.
"Mmm…Jas….fuck….please…" Edward mumbles, realising I have won the battle I quickly grab the lube from Edwards bedside table and move my hand from Edward's boxer to quickly add lube before slipping back under and quickly pushing a finger into Edward's tight heat, causing him to gasp loudly.
"Fuck you're so tight baby…" I whisper into his ear, trying to keep my voice low so that we don't alert the whole house to our night time activities.
"More Jas…please…need more" he mumbles back as he starts rocking back onto my finger as I quickly add a second angling them slightly to graze his prostate causing him to moan out loudly before I quickly claimed his mouth with my own.
"Baby…you need to be quiet…unless you want everyone to know…" I murmur into his mouth as I add a third finger to my first two scissoring and twisting to make sure he is properly stretched for me.
"Mmm…I'll try…I…can't…help…the…noise" he mumbles as he starts to pull my boxers down freeing my cock causing me to hiss as the cool air hits the sensitive skin, he grabs the lube and condom quickly sheathing my throbbing cock and then pours some lube over the glistening head before spreading it all over getting me ready for him.
When I absolutely can't stand not being in him any longer I slip my fingers from him yank his pants down and pull him to sit on my lap lining up my aching cock with his entrance and quickly thrusting up as he sits down causing us both to groan out fairly loudly before our lips reconnect in a searing kiss.
"Fuck.." I can't help but to gasp out as he starts to fuck himself on my cock as I suck on his neck marking him, not caring if he'll be able to hide them come morning.
It doesn't take me long before I can feel the start of my orgasm knowing that I am only moments away from cuming I take hold of Edward's bouncing cock and start stroking him in time with the thrust of my hip up into him, wanting him to cum with me, it doesn't take much and after 4 strokes his cock erupts covering my chest and neck in his cum, the feel of his ass squeezing onto my cock even tighter pulls my orgasm out of my and I cum hard into the condom, muffling my moan against Edward's sweaty skin.
After a few more quick thrusts as my orgasm finishes Edward collapses on top of me, panting into my neck as he tries to catch his breath I move a hand to hold onto the condom as I slip out of my boy quickly tying it and throwing it onto the floor, before wrapping my arms around my boy and placing a few kisses to his shoulders.
"Happy Birthday Babe" Edward mumbles after a good ten minutes of catching his breath and I can't help but chuckle at the sentiment knowing that it helped me fuck him tonight.
"Very happy birthday indeed darlin'" I say with a smile before pushing him off me onto his back so I can slip out the bed and clean myself up, after taking a quick piss I head back into the bedroom and find him slightly snoring from his place on the bed, I quickly walk over and wipe off his stomach with the wet cloth I brought from the bathroom before grabbing the used condom off the floor and taking it to the bin, before climbing into bed with my boy covering us up and drifting off to sleep.
-OW-
The next thing I am aware of is the rattling of Edwards bedroom door, sleepily I get up out of bed and head over to the door remembering at the last minute that I am not wearing any clothes and grab the first pair of jeans I see and tug them on.
"What?" I huff as I wrench the door open and come face to face with Emmett.
"Jeez Jas, what got up your arse?" he says mockingly as I feel my cheeks heat thinking about last night with Ed.
"Nothing I'm just tired, what time is it?" I ask sneaking a quick glance to make sure that Emmett can't see that Edward isn't wearing any clothes.
"It's 12 Jas, bloody hell, what did you get up to after we all went to bed?" he questions as I try to not blush.
"Nothing, I guess I was just more tired from the flight than I realised, now what did you want? Or was this just you being annoying and waking my ass up?" I look at him just wanting to get back into bed with my babe.
"Well everyone was wondering what was happening today and well we are all hungry so I was nominated to come and get your asses up and find out" he says giving me a fake stern look.
"Oh erm I'm not sure, let me wake Edward up and we'll meet you down stairs, we'll probably all head over to the diner for dinner if that's okay?" I say, hoping to get rid of him quick so I can wake up Edward.
"Yeah that's fine, but hurry up man I'm starving here!" he says excitedly before turning and making his way back downstairs.
As I shut the door and turn to my bed I smirk at the sight before me, Edward is on his back covers thrown of his hard dick in his hand a slight smirk on his face as he licks his lips and beckons me over with his eyes.
