Hello old and new readers of 'Jane doe' now titled 'Everything is alright'. I am the same author, nothing has been stolen ;) Don't worry. I've gotten rid of the song in this story, mainly because it wasn't part of the story any more so yeah, I also didn't want to title it 'Jane Doe' because that bastard who made me delete it in the first place would find it again :/ Oh well, enjoy it guys :)
This is a Shay Mitchell/Ashley Benson FanFICTION. If you do not understand the meaning of FICTION! Then look it up. I will not respond to anyone who comments with something like 'Their not really dating.' or 'Their not lesbians this is all fake.' FICTION! Alright? FICTION!
Disclaimer: If I owned Pretty Little Liars, Hanna and Emily would be doing so many dirty thing you may as well call it the Hemily show ;) If I owned Shay and Ashley, well that would just be a little weird.
It was her deep brown eyes, her full, luscious pink lips, the way her hair cascaded down her shoulders, the scent that she carried as she walked past you to sit down, the way she walked nervously into the room or the way she was studying every girl in the room, wondering if they were better than her. You don't know what attracted you to her but the first thing you think is, 'she's gonna get it.'
Your sitting in the room, your palms are sweating as you hold a small script in your hands. You have read it over and over each night from the time your manager sent it to you, your auditioning for a part on a new series on TV. It's something you've never done before, you have only done a couple of movies but apparently this show was set to be big. You wipe your hands onto your pants, trying to get rid of the uncomfortable wet feeling. You look up and that same girl is biting her lips, looking over the script she is holding. The poor girl looks like she's going to cry, you can see her taking deep breaths as she tries to calm herself down.
You wonder if she's ever been in anything before. You stare at her shamelessly while she's deep in concentration. You can see a slight shake in her fingers every time she hears the door open.
"Ashley Benson!" You hear your name being called out, you stand and take a deep breath and go into your 'acting mode'. You need this job. You can't help but look at the girl as you pass her on your way to the next room, the girl looks up at you and you give her a little smile of encouragement which she returns thoughtfully.
You feel confident in yourself that you're going to get this role, you put everything you have into this audition but they only say "thank you" and let you go. You wonder why those people always feel the need to keep their poker faces on at all times. You take your purse and walk out the room with a quick "Thank you" back at them. You exit to the room you were previously in and you can still see the girl studying the script. She looks at you again as soon as she hears the click of the door to signal its open. You flash her another smile and you can see that she has physically calmed down a bit. You feel good about yourself and leave with a smile.
As you begin to open the door to exit you hear the same lady come out and yell out another name. "Sh.." is all you hear before you exit the room. You have a feeling that even if you don't make it into the show, you know that that girl will. You don't know why you think that but she just had a vibe that radiated off her as soon as she walked into the room. You wonder if she's auditioning right now, if she is still going over the script for what you would think would be the billionth time, or weather she completely freaked out and passed out in front of the casting director. You cringe at the thought.
A realization just came to you. Why are you thinking about some girl you don't even know? Is it weird or creepy, or just natural curiosity? Either way you decide to forget it and drive back to your apartment. You have a feeling that you won't be forgetting about her soon though.
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You got it, you got the call back! You're so excited that you jump onto your manager, trapping him in one of your tightly squeezing hugs and almost send him to the floor in the process.
"You have to go up against a few more girls but you have 4 weeks until the next part of the audition." Her manger said in his serious voice. "Here's the script along with the part they want you to play."
You glance at the script, it said they wanted you to play Hanna Marin. You find this weird since you originally auditioned for the part of Aria and Hanna was meant to be brunette. "Does this mean I have to dye my hair?" You ask.
Your manager shrugs. "I don't know, I'm guessing they'll tell you at the audition. Their being pretty cryptic, I guess their not completely 100% sure in the direction heir going to go in."
"Oh alright." You say and leave his office. You try and contain the huge squeal that wants to erupt from your throat, you fast-walk to your car not caring how embarrassing you may look, especially with a stupid huge grin on your face. You lock yourself in your car and your squeal finally comes out, you grab your phone and tell all your friends the good news. You get a bunch of congratulations not even 1 minute later as you pull out of the parking lot. You pump the speakers in your car and put on your favorite song and sing along to it all the way back to your apartment.
You run inside and immediately begin reading your new script as you make a pot of coffee. You sit down on your favorite spot on your couch and turn on the TV for a little background noise. For some reason your TV turned onto degrassi. You look up for two seconds and your mouth opens comically wide at what you see. The same girl from the audition is in a bikini talking to Nina Doverb on this show; your eyes go back to your script wondering if she got a callback too. Suddenly the scene finishes and you turn off the TV. It took you around 3 days to forget about the girl you didn't even know that plagued your mind. The thought alone was scary, you have never had thoughts like this before, the type you read in a romance novel or something, you weren't too sure.
