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Axel

Standing frozen, I watched as Roxas walked away, my head screaming at get me to move and go after him. My body wasn't really reacting to the order though. What the hell just happened? One moment we were practicing, the next he fell, then I told him I cared for him and then that led to a series of events where the situation is beyond awkward and I actually told the poor guy I had the hots for him straight out.

And then, when I'm strongly expecting to be shot down, I do get shot down after he tells me he's been flirting with me since day one. I was willing to admit that I was oblivious, as he called me, but he certainly was the most confusing. You didn't tell a person you flirted with them and have the hots back for them and then walk away! Then again, I did walk away first. But at that point I'd still been under the impression he wasn't interested in me in that sense!

"If you don't go after him, I'm gonna." Detaching my eyes off Roxas' still retreating figure, I frowned at Reno who'd suddenly appeared, now leaning against my camper, also staring at Roxas' back. "Always thought he was a hottie, but I backed off since he clearly wasn't interested in me. Been crushing on you since day one, like he so loudly informed you just a minute ago. Also, he's kind of too sweet for my taste."

He pursed his lips, tilting his head, clearly checking out my blond partner. "But now that I've heard him get angry?" He grinned slowly. "I'll just push his buttons until he has angry se-" He didn't get that last word out of his mouth as I punched him straight in his chest.

"Lay a hand on him and I'll nail you to that wooden board with my knives next time we practice!" I shouted at my twin.

Reno laughed all the while catching his breath from the hit he'd taken, rubbing his chest. "Shit. Alright, alright. No touching the wire dude." Straightening, he raised an eyebrow. "But only if you go after him now and settle that ridiculous drama between you two. You're making things complicated when there's no reason to be, yo."

He was right and I was going to listen to him, but admitting that out loud just seemed like a thing my sibling core couldn't allow. "Or what?" I growled.

He took a taunting step forward. "Race and chase you for him. Whoever gets to him first has dibs." Reno ducked the second punch I threw at him, this one having been aimed at his jaw and my mind hoping with all it's might I'd loosen some teeth there in the process.

"I hope someone even more twisted than you comes along and decides to toy with you some day."

"Whatever, Ax, stop growling at me and go talk to Roxas." He shooed me in the right direction. "Come on. Man up, dude, want that fine piece of ass? Then you better put your mark on it because believe me, although I promise I'll never do that to you? Someone else won't be as kind while your waiting to get the guts to go for him."

I frowned, wondering where the hell he'd learned to be logical, reasonable and 'nice' all of a sudden. "Kay..." I mumbled, walking slowly in Roxas camper's direction. "But what if he doesn't-"

Reno smacked my head. "I don't know where all this insecurity is coming from, but get rid of it." He ruffled my hair now. "He likes you back. Told you he fluttered his eyelashes at you and not me the first day, remember, yo?"

I nodded my head continuously, agreeing with his words while turning back around and walking over to Roxas' camper again. Reno had said that and he was right, Roxas had made it clear he liked me back. I just needed to stop believing that he couldn't. It wasn't that I was insecure or lacked confidence. I was actually quite a confident person, very easy going and quite laid back. But, like with every person, there was one strange thing about me. While Reno, for example, felt the weird urge to treat all his partners like crap and toss them once he'd screwed their brains out, I always had extreme difficulty in the flirting department. I was awkward and didn't know how to read the signs when someone flirted with me.

Usually, I got rid of that once it was made clear between me and the other person that we were into each other, but it was also very often guys gave up on me before getting to that stage to begin with. Sad, because I was sorta cool once I got to that stage. Smooth and everything. Better than Reno since not only did I know exactly how to treat a guy the way they wanted to be treated, but I didn't toss them after a lay like Reno did. That's what make me better.

Breathing in deeply, I stood before Roxas's camper door, before reaching up and knocking softly. Now I just hoped blondie would give me a shot to get to that stage after having screwed up.

I heard a rustle inside and the sounds of cursing, then silence. Finally, I heard a quiet growl. "Who is it?" If I told him who I was, I'm pretty sure he would tell me to fuck off. Pursing my lips, I shrugged and then knocked again. He'd probably get annoyed and curious at some point, hopefully opening the door. Hopefully.

The door was suddenly thrown open, and Roxas' blue eyes were glaring into mine, his lips pursed and fists clenched. "Oh." Taking a deep breath, he closed his eyes and rolled his shoulders before opening them again, relaxing his posture. "I guess we should talk, right?" Stepping back, he motioned for me to come inside. "You're in luck. I no longer have the urge to kick your ass. Feel safe?"

Considering his clipped words and posture... "Not really." I muttered honestly. "And I'd rather just throw out what I gotta say before I forget how to, and end up stuttering and then walk away again, cause that's sorta what I do when I like someone like I like you." Scanning my thoughts, I nodded. "Yeah, so I like ya. It was confusing for reasons I'm suddenly not sure I can remember right now, and I made the situation between us complicated when it shouldn't be." I totally stole Reno's words there, but that's okay. It said what I was feeling and that was the point. "I didn't mean to do that."

Simply nodding along with my words, Roxas didn't say anything for a few moments. "You're sorta forgiven, I suppose." Sighing and rubbing his forehead, he mumbled, "It's not like I did anything really obvious like lick your abs like I wanted to." Blushing now, he dropped his eyes and tucked a wayward spike behind his ear. "Wanna come in?"