"I thought he would never leave babe" he murmurs to me as I join him on the bed, between his spread legs. Taking his hard shaft in my hand and giving it a few tugs before getting back up and heading for a quick shower.
"What the fuck babe?" I hear as Edward walks into the bathroom as I'm waiting for the shower to heat up.
"We don't have time darlin' but later I promise I'll make it up to" I say with a smile.
EPOV
As we make our way downstairs ready to leave for dinner at the diner I push Jasper slightly annoyed at the case of blue balls I am now suffering from, the dickhead. He responds by lightly pushing me back and giving me cheeky smirk making me laugh as we walk through the door into the kitchen where everyone is waiting.
There is a communal sigh of finally as we appear and motion for everyone to get ready to go.
-OW-
As we arrive at the diner we all take a large round table in the corner, there ended up only being eight of us who went to the diner Paul, Jared and Quil had to get back to the rez and Angela had to go look after her brother so Ben took her home.
An overly friendly waitress, obviously hoping we will give her a good tip, approached our table to take our orders and we all ordered a hearty full breakfast of sausage, bacon, egg, hashbrown and toast.
"So Jas how does it feel to be finally legal?" Emmett shouts across the table, jeez that guy doesn't know the meaning of an inside voice.
"It's only been a few months that you've been legal Em what's with this finally business?" Jay replies, as his hand squeezes my knee under the table. Sometimes I think he just needs any connection to me, if he's anything like me I know I need it.
"Yeah whatever Jay, what happened with Alice last night I thought you'd be happy to see her, she's been raving all about you at school how much you were missing her." Em replies.
"Eurgh don't talk to me about that bitch, we broke up before I left for Texas, she just doesn't want to accept that" Jasper huffs out stressed that she is affecting our life again. I quickly place my hand on his leg and give it a squeeze to reassure him that no matter what she does or tries to do it doesn't matter.
"That's crazy dude, I can't believe it I didn't realise she was that type of girl, do you think she got the message after last night?" he questions with a worried look on his face, Em has always been passionate and protective of his friends.
The food arrives which gives Jas a few minutes before he has to reply, to which he mumbles some form of hopefully while practically inhaling his food. I leant over and whispered huskily in his ear, "hmmm did you work up an appetite at some point Jay." He practically choked on his mouth full of food and cast me a flirty reprimanding look my way, luckily everyone was so engrossed in their own meal that they didn't notice us.
As we all carried on eating a quiet murmur of conversation settled around the table, I can't help but smile, everything was perfect, I had amazing friends. I just hope that when Jay and I finally come out to everyone, I will still have them. I feel a gentle squeeze on my knee distracting me from my thought, I look at my boy and raise my eyebrow wondering what he wants.
"You were a million miles away, your foods going to get cold if you wait much longer" he says with a smile on his face.
"Oh...sorry just got lost in my thoughts I suppose" I mumble back as I refocus on my food and start eating again.
I should have known the peace couldn't last as we are all about finished with our food and the waitress is clearing our table, Mike and Tyler walk into the diner looking as sour faced as ever. I've never got along with them ever since I was a child, especially not after they beat me up, but I guess that lead me to Jasper so I suppose I should be slightly thankful to them...still doesn't mean I have to like them though!
"Oi! Faggots, got room for two more?" Mike shouts across the diner while looking towards our table a disgusted look on his face.
I can feel my cheeks heating up and know I am blushing out of sheer embarrassment and anger. Jasper's grip on my leg intensifies and I know he wants to kick Mikes ass. I place my hand over his giving him a reassuring squeeze taking his attention away from Mike and on to me, when I have his attention I shake my head slightly, so hoping he won't cause any trouble.
"Fags, why you not answering me eh? Think your too good for me?" Mike tries again while slowly making his way towards our table.
I quickly glance around the table and notice everyone's attention is on Mike and Tyler heading this way, they all have disgusted looks on their faces, I'm not sure whether about us or Mike and Tyler. The uncertainty is what confuses me more, I just want to know what they are thinking, it's times like these I wish I could read minds!
"Piss off Mike, go back to whatever hole you crawled out of and stop ruining everyone's day" I'm shocked by Bella's response to the situation, I've only ever seen her swear once and that was when she was extremely angry. I glance at her face and notice that she does look angry.