You walk into the kitchen and forget about the coffee immediately as you pour yourself a glass of red wine and take it up to your bathroom. You decide to have a nice relaxing bath instead. Script still clutched tightly in your hands you run the water, the noise of the water hitting the tub clouding your thoughts for a while. You make small circles with your neck as you rub it a bit, that always relaxed you. You wonder what relaxes her too.
Fuck.
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Your in your car, script again clutched tightly in your hand, it now has a couple of coffee stains on it and it's crumpled up and creased. You were never one to be a very tidy person, which was one of the benefits of living alone, no one to bother you about your messiness. You gain enough confidence to walk into the building. Its spacious, clearly not everyone has arrived yet. You see a bunch of different girls, all of which look very different but you don't see any boys. You wonder if this is the audition where their only casting Hanna.
"Excuse me" someone behind you says and you just realize that you're standing awkwardly at the door staring at others in the room, not letting anyone behind you get through.
"Oh sorry!" you say as you turn around and come face-to-face with a short brunette.
"No problem, I'm nervous too. Staking out the competition?" she asks.
"Yeh, all I'm missing is a bush and some binoculars." You joke and she laughs.
"I'm Lucy" the smaller girl says, offering a hand.
"Ashley" you say taking her hand and shaking it.
"You are you auditioning for?" she asks.
"Hanna, you?"
"Aria." She says and you look at her confused.
"Isn't Aria blonde?" you ask.
"That's what I was thinking, then again Hanna is brunette."
"I know, I was wondering if they were going to make us dye our hair." You say worriedly.
"I doubt it, I look horrible blonde." She replies.
"Getting a little cocky there?" you say and she flashes you a cocky smile before walking into the audition room, along with a bunch of other girls, in which her character had just been called into.
You take a one of the previously Aria occupied seats and you wait. You're pretty certain you have it down so you don't bother looking through the script again. You stare at the door, hoping that if you stared hard enough you could actually see what was going on.
Suddenly you were caught off guard by a scent; you turn your head towards the entrance door and see that same girl from the audition day. She looks scared again; her head is buried in her script and looks as if she may pass out. She gracefully walks over to a seat and sits down without even know if there really was a seat there or not. You just watch in amusement, clearly she hadn't had a huge role before and this was a big deal for her. You have a feeling you should go talk to her, ask her about who she is auditioning for and what she had been in before.
Just she you are about to stand up and talk to her, your character's name gets called by the same lady who called out the short brunettes character. You see the girl exit the audition room and mouth a 'good luck' to you. You smile back and walk into the room along with the rest of the 'Hannas'.'
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You walk out of the audition room, extremely proud of yourself. You could tell from by the way the casting directors were looking at you that they liked you, you had a great feeling about this show and this part. Your walk past that familiar scent again and your brain seems to stop working because you trip over your feet and fall down, sending your stuff flying across the room.
"Oh my God! Are you alright?" You hear someone say.
"I'm fine, I'm fine" You say and you feel someone grabbing onto your arm, helping you up.
"I'm sorry; did you trip over my feet?" The girl asks and as you turn around you almost jump out of your skin.
"I.. no.. I just.. I… tripped but not.. not over you.. just.. yeh" you splutter and you mentally slap yourself for sounding like such an idiot. Finally you see this girl up close, her skin is a beautiful shade of brown and her eyes are dark, so dark that if you stare into them long enough you could get lost in them. Her pink, posy lips stuck out and looked so smooth you wonder what they would feel like on yours.
'Holy shit'You had just thought about kissing another girl, what the hell? You've never thought of yourself as gay or even bi, you have always been attracted to guys so where did this come from? Sure you didn't date much but you just preferred to be single and no guy has impressed you very much yet but this one girl has you wanting to throw everything you thought about yourself out the window.
"Are you sure you're okay?" she asks, her eyes full of concern.
"Yes I just have to go." You say as you rush to pick your things up off the ground. You swing your bag onto your shoulder and prepare to leave the room. You turn just as you reach the door and find the girl still looking at you. You give her a thankful smile and she smiles back at you, it seems to be your only way of communicating with this girl without making a fool out of yourself.
You see the audition lady come out and yell out "Emily Fields!" You watch as the girl stiffens and turns to walk into the room. You walk out of the audition room after that and rush to your car. Your head is swimming with thoughts of the girl, the comfort you felt as she held onto you so you could get up, the worry in her eyes that made it look like she had great concern for you. You can't help but think of her as some sort of good Samaritan, you wonder if she does this with everyone or not? Maybe she does considering a lot of people do it, it's human instinct to help someone who has fallen unless you're a heartless pig.
Emily Fields. That's all that's in your head as you drive home. That's her name, well her characters name but you're still unsure that she's going to get the past. You send up a prayer to a god you barely believe in, hoping that if you don't get it that she does, even if you don't get it you just want her to have it. Wow, you're scaring yourself. This must be what love at first sight felt like. Love? Did you love her? You feel your heart hammer against your chest as you think about her. Maybe. But you find it hard to believe things like 'Love at first sight.' Okay now you're confusing yourself. You decide to drive home and try and put this behind you, but one thing stays on your mind all day.
Emily Fields.
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