Lick my abs? Blinking, I stared down at my stomach and then back up at him. "Really?" I asked, making the blush on his cheeks more furious with that question alone. But also angry, he was angry, I could tell because he gripped his door and was about ready to slam it shut in my face for being the idiot that I am and actually asking about that. Seriously? What the hell was wrong with my system? Why did I become a moron around a guy I liked?

"Oh for fuck's sake," I growled, reaching out to grab his wrist and pull him to me before that door wouldn't let me see him anymore. He struggled against my hold, leading me to roll my eyes, and try and settle him. Some more struggling on both our ends until I had my arms wrapped around his waist, his arms trapped by his sides, his feet dangling in the air as I was much taller, all the while glaring at him pointedly.

"I am trying to kiss you in hopes the lack of talk will solve the tension between us. Now would ya stop wiggling around and let me?"

"Why do you have to hold me like this?" He snapped, finally stopping his struggling, but pursing his lips into a thin line, making it impossible to kiss him. "If you would have just said you were going to do it in the first place, I would've let you, you know?"

"You were about to slam the door in my face!" I pointed out. "I just moved fast and stopped you from doing it, figuring I'd swoop in or whatever and kiss ya in that same instant." Tightening my hold on him, I shook my head. "But you being your regular monkey self, didn't give me a chance. You have a very quick temper, you know." I growled.

"It's your fault." He pouted up at me, his eyes as big as saucers and a light dusting of pink beginning to break out over his cheeks. "You just...make me feel so conflicted. I want to do things with you and yet you didn't even notice that I flirted with you, and that makes me want to kick your ass."

I set him on the short stairs that led up into his camper, loosening my hold on him, reaching up with one hand to run my fingers through his hair softly, the other arm still around his waist. "I am sorry for that. And yeah, it is my fault." I murmured. "But I know now. That's good, right?"

Reaching forward to grip my shirt, he sighed and nodded. "Just, don't walk away from me like that again...I hate it. And I will kick your ass next time. And for the love of god, kiss me please?" Leaning forward, his eyes bright and half hooded, he fisted his other hand into my shirt to tug me forward and down.

Grinning, I stepped closer, my hands resting on his hips. "I have this nagging urge to tell you 'eh, maybe some other time'," Face inches from his, I tilted my head to the side, my eyes hooding over as I could practically taste him already and I wasn't touching him just yet, "and then walk away just to find out how evil your right hook is..."

Slipping one hand around to his back, I let it rest right above his ass, humming appreciatively as my lips connected to his cheek first. "You're beautiful, you know that?" I whispered, figuring I might want to tell him what exactly I thought of him as I placed numerous kisses all over his face, avoiding his lips on purpose for now. "Smart too, and funny. And this ass..." I moaned against the corner of his mouth as my hand slipped down his butt, gently squeezing it.

He groaned and moved his mouth around, trying to catch my lips and finally, he pulled back and glared softly. "I've been crushing on you since the beginning...You are simply delicious, Axel." He murmured, finally just using his grip on my shirt to pull me down to connect his lips with mine.

I smirked against his mouth, giving it numerous pecks before parting them and settling them against his lips, capturing his bottom lip between them and sucking gently. So soft and sweet, kind of contradicting his big blue eyes he used to glare with so often. Letting go of his lip, I tilted my head some more, pressing against his mouth properly this time, my tongue slipping passed his lips.

Humming happily, his hands released my shirt so that his arms could wrap around my neck and his fingers could comb through my hair. His tongue snaked out to meet mine and I chuckled as he tried to lead the kiss. Letting him, I held him close as he kissed me deeply and somewhat roughly, moaning softy into his mouth as I was pretty sure he seemed determined to make my lips tingle with the sensation of his on mine. So far he was doing a bang up job.

Pulling back suddenly, his lips looking red and puffy from the pressure he'd used to kiss me, he gulped and glanced around behind me. "Maybe you should come inside now. I feel a little exposed making out with you on my doorstep."

"Inside?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. "Are you sure that's a good idea? Considering how things are going, I might not come out of there until tomorrow morning." I pointed out, looking over his head into his camper curiously, not completely opposed to the idea of spending the night. Naked.

He smirked in what I can only describe as an evil way and nodded. "Sure, you can spend the night. Clothes on and no touching below the waist." Patting the side of my cheek, he leaned back up to murmur against my lips. "I just barely caught your attention, I don't think I'm ready for everything you have to offer tonight."

"Awww..." I murmured, "But-" Peck, "It's so-" Another peck, "Good." Pecking his lips some more, I smiled. "It's still only early afternoon anyways. I'll be a gentleman and go back to my own bed tonight."

"Fine. I suppose that is acceptable...I was just going to practice my flexibility training tonight anyways." Sounding nonchalant, he blew his bangs out of his eyes. "You know, all those really tough yoga poses..." Reaching forward now, it was his turn to peck my lips softly. "But maybe I can show you those some other time."

Eyebrows shooting up into my hairline, I pulled back and shook my head. "Nah uh, Roxas I-don't- know-your-last-name, you don't get to deny me sex and then taunt me with how flexible you are. That's just cruel."

"You could always try and change my mind." Glancing down to look at his watch, he softly counted. "You have about twelve hours before I head to bed. Maybe you should try and convince me." Smirking now, he folded his arms across his chest and gave me an expectant look.

Pursing my lips, I shook my head. "Nah, I'm good. For now you can just tell me what your last name is and maybe some other things about yourself I oughta know about as your boyfriend." Nudging him into his camper, I followed him inside and then closed the door behind me. "Right. I'm your boyfriend. None of that dating crap and beating around the bush on the matter." I said firmly. "We'll just make out for the next couple of weeks until enough time has passed to make us having sex together less of a fast slutty act." Giving him a wide smile, I added. "Sound good?"