I look at Jas and notice his is gripping the edge of the table so hard his knuckles are turning white. I gently squeeze his hand under the table hoping to get his attention again, but it doesn't work he is too focused on Mike and Tyler, who by this time had reached our table. Mike completely ignores Bella focusing his attention on Jas and myself. I have a moment of sheer panic of what he was going to do to me, before realising that I had Jas sitting next to me, so no matter what he does I'm safe.
"Jas, or should I call you fag boy now?, I had a very interesting conversation with sweet little Alice, I gave her a comforting shoulder to cry on, if you know what I mean," at this point he winks at table with a wiggle of his eyes, "all about how you dumped her fine ass, if I do say so myself, for little boy lost." Mike looks at Jasper with a smug grin on his stupid face, waiting for his reply.
However before Jas can even contemplate what he is going to say Em speaks up "Oh give it a rest Newton, no one cares about what shit you spew or what that vindictive cow Alice thinks, she's just pissed because Jas realised what a skank she is and left her, so listen to Bella and fuck off!"
My gaze quickly moves back and forth between Mike and Emmett wondering what is going to happen now. I feel like such a coward for just sitting here and not doing or saying anything but I am literally tongue tied. I couldn't do anything now even if my life depended on it.
Mike looks at Em flabbergasted, and it almost makes me laugh, he keeps opening and closing his mouth, doing an excellent fish impression. After what has felt like hours which really must have only been mere minutes he turns on his heel and leaves, surprising me I thought he would have had something to say back. However when I look at all the seven faces around the table I notice them all looking in Mikes direction in anger I guess there really is strength in numbers.
As Mike finally manages to leave the diner and slams the door gaining the attention of the other patrons of the diner and a murmuring of 'such rudeness, these young'uns have no manners' from the older customers. I can't stifle the small giggle that escapes however I am once again speechless as six sets of questioning eyes focus on Jas and myself.
I gulp and quickly shift my eyes to Jas looking for answers but he has a deer in headlights look about him which is probably mirrored in me as we face our friends. I take his hand under the table drawing strength from him, as I take a deep breath and address our friends.
"Erm...thanks Em, for erm...sticking up for us, you didn't have to" I mumble quietly looking at the spot on the table where I know our hands are joined underneath.
"Ed, seriously you don't need to thank me, I'll always have your backs. But what the fuck is going on with Alice and the pair of you?" Em questions his gaze travelling back and forth between myself and Jasper.
Jas decides this moment to speak up. although I notice his grip on my hand increases, "Guys," he starts which causes everyone to focus completely on him, "we will explain everything," this gets my attention as I look at him questioningly, "however could we maybe not do it here? We could all head back to Eds he still has a free house for a while."
Everyone seems to consider this for a few minutes before everyone agrees so we settle the bill and head out to the cars, luckily Jas and I took his new truck so we will have the drive back home to talk about the situation, and what Jas' 'everything' means before facing everyone.
-OW-
We are sat in Jas' truck about half way home when I decide to break the silence and ask the million dollar question, "Jas what are we going to tell them?" I question quietly not sure fully if I want the answer.
"I'm not sure Eds, I just know we need to trust them with some of it, otherwise we are going to lose them." He replies, gripping the wheel tightly.
"But what if we lose them because of it?" I question with a shaky voice not wanting to lose my best friends.
"Oh babe," Jas whispers as he grabs my hand bringing it to his lips placing a quick kiss before placing our joined hands on his lap, "No matter what we have each other and I'm sure they are better than that."
"I hope your right Jas, we may as well tell them everything." I mumble before we lapse back into silence and I rest my head on his shoulder for the remainder of the journey.
The drive home from the diner only took us about 15 minutes living in such a small town everything is fairly close together. Which is usually a good thing but today I feel like it is a curse and I wish it took hours, I feel like I haven't had enough time to prepare for this talk.
As we arrive at the house I get out to open up as Jas parks the car and I hear the others arrive in their own cars. I guess here goes nothing. As we all walk into the living room and sit down I offer to go and get drinks for everyone hoping to put off the talk for a few minutes longer but everyone declines so I take a seat on the two seater next to Jas and try to gear, myself up for whatever the outcome may be.
