Author's Note: I have no idea why I am updating this story so fast, but I hope that you guys are happy for it. I am honestly surprising myself with this story. I didn't think that I could produce something good without an outline. At least, nothing this long. I hope that you guys are liking it.
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Chapter 3: Losing Control
I actually lasted longer than I thought I would. I probably would have lasted a lot longer, but events worked against me. It was actually pretty weird. The events were really familiar, but I just couldn't place them for the life of me.
*Flashback*
I had been living with Seth and his family for about a month. They seemed to treat me just like family and it honestly surprised me a bit. I was surprised that I could be so easily accepted, especially by the family of my Imprint. It made me doubly surprised because the person that I had Imprinted on was another male, and Seth's family didn't even seem the least bit fazed. It was strange, but I welcomed it nonetheless.
When I had been there for a few weeks, Sue and Leah decided that it would be a good idea to take a family vacation. We were all packed and ready to go when I caught a really bad cold. Being a shifter, it is next to impossible for us to catch colds. The ones we do catch are absolutely horrible. I knew that I wouldn't be able to go with them.
They almost postponed the vacation, but I convinced them to go without me. All, with the exception of Seth, left a day later. Seth had adamantly refused to go while I was at the house sick. I was touched by his concern, but I was slightly panicking at the thought of being alone with him for a week. My control over my hormones had been fine, but I knew that it had only been because I was afraid of being caught by Leah or Sue. I had a feeling that I wouldn't fare so well if I was alone with him.
"You don't have to stay here with me." I said from the bed that I was lying on. Seth had forced me to rest while I recovered.
I had been trying to get him to go with them. If he phased, he could catch up to them easily, even though he was a day behind.
"I am not going. You almost seem like you WANT me to leave." Seth said, sitting right beside me on the bed. I could sense that I had hurt his feelings. I immediately felt horrible for it, but I knew that I would feel 10 times as bad if I did something to him without his consent. I didn't know if I would be able to live with myself if I did that.
"Of course I don't want you to leave Seth. I'm just scared." I said. I wasn't thinking about what I was saying, so when I realized what I had said, I blushed. I knew that Seth was going to need an explanation. I briefly considered lying to him, but then discarded the idea. Even if I could lie to him, which I'm not sure I could, it would be ten times worse if he ever found out that I had lied to him. He would see it as a betrayal of his trust, and I would have to agree with him. It would be a betrayal of trust.
"I am afraid that if I am left alone with you, I won't be able to control myself." I said. I had turned my head to the side so that I couldn't see his expression.
"Baby. Please look at me." He said. I groaned. I loved it when he called me his baby. It proved that I was his. It made me want him.
"I can't. I will do things that will hurt you. If I did that, I wouldn't be able to live with myself." I said brokenly. I could feel my control slipping away. I tried my hardest to cling onto it, but I knew that I wouldn't be able to hold out long.
"Jacob. Look at me." Seth said.
I whimpered because I could feel the need to look at him. But I knew that if I did look at him, then my control would snap and I would end up taking him.
I was fighting the urge to look at him with everything I had, so it surprised me when I felt a hand under my chin. Before I could react, Seth forced my head up to look at him and immediately placed his lips on mine. I moaned. I couldn't help it.
"Please Jacob. I need you." Seth said. It sent shivers down my spine. I held onto the last scrap of self control that I had and pushed him off of me. I knew that I had hurt his feelings, but it was better than hurting him beyond repair.
I quickly made my way to the shower. I turned the water on lukewarm and stripped. When I stepped in, I had to grip the door to the shower to keep myself from returning to Seth.
When I heard the door open, I glanced at the door, but I couldn't see through the shower. For a moment, I forgot that it was only Seth and me. I thought, for a moment, that it was Leah, or Sue. Those thoughts vanished when Seth opened the door and stepped in. He was blushing like mad and he was nude. I couldn't stop my gaze from following the contours of his body. Everything, from his dusky, perk nipples to his erect dick was like an invitation to me to take him. I trembled with the effort of controlling myself. I had backed away from the door when he had walked in, so I couldn't hold onto the door frame. Instead, I clenched my hands at my sides.