"I knew I liked you." Returning my smile with a bright one of his own, he nodded. "Can I ask a quick question, though? I'm a little confused."

"Yeah, course." I murmured, sitting down on the small couch by the window when he gestured for me to do so. "Anything."

"Why did you ask that thing about your brother?" Plopping down, he leaned against me and gave me a look until I raised my arm and he slid against my side, letting my arm settle around his shoulders.

I shrugged, smiling. "His last three partners came to talk to me first, befriending me in hopes to get close to Reno that way. Two of those had already had sex with Reno and of course Reno tossed them afterwards like he always does." Sighing as I had no idea how my twin's brain functioned, I looked down, brushing Roxas' hair out of his face. Such pretty eyes...

"I'm not insecure, but for some reason I'm just really the opposite of Reno when it comes to letting guys know I'm interested. I've only been with two men." I cringed then. "First one broke up with me to be with Reno, Reno is an ass overall but he wouldn't do that to me. The second one I kept as far away from Reno as possible and somehow he ended up having sex with him anyways." To make sure he understood Reno was a slut but not an evil slut, I added, "Reno didn't know I was with him at the time."

"He's an ass and I can't wait for him to have someone to knock him down a few pegs." He mumbled as he fiddled with the bottom of my shirt. "I just want to tell you that I never even looked twice at him."

Tossing the Reno subject out of the window as I really didn't want to talk about my twin anymore at this particular moment, I ducked my head down, pressing my lips against his forehead. "So, your last name?" I asked.

"It's O'Malley. Roxas O'Malley. What about you?"

"Montenegro." I returned. "You cool if we nap?" I murmured, not exactly waiting for an answer as I shifted us around until my legs were on the couch, Rox between them and his head on my chest.

"Considering how much I wanted to kill my alarm clock this morning, yeah, I could use a nap. Especially since I've been handled so roughly since I woke." Leaning up, he winked. "We can work on the kneeling dismount when we wake up."

"I'm usually avoiding things, not trying to catch them. It's going to take some getting used to." I poked his side, grinning widely as his body jumped up in surprise with a squawk because of the tickle.

Smacking my chest, he playfully growled. "I'm going to tell everyone that the only reason we're together is cause you dropped me on my ass."

Chuckling, I flicked his nose. "Unless they're circus folk, they'll probably wonder what you were doing up in my arms in the first place. By the time you've explained, the point of your funny comment will be long lost." I kissed him quickly before he could respond to that. His arms wrapped around my chest and he sighed against my lips, settling comfortably against me for our nap.

Roxas - a week and a half or so later

This was how every morning should be. I snuggled back against Axel while I continued to doze after throwing my alarm clock on the floor. The only thing that would make it any better, would be if we were waking up together naked. But that was for a later date and just having him in my bed in the morning, pajamas still on, but with an occasional hickey showing, was perfect. With him curled behind me, his arm thrown over my stomach holding me close to him, it seemed as though our bodies were made for each other. He was taller than me, but by just the right amount. Goosebumps prickled my skin as he moved, bringing us even closer together and his breath blew across the back of my neck. Damn him and his hotness. I'd barely been able to contain myself these past few days, and it was only because of our new act that I was even able to cuddle with him without ripping his clothes off.

We'd gotten a lot better, perfecting that one dismount and me practicing my landing from the handstand on his shoulder. I'd come up with a trick that I wanted to try, but he wasn't yet sold on the idea. I'd jump into his hands, he'd launch me up into a flip then I'd land on his shoulders into a handstand.

So far, the only one we'd tried was launching me straight up. But I was confident that we'd work it out. I was already thinking that I'd add him to some of the slackwire stunts I could do. Like him tossing me up and me landing on it. Sighing and pushing work thoughts into the back of my mind, I figured that I could probably sneak in about twenty more minutes before our morning wake-up call barged into my trailer. God damn Reno and his early rising.

Grinding my teeth as I remembered two mornings ago where me and Axel were still sleeping after watching a Disney movie marathon, and we'd been jolted awake by Reno barging in, demanding that Axel get his ass out of bed so they could practice, forgetting that the day before had been the early morning practice for them, hence the reason we'd decided to stay up.

And even though I watched Axel explain this to him, he'd still gotten up out of bed. They hadn't practiced, but for the rest of the day I was sluggish and grumpy. Why did he just let him do that? Fucking boundaries please! Where do I draw the line?

I mean, they were twins. They were connected in ways that I would never understand...but dammit. I wanted to wake up just one morning with my boyfriend without someone barging in before I got to kiss him awake. Cracking one eye, I determinedly re-closed it and willed myself to relax and hope that Reno wouldn't be sticking his nose where he wasn't wanted this morning.

Smirking as I felt Axel's fingers begin teasing my stomach a little, I rested my hand on top of his, lacing my fingers through them and pulling him tighter around me. If I wasn't careful, he'd end up tickling me until I was forced to jump out of bed to empty my bladder or I'd pee my pants. Turning my head, I placed a soft kiss against his lips and figured that he wasn't really awake yet, so I couldn't demand a real morning kiss. Laying my head back down, I sighed and felt sleep start to take me again.

Aaaaand... there was the barging. "Roxas, Axel, dudes! Wake up!" Reno left the door open as he jumped into my camper, looming over mine and Axel's figures in the bed, tugging on the blanket the way a five year old might on Christmas morning.