Jas starts the conversations obviously understanding I wouldn't be able to. "I finished with Alice as you all know before I went to Texas, it was the night of the school night to be exact. I, erm, broke it off with her because something happened that made me realise that I didn't, couldn't, wouldn't lover her like she wanted because I was in love with someone else, someone sexy, and funny, cute, smart...I could go on forever but I'm guessing you get the picture." He pauses quickly glancing at me smiling at the blush spreading across my face from his compliments.
The thing his does next shocks me but also causes my heart to ache at his amazing strength and courage. He reaches over and takes my hand in his catching my eyes for a few seconds, his eyes full of his love for me. I can't help the lovesick smile that graces my face as I give his hand a quick squeeze. After a few seconds he looks back towards everyone else and carries on talking, "and I couldn't help that that person was my best friend. No matter what happens I wouldn't go back and change it not after everything I have felt over the past week. I have felt more love from his than anyone ever." He takes a deep breath and then carries on not waiting for anyone to speak, "so what Mike said earlier is true, I did leave Alice for Eds and yes I am gay, I'll try and understand if that's too much for you all to stick around." He finishes off, and I can hear the hurt in his voice as he contemplates them leaving.
I place my spare hand over the top of our joined hands and gently stroke his hand with my thumb hopefully reassuring him. I take a deep breath and look towards everyone and notice that they are focused on our joined hands. I clear my throat softly gaining everyone's attention, ready to explain myself as Jas had already done.
"I have been in love with Jas for as long as I can remember, I don't think I always realised it and Bella I promise I didn't know while we were together but when I did realise I knew I couldn't stay with you not under false pretences because I did, no I do love you just not like that if you know what I," I quickly glance at her flashing her a small smile, "I was so confused at the time it was hard I didn't know who to talk to, I didn't think I could talk to anyone in fact so I didn't I kept it bottled up and wrote silly love songs about everything. I had pretty much consoled myself to a life of just having him as a friend which for me I suppose was going to have to be enough. On the night of the talent show you all know I performed and if you haven't guessed already the song was about me and Jas and I guess it was the right choice in song as it got Jas to finally open his eyes about us. I'm sorry we didn't and I didn't talk to you about this earlier. I think we just wanted some time together in our own world and then with us being away for the week and the party last night." I take another deep breath before finished of what feels like a public speech, "so like Jas said we'll understand if you can't accept what we are to each other, and I know I personally don't want to lose you as friends but to me Jas comes first and I won't give him up." I finish strong and stare at my friends almost daring them to have an issue with us.
I look into the eyes of all my friends trying to figure out what they are thinking and I am surprised to see compassion and some shock on their faces but thankfully no-one looked disgusted I just hope that means everything will be okay for us.
Emmett seems to glance around the group silently asking something I'm not sure of but after a quick nod from everyone he turns back to Jas and myself and a smile spreads across his face.
"Personally guys it doesn't bother me, or us" he gestures to everyone, "that your gay, your still the same guys you were before and you'll still be the same guys now, who are we to judge, you can love who you love." Em replies seriously and I know I am shocked at how mature and insightful he seems.
I'm slightly flabbergasted that they have taken it so well and I', not quite sure what to say I look to my right at Jas and can see the same confused happy look on his face as well. I give him as small smile which he replied with a small smile of his own.
Bella then speaks up from the corner of the room, "thanks for trusting us with this guys, I know it's sort of forced because of Alice but you could have lied to us and it means a lot that you haven't. Secondly I just want to say that I guess I'm not surprised your gay," I look up at her shocked was I that obvious? what was so different about me, she must have understood the worried look on my face and quickly carried on, "it's not anything you did don't worry it's more how you weren't when we were together. I've only noticed since I got with Jacob, it's the way you were when we were doing things," queue the blush from both of us, "you just never seemed that into it and I thought maybe that's just how all boys are, but when I got with Jacob I realised it wasn't," queue Jacobs's blush, "okay I'm going to shut up now, I just wanted you to know I understand and I'm here if you need me."
I give her a small smile and a nod it's all I can manage at the minute between the embarrassment and pure happiness at the amazing friends I have.
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