"Seth, I can't control myself for much longer." I said in warning.
"Then quite trying to control yourself." Seth said. I just stood there, trying my hardest not to do anything.
When Seth started to come closer to me, I started to back up. When I hit the wall and he was still advancing, I knew that I had lost. When he reached me, I couldn't hold it in any longer. I closed the small distance between the two of us and pressed my lips against his with bruising force. When he moaned into the kiss, I shivered. The sound went straight to my dick. It didn't take long for me to go from limp to erect. The blood rushing down there at such fast speeds made me slightly dizzy, but I didn't care. All I could think about was Seth, Seth, Seth.
"More Jacob. Please." He said. I groaned and picked him up. He wrapped his legs around my waist and locked his lips with mine. I blindly made my way to the front of the walk-in shower and shut off the water. When that was accomplished, I made my way out of the bathroom and carried Seth into his bedroom. I laid him down on his bed. I knew that his sheets were going to get soaked, but I didn't care.
'The sheets can be changed. I need Seth now.' I thought fleetingly.
We were still kissing, but I longed for more. I trailed my hand down to his erect member and lightly stroked it. I broke the kiss apart to see his reaction. As soon as he felt the hand, he gasped and thrust his hips up. He shut his eyes halfway and started to pant. I continue to stroke him and he was soon a gasping and writhing mess beneath me.
"Jacob. Stop. I'm going to cum." He said in-between pants. I immediately stopped and was surprised when he flipped us around. When he scooted down the bed a bit, I started to think that he was going to chicken out. That is, until he stopped with his mouth above my aching erection. When he breathed on it, I gasped and thrust my hips up, trying to get some friction before I went absolutely insane.
"Please Seth." I said. I was watching him, so I saw him shudder at my words. When he descended on my cock, I couldn't watch anymore. The intense flow of pleasure forced me to shut my eyes. It wasn't long before I began to feel a tightening in my stomach. When I felt that, I forced Seth's head up and kissed him passionately.
"Seth... how far do you want to go?" I asked when we had broken apart for air. I wasn't about to take it any further than what he was comfortable with.
"I want you to make love to me Jacob. Please." He replied. That was all I needed. I nodded and placed my hand in front of his face. He knew what to do and took three of my fingers into his mouth. It was a euphoric feeling, having my fingers in his delectable mouth. When he had coated them thoroughly and evenly, I pulled them out.
"This is probably going to hurt. Just stay relaxed baby." I said soothingly. I saw Seth give a shaky nod. I moved my hand down and circled his entrance. I teased him for a moment. When he growled at me, I decided to push the finger in. When I heard Seth moan, I decided to add another finger. He grimaced and wiggled a bit. I started to thrust my two fingers in him and he was soon thrusting back against my fingers. I added a third finger and Seth gave a strangled yell. I winced because I knew that I was causing him pain, but I didn't have enough self control left to stop.
"It hurts Jacob." He said, as a tear rolled down his cheek.
"I know baby, I know. Just think about something else until you get used to it." I said. I hoped that helped. After a few seconds, his face lost the tightness that had signaled his pain in the first place. I started to stretch my fingers inside of him. After a minute or so, my middle finger went deeper than any other time and it brushed up against a bundle of nerves. When Seth arched his back off of the bed, I thought that I had hurt him. I started to take my fingers out. To say that I was surprised when he grabbed my wrist and shoved the fingers back in was an understatement, but I got the picture. I continued to stretch him while searching for that spot again. When I hit it, I took my fingers out.
"This is going to hurt a lot more than my fingers. If you want me to stop, then don't hesitate to say so." I said. I waited until Seth had acknowledged me before crudely spitting into the palm of my hand. I used it to lube up my member. I had to force myself to stop because it felt so good.