"This guy totally saw me and Ax's act the first time we officially performed it for an audience in this circus a few days ago and he approached me just now, leaving me his card, yo!" Another shake of the shoulders. "Axel! Wake up you big fat lazy ass! Hey Rox."

I bit my tongue, only giving him a silent nod. The only reason he wasn't getting his ass kicked right this very instance was out of respect for Axel. It was his brother and...and nothing! I was in a relationship with Axel, not Reno and Axel and fucking hell, I wanted space for just him and me. Was that too much to ask? Well, I didn't care.

I was going to fucking ask that as soon as Reno left us the hell alone. Poking Axel's side, not very gentle like as I was very annoyed, I grunted to get his attention. "Axel, wake up."

He growled, turning over and giving me and Reno his back to stare at. "Yeah! For fuck sake! I heard. A dude, a card and now poking. Give me a minute and I'll be right with ya'll." Not. He grabbed the blanket, pulling it over his head, determined to ignore everything but his sleep.

I don't know who I was more annoyed with at the moment. My boyfriend for trying to leave me to deal with his brother, or his brother for barging in and waking me up. Not to mention that I really wanted to smack Axel and force him to deal with the nuisance. But he wouldn't.

"Excuse me, I'm gonna use the bathroom." I gritted out, hoping to just get away from these two before I painted the inside of my trailer with their blood. Yeah, not really a morning person. Slamming the bathroom door shut, I hoped that Axel would finally take the hint and wake the fuck up.

I heard them through the door. "Axel, Axel, Axel, Axel, Axel, Axel..." Reno continued on and on, probably not about to stop unless Axel actually reacted to Reno's demand of attention.

"How I shared a uterus with you for 9 months?" Axel mumbled sleepily, "I have no fucking idea. I'm surprised I didn't use the umbilical cord to choke you." My boyfriend was not happy. I could tell because I'd never heard him sound that dark when he spoke.

"Would you get over yourself?" Reno clearly didn't feel threatened. "Did you not hear what I said? Pretty blue haired dude gave me his card and will be in touch with us."

"What for?" Axel whined.

"Sheesh, you get worse each morning I wake you guys like this."

A beat of silence. "Get the fuck out of here, Reno! Do you want Roxas' murderous urges towards you to triple in size? Keep at it and I promise you they will. He'll hang ya with his tightrope first chance he gets."

"Oh fine. I'll just go bug the clowns." Reno muttered.

"Good boy."

I heard feet stomping, a muttered 'totally whipped' and then the door of my camper slammed shut, followed by a load groan coming from Axel.

Yeah, that wasn't really going to cut it for me. Finishing my business, I opened the bathroom door, noticing that Axel was still in bed, probably trying to go back to sleep and I bit my lip. No, I couldn't let this go on. Boyfriend or not, this was my home, even if it was a trailer and I had to put my foot down. I just needed him to understand that if Reno was going to continue to wake him up like that, he couldn't spend the night here. God, I felt like such a whiny bitch when I thought about it like that, but dammit. Boundaries. I needed boundaries.

"Axel?" I sat on the edge of the bed, trying to sound calm.

"Yeah?" he mumbled, rolling over so he could at least look at me.

"I'm sorry, but I don't think that this whole sleeping over thing is going to work." I said softly, trying to find the right words from my train of thought to use that wouldn't offend him about his brother.

Frowning, he sat up. "I'm getting why you are announcing this, I know it's related to Reno, but... Excuse me? Mind explaining why you're kicking me out rather than telling Reno to stay the fuck away?"

Bristling at that, I crossed my arms in front of my chest. "I shouldn't have to!" Boy, did I hate the sound of my voice and attitude right this very moment. Running a hand through my hair, I tried to just spit it out. "Okay, so he's your twin. Your brother. You've been with him since birth. So, when he comes barging in here," I waved at the door for emphasis, "I'm thinking that it's a brotherly sort of bond thing that I have no right messing with. And if I do tell him to fuck off, how does that make things better? Because then you'll end up thinking that I hate your brother and he'll end up hating me, and in the end, I'll feel like I'm the bad guy, because I don't like getting woken up in my own fucking trailer!"

"Which is your right, brotherly bond or not. Doesn't make ya a bad guy." Axel pointed out. "What I don't appreciate is that you clearly seem to believe I don't care about your comfort and opinion." His words were clipped as he tossed the blanket aside , moving to sit on the edge of the bed instead of comfortably in it.

"Ya rather not sleep with me, than talk to me about how you feel." And then he stood, hitching up his pajama bottoms and looked around the room, most likely for his clothes, and clearly all kinds of tense and angry. "Don't like it that you seem to think you can't talk to me." He muttered, letting out a frustrated growl as he couldn't seem to find his clothes.

"Hey!" I shouted, jumping up and pointing to the bed angrily. "You don't get to leave! Sit down cause I'm not done yet!" Not caring that he was still searching around for his clothes, I figured I'd botched this one pretty bad with what I'd said.

"It's not that I don't feel like I can talk to you, okay? It's because I don't always understand how you feel about your brother. It just felt like since you didn't care that he woke you up or whatever, or if you did care, you didn't do anything about it, I didn't think that I could. Even if it is my trailer." My words were rushing out now, trying to make sure I didn't chase him off, but also trying to understand just what in the hell I was thinking. "Look, I'm sorry about what I said. I wasn't really thinking about how it came out. I was just trying to not cause friction with the in-laws. Really, I'm sorry. Please don't leave."

"If I was about to leave it's because you asked me to leave." He sighed out, sitting back down on the edge of the bed, no longer looking for his clothes. "Okay, look, that's all very reasonable and I totally get why you'd think that way. But ya seriously can't just skip the conversation before coming out with a decision like that." He muttered, giving me an eye roll before letting himself fall on his back onto my bed.

"Having Reno wake me up like that isn't something I appreciate, but at the same time I've been used to him doing that since we were tiny. No matter how many times I've told him I don't like it, he still does it. So if you want him to stop doing that, you're gonna have to tell him yourself cause he's not gonna listen to me, kay?"

"And if I say something that makes him mad, what will you do? Because that's my fear right there. It's completely irrational and selfish, but I want you to always choose my side, within reason, but how can I even ask that cause it's your brother and holy shit, my head hurts." Falling onto the bed face first to hide my shame, I just decided to shut my mouth. "I feel stupid." I muttered.

I felt his hand rest on my back, slowly stroking up and down. "Your trailer, your boundaries. Now that we've talked about it, ya know that I'm just as annoyed by him barging in like that as you are, so be my guest, give him a piece of your mind. If my brother is being unreasonable you won't see me taking his side because you're trying to point that matter out to him." I felt him tug on my shirt, trying to get me to come closer to him.

"You're over-thinking the entire situation, which is actually very cute and makes me want to kiss you until you go silly." He murmured, chuckling then as I wouldn't budge from where I was lying, face still pressed into the mattress. The bed shifted and I felt him hovering over me, his mouth pressed against the back of my neck.

"Roxie... You don't have to feel stupid." He whispered, his hand slipping underneath the edge of my shirt, fingertips tracing patterns over the naked skin of my back. "Come on, love, turn around so we can make up already. It's all good. We've once again come to realize that my brother is an ass. What else is new? Now let's move on and celebrate the fact you're not kicking me out."

"I don't ever want you to leave." I mumbled, still feeling like an idiot for starting a fight over nothing in the end. What can I say, I was a world class pouter. Rolling over and wrapping my arms around him, I buried my face into the side of his neck. "I'm gonna kick Reno's ass..."

Holding me close to him, I felt his mouth form into a smile as it was pressed against the side of my face. "That's fine. But you can do that later. Right now your boyfriend needs a kiss."

Blushing, as I remembered his words about calling me his love, I refused to let go of his hug and move around to kiss him. Was he serious? "Were you serious?" I wanted to know if it was just a way of speaking.

His fingers will still tracing patterns on my back, his lips now pressing random kisses along my face. "About what?" He asked softly, rolling over onto his back and settling me on top of him. He tried gently nudging my face out of the crook of his neck, chuckling as I wouldn't move from there.

"You said...love." I mumbled, feeling my entire body flush.

"Why would I say something if I weren't serious?" He said, his fingers slipping into my pants, cupping my ass over my boxers. "Can I get my kiss now?"

Nodding, I closed my eyes, and kissed up his neck and jawline, using that to find his mouth so I could place a simple kiss on him. Opening them as I pulled back, I grinned. "There. Happy now?"

"That's all I'm getting?" He whined. "Where did the Roxas from last night go? The one that was about ready to tear my clothes off and kiss me all over..." His eyes closed, a happy smile spreading on his lips as a shiver ran over his body while he probably remembered our make out session from last night. "God, I do love your ass..." He was kneading it currently.

"Sorry, I was sort of hoping to wake you up nice and easy this morning. Umm...ah...Axel." I whined, unable to hide my reaction to him grabbing onto me. Falling forward, I gladly kissed him like I'd done last night, running my fingers over his chest and into his hair. Pushing my hips down into his, I was glad to see I wasn't the only one affected.

Shaking his head, I felt him grin against my mouth before rolling us over so I was the one beneath him now. "Honestly, love..." He whispered, using the term of endearment so softly. "I refuse to come in my pants like a fifteen year old teenager during a quick dry hump for the first time with you. Now..." His lips dragged down to my neck, one of his hands he wasn't using to keep himself balanced above me running down my stomach ever so slowly. "I'm not gonna screw, fuck or make love to you this morning. Still a gentleman. But I'm not leaving this trailer with a raging hard on again either, so pants off and don't you dare stop me from sucking that cock of yours."

I laughed, feeling my heart quicken at the idea of it. "How exactly does that help with your 'raging hard on'?" Slipping my hands down his back, I gripped his perfect ass.

He quirked an eyebrow. "You really think you're the kinda guy who receives but doesn't return? If you are, then ya seriously got me fooled."

"Oh, I suppose I've been dying to taste you for weeks now. Fine." Giving him one last hard kiss, sweeping my tongue through his mouth, I pulled back with a pop. "I'm thinking you should take off your pants now."

"Well, alright, but you're still wearing yours and I still have the ability to talk." He grinned, sitting up and pushing down his pajama bottoms, pulling his shirt off next. "You trying to get a taste of me first or do you intend for us to do this at the same time?" He licked his lips as I slowly pushed my pajama pants down, boxers along with it. "Have we had the experience talk yet? I can't seem to locate my brain right now and remember..." He murmured, eyes fixed on my dick while I kicked off my pants.

Laying back on the bed, blushing as I was literally sprawled out completely naked now, I shook my head. "Well, what do you mean by experience? You said you'd been with...others before."