"Are you ready Seth?" I asked.
"Yes. Just please put it in me Jacob. I need you." Seth said. With that, I started to push in. It took a bit for the head of my dick to breach him, but it was easy after that. Seth was trying his hardest not to make any noise. The reason I know this is because he would occasionally let loose a small whimper before going silent again. I saw multiple tears slide down his cheeks.
When I was halfway in, I stopped to give Seth some time to adjust. I used the wait as time to control my breathing; being inside of Seth felt so good. He was so tight that it felt like he was trying to strangle my dick, but it didn't hurt at all. Seth was also really warm. It felt like a furnace in him, but it only added to the pleasure.
When Seth nodded for me to move, I slowly made my way in. When I was fully seated, I was at the end of my control. The only thing that kept me from pounding into Seth was the fact that I would hurt him really bad. I couldn't do that, no matter how much I wanted something.
I was so lost in the mind-blowing pleasure that I completely missed the nod that Seth gave me. It wasn't until he spoke that I realized I had been completely oblivious to my surroundings.
"Please move Jacob." He said. He didn't sound like he was in pain, so I did as I was asked. I slowly pulled back and shuddered at the feeling. I went halfway out and slammed back in. I moaned at the pleasure it created. I could barely hear Seth's scream. When I listened to it, I deduced that I must have hit the bundle of nerves hidden deep inside of him. I pulled back and slammed in again. Seth arched his back and moaned loudly.
"Don't...stop...doing...that!" He exclaimed. I found it impossible to ignore the need in his voice. When I pulled back that time, I pulled almost all of the way out. The only thing left inside Seth was my head. I pushed back in as hard as I could. I knew that if I kept that up, it wouldn't be long before I fell off of the edge.
"Faster... Jake..." Seth said between his gasps for breath. His chest was rising and falling rapidly and he seemed unable to stay still. He was constantly moving underneath me. I sped up and the sound of skin smacking skin could be heard throughout the entire house. I kept up the pace for a few minutes before I heard Seth speak again.
"I'm going to cum Jake." He said. I sped up even more. I moved my hand down to his erection and started to pump him in time with my thrusts. After a few pumps/thrusts, Seth gave a strangled moan and came. His seed splattered both of our chests and the sheets.
When his muscles clenched down on me, I lost it. After two more thrusts, I came deep inside of my Imprint. At the feeling of being filled, Seth shuddered and gave a low moan. I rode in the afterglow for a few more shallow thrusts before pulling out. Both of us whimpered at the loss, but we were too tired to do anything about it.
Before we fell asleep, I tiredly got up and dragged Seth with me. He protested at first, but he was too weak to put up a fight. He just let me carry him to the bathroom. When we got inside, I turned the water on again and stepped in with Seth still in my arms.
I cleaned both of us and got us dressed in boxers. After that, I changed the sheets and laid back down. I cradled Seth in my arms. With Seth safe in my arms, I fell into a deep sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.
It didn't take long for Seth's family to find out. We weren't able to stop thinking about it so when we had to phase, Leah happened to be in wolf form as well. She heard everything and immediately told Sue. I thought that I was going to get kicked out of their house for taking away Seth's innocence, but I was surprised again. All Sue said was that she was happy that we had found each other. She even went as far as to raise up enough money for Seth and I to get our own place. My dad still won't talk to me, but I realized that my life is better off for it. If he couldn't accept me for who I was, then what business did he have being a father. Seth and I are constantly near each other. I can't stand to be away from him for more than an hour. It starts to hurt. I had heard that only the strongest of Imprints could feel pain by being away from their other half. To think, all of this started with a Surprise Imprint.
Author's Note: And this is where I will leave off this story. I think that I did a decent job for not having an outline. Thank you to the readers and a special thank you to my reviewers. You know who you are.
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