His hands came to rest on my thighs, stroking them softly. "I have. You've never told me about you though." He murmured, moving off the bed for a moment to strip his boxers down, now completely naked as well while he crawled back onto the bed, hovering above me. "No details... I'd be jealous." His lips rested onto my mouth. "I just want to make sure you've been with someone before." His hand slid up my side slowly, taking his time to get to know my body.

"Y-yes." I mumbled, completely entranced by his skin and the warmth that I felt emanating from it. "I'm not a virgin or anything." With all the travel that I did, I'd never had a steady boyfriend. Just a few one night stands, not really something that I wanted to share with my actual boyfriend laying over me. My stomach was tight with desire and my cock was questioning my brain, trying to understand why it wasn't going to get sex. Running my fingers up his sides lightly, I tried to remind myself that we were waiting because we hadn't known each other very long.

His hand was touching me everywhere, as if trying to remember every little bit of me. "You have the cutest belly..." He chuckled at his rather odd compliment, looking down our bodies, his palm resting on my stomach. "And your hips? Imma love holding onto those..." He murmured meaningfully, dipping his head down to place a kiss on my chest. "So are we doing this one by one, or are you very eager to suck my cock?" I felt him grin against my skin, lips dragging over it, numerous kisses covering me. Sometimes he said the nicest things, other times the cutest and then occasionally, like now, the crudest.

I tried to think about it, but my skin was burning where his lips were touching it. "Lay back and I'll get you first." I murmured as my hands pushed up on his chest, knowing that if he gave it to me first, I'd just want to roll over and go back to sleep.

Grinning, he pushed me back down onto my back. "Sure you do. But I want the first taste as well. Since we're part of a circus, I'm sure seeing each other upside down won't be that much of a shock." He kissed my lips softly and then maneuvered himself around so we were both lying on our sides, facing each other, or sort of anyway as his dick was staring me straight in the face now. I felt his hand grip my ass, his lips pressing against my hip, kissing, nipping and licking his way down to my own cock.

Taking a deep breath, I felt a little nervous as I'd never really been one to give head, and I was unsure I could satisfy him with my technique. Let's just hope that he didn't have much experience at receiving. Giving his leg a small nibble, I tried very hard not to become lost in the sensations of his mouth right fucking there.

I moved my hand over his hip to grip the base of his cock, it was too big to fit completely in my mouth and I figured this would help me control him while pumping. Finally, I stared at it and slowly and gently wrapped my lips around the head, humming to give him a small vibration. Licking the underside of it, knowing that it was super sensitive, I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the flavor of Axel.

His fingers dug into the skin of my ass, mouth wrapping around my length and he moaned around it, sucking and swallowing, pressing with his hand on my butt so he could take me deeper into his throat. Slipping it almost all the way out, he whirled his tongue around the head, his steady breath warm against my skin. Like myself, he occasionally was a bit sloppy in his movements, most likely having problems concentrating on working me while being worked. It was hard, but giving and receiving at the same time was a whole new thrill in itself.

"Whatever you're doing, don't stop that..." He breathed, his other hand closing around the base of my dick, squeezing and rubbing before his lips closed around the head again.

That was easy enough to comply with, as my mind was complete and utter mush now and the only thing I could do was grip and pump the base as I sucked on the head, tongued his slit and suckled on the underside of it. As he mimicked my movement, I gasped and released his dick to let out a quiet moan.

"Fuck, Axel...wait...gonna come..." We hadn't discussed the whole, 'spit or swallow' idea and as my mind panicked for a split second, I tightened my grip on him, groaning out as my orgasm crashed over me.

He held onto my hip, keeping me steady as he sucked harder, swallowing every last drop that shot out of me and I barely had time to come down from the awesome high when the heavy vibration of his loud moan around my length had me spasm as my dick was now sensitive, but that wasn't really something to focus on as Axel was coming himself. His hips jerked forward once, and then he tried to move away, body trembling before stiffened and another moan left him.

I wouldn't let him. No way in hell was he going to deny me this pleasure. Still holding onto his dick, I automatically wrapped my lips around him again to return the favor, barely quick enough to catch his come as it hit my tongue and I gladly swallowed everything he had to offer, panting as I was still sensitive myself.

"Yeah..." I sighed, completely spent and wiping my mouth against his leg. "That was not something I get to enjoy every day..." I whispered.

Gulping, he then nodded, rolling over onto his back, looking completely spent. "Your dick is awesome." He returned, lifting a hand up in the air suddenly. "I call dibs!" Huh? Lolling his head to the side to look at me, he grinned. "Dibs on not having to move. I call it." Outstretching somewhat limp looking arms in my direction, he murmured, "Come here."

I made a small effort to kick out softly at his hands with my foot, chuckling as he just pushed them back, beckoning me again. "Ugh,...fine!" I moaned and dragged my sorry and tired ass up his body, to hang limply over his chest. We would definitely need a shower after this. "You suck." I mumbled, placing a soft kiss against his heart.

"Yes... I... do..." He waggled his eyebrows, hooking his arms underneath my armpits to pull me up his body, kissing my lips. "As do you." He chuckled, holding me close to him and sighing contently as I was settled on top of his naked body. "So what's next, Roxie?" A soft whisper as he pushed the hair out of my face. "I want to tell you how deeply I feel for you, but we've known each other only so shortly... ya know?" He sounded somewhat unsure, which was strange, cause he rarely did. "But I gotta say I'm sorta certain I can't picture myself in this circus without being with you."

Smiling and letting the warmth of his words wash over me, I sighed and relaxed, completely content in this one moment. "I'm just so happy that you're here with me. Nothing else really matters." Lifting my head up, I reached my hand to cup his jaw, staring into the haunting green eyes. "Axel, We don't have to plan anything now. We're together and if that means that you wanted to have sex right now, then I'd be perfectly happy to do it. Because I-"

Stuttering for a moment, I gulped and bit back the panic at saying those words to him. It felt scary right now, almost like I could jinx how perfect everything was. Better hold back just a little bit. "feel so very strongly for you." Covering his lips for a moment, I shook my head. "Don't say those words just yet. I'm afraid they'll jinx us or something."

Giving me a soft smile, he nodded against my lips. "Anything, love, know I feel that way though." Releasing his mouth, I smiled and nodded before dropping my head against his shoulder and letting my exhaustion have its way. Things were going to be okay between us. He was here and he wasn't going anywhere.

Axel - Epilogue: A couple of months later

Stefan always made sure there were barely any waiting periods between acts when the circus performed for an audience. So, Roxas's tightrope act was right before mine and Reno's knife throwing act which was then instantly followed by mine and Roxas's act where Reno accompanied us with his violin.

Roxas and I had both realized that the fascination we'd both felt when watching each other do our acts, was no replaced by the fear a lover felt when their counterpart put themselves at risk. Roxas didn't want me in his line of sight when he was walking the tightrope because apparently my big eyes full of worry for him distracted him.

While during my act? It's not like I could really concentrate on the audience much as I was so focused on dodging the knives my twin launched my way, but Roxas always whispered a 'freaking terrifying' the moment he climbed up onto my shoulders after the knife throwing act ended. The werewolf mask I wore even during my act with Roxas. I thought it was a good call on Stefan's part as they could see the more scary side of the animal during its knife battle with the zombie, but since it was followed up with the werewolf being so kind to the tightrope walker? Kids in the audience weren't as frightened of me anymore.

Grabbing onto Roxas's ankles, I helped him push himself up into the air off my shoulders, hearing the 'ooh's' and 'aah's' in the audience as he rolled over before letting himself drop into my arms bridal style. Curling himself up into a ball, I held him close as I let myself sink down to the floor, rolling onto my back backwards with Roxas in my arms.

That one had been tricky to get right, but weeks of relentless practice had gotten us there, so when my feet hit the ground again and I straightened, Roxas did too. We had worked our act so that I never actually set Rox down onto the ground in the simple way. Also, it was sort of a follow up on his tightrope act.

We made sure his feet didn't connect to the ground very long and I actually did the occasional dance step while he flipped over in the air to do a follow up on my act with Reno. Which, my twin was circling us with the violin, setting the pace of our lifts and throws. It had been nerve wracking the first couple of times we'd done this act in public, but now it had become routine.

Wrapping my arms around his waist, he pushed off his feet, turning over as he went so he ended up sitting on my shoulder, giving my werewolf mask a pat on the cheek, which kids always seemed to find funny.

All three of us bowed then, or well, Reno and Roxas did anyways, I just curtsied since I couldn't really bow with Roxas on my shoulders. The audience clapped for us and then Stefan's voice said something about the beast being tamable after all, which was our cue to get off the stage to make place for the acts that followed ours. Passing the red curtain that led to the backstage, Reno walked off while I crouched down so Roxas could get off my shoulders, pulling the werewolf mask off my head as he went.

"It's really hot to breath under that thing." I muttered, rubbing my face and giving my sweet blond a smile.

He grimaced as he nodded, holding the mask with a thumb and forefinger out and away from him. "Yeah, and it's sort of creepy to look at it and knowing that you're behind it. I really don't like it. I'm hoping that when we have a more solid base, we can just change it to make-up of some kind and not a mask." Turning his blue eyes on me, he gave me a soft smile, resting his hand on my forearm.

"You feelin' okay? No sprains or anything?" He always asked me, still reassuring himself that he was standing correctly on me and not bruising me.

Pulling him to me, I pushed his hair out of his face, kissing his lips softly. "Perfect. How about you? I wanted to destroy that kid in the audience with my fake werewolf teeth. The one that tried to hang onto the rope while you were on it." I growled at the memory of it. The nice thing about the circus is that the stage was round, so the audience could see from all angles, and of course, it was close by, so the people felt less disconnected from the performers. It also meant the occasional jackass entering the circus to watch was at close proximity though.

He gave a annoyed noise and nodded, returning the kiss. "I thought about 'accidentally' falling on him to help him learn a lesson." Giving me a big smile, he wrapped his arm around my waist, tucking himself into my side. "We have tomorrow off, don't we? Tell me we do because I'm in serious need of relaxation."

I nodded, stroking his cheek with my thumb. "Yeah. Tonight was the last big show of the week, tomorrow is pony rides and puppet theatre with some juggling and fire breathing acts." I assured. "But we're moving on to Hollow Bastion in two days." We were in Traverse Town now.

Like Twilight Town, we'd thought this place wouldn't be too excited about a circus coming to town, reserved and secluded it had seemed, but there were more people in the audience than we'd hoped for. Hollow Bastion was a city though, so bigger audience and more shows. He groaned as he remembered, no doubt annoyed as he'd actually be up on a tight wire when we got to Hollow Bastion, high enough to need a net and everything. It wasn't harder, just not as fun as the slackwire he usually used for smaller areas.

Going slack against me suddenly, his arms came around my neck and he whined, "Axel, I don't wanna walk to the trailer. Carry me?" Pouting, he gave me his best puppy dog eyes.

I grinned, kissing the tip of his nose before giving him my hands, helping him back up onto my shoulders once he'd grabbed a hold of them. Legs dangling down my front and his arms too, I felt him bend forward, giving me a kiss when I tilted my head back. Reaching behind him, I rubbed his back softly, about to walk off to our trailer, but I halted in my steps, raising an eyebrow as my eyes landed on my twin.

He was talking to a guy with long blue hair, the one that had approached Reno and myself a couple of months back, trying to buy us out of the circus and put us on television. It had been a great offer, truly, but I'd refused, the circus having become my home and of course, Roxas was here, and I wasn't going anywhere without him. Reno had told me about the offer, not saying he'd wanted to accept it, and he hadn't because when I'd told him I wasn't going to leave this place, he hadn't made me try and explain myself as to why, simply nodded and told me he'd take care of the 'blue haired dude that offered him his card'. And he had. But the blue haired dude named Saix still came around regularly. And while at first I'd thought he'd been relentless on having us join the television show, I now realized it's not the act Saix was interested in, it was my brother.

"Hey, isn't that...what's his name?" Roxas murmured and pointed at them.

I nodded, frowning. "Yeah. Saix. I'm beginning to think that-" My eyes widened as Reno settled a hand on Saix's hip, pulling him closer, resting his forehead against the blue-haired man, a soft smile playing on my twin's lips. "Kay, not beginning, it's certain now. Saix ain't here for the knife throwing act anymore."

"Oh my god! Axel! He's...he's kissing him!" Roxas gasped, his pointing finger now waving frantically at the couple.

My jaw dropped open, and I nudged Roxas' arm out of the way as it was blocking my view. "Well shit." Was all that came out as Reno framed Saix's face in a gentle manner, his gestures and touches so caring and... sweet. And he'd never smiled the way he did at Saix to anybody else before. Shaking my head out of my staring, I chuckled as Roxas bounced on my shoulders, clearly having a hard time grasping what we were seeing.

"Come on, ya silly monkey, let's go and not break the moment they seem to be sharing." Reno was sharing a moment with someone... Of all things... Bewildered, I held onto Rox's thighs as I made my way out of the tent and into the open air, breathing in deeply before setting of in direction of our trailer. We'd moved my stuff into his camper a while ago, figuring it was stupid for me to keep my camper when I lived in Roxas' anyways.

"I feel like any moment I'm going to see pigs flying." He chuckled, running fingers through my hair. "Reno is in love...it's kinda sickeningly adorable. I suppose I shouldn't tease him about it..."

I rolled my eyes. "Liar. You totally will." He was gonna, I knew it. It was their favorite shared hobby. 'Who could piss the other off fastest?'

"I'm happy. I won't have to do the awkward, 'I'm so sorry my twin is an ass. No, you won't be the love of his life. Your relationship won't last longer than the one night stand that occurred yesterday.' anymore." Reaching out, I opened the door to our trailer, ducking low enough so Roxas could pass through the opening while still on my shoulders.

"Well, he hasn't been too bad lately. I mean, it seems like you being in a steady relationship maybe woke him up a little?" He kissed the top of my head.

Smiling, I grasped his arms, guiding him off my shoulders and settling him on the bed. "Could be that. Or maybe Saix is just that good and we should give him all the credit." I chuckled as Rox groaned in pleasure at the feel of the mattress beneath his body. "You worked your ass off this week." I murmured, leaning over him to kiss his him quickly.

Circling his arms around my neck quickly, he yanked my shoulders down so I was laying on him now. Murmuring against my lips, he said quietly, "You should really reward me. It feels like I haven't slept with you in a week." Pushing me back a few inches he glared at me playfully. "Maybe cause you haven't? And I know, blah, blah, blah, sex makes it harder to perform." Rolling his eyes, and putting on a powerful pout, he playfully asked, "Don't you wanna have sex with me?"

Propping myself up onto my elbows, I narrowed my eyes on him. "That's not fair, love. Last time we had sex before a performance, I nearly got stabbed by Reno because I was still coming down from the orgasm high. It's like alcohol, makes my reflexes slower." Giving him a smirk, I threaded my fingers through his hair, managing to resist the pout for just a tad longer.

"Granted, that was literally right before the act, but still... We're tired after a show enough as it is, add sex on top of it and then the day after for another show... What if ya slip, huh? You gonna stand back up and tell the audience, 'Sorry 'bout that, my boyfriend pounded me so hard last night, that in combination with shows from days prior are making my legs sorta wobbly'?"

"They'd totally understand." He chuckled, shrugging his shoulders. "If they could just see you without the mask on, they'd totally understand." Leaning up to kiss me gently, humming in pleasure, his tongue gently licked my bottom lip sucking it into his mouth and nibbling on it. Releasing me with a smirk, he dropped back down to the bed. "So...whatcha wanna do now?"

No. I wasn't done yet. "Or that time after our third show? We were both so exhausted yet we tried having sex anyway? We fell asleep during foreplay, Rox. I woke up with my hand around your dick." I laughed at the memory. "While that's sorta awesome in its own way, we're only twenty years old, that shit isn't supposed to happen." Okay. Now I was done preaching. Kissing him deeply, I smiled against his mouth as he moaned when he realized I was totally up for a round of amazing sex.

Opening his legs, so that I easily fell between them, he wrapped them around my waist and hooked his ankles together behind my back. His hands were still on my shoulders, but they quickly moved, one to the back of my head to thread in my hair and grip a handful gently, the other settling on my back digging his fingernails into me. He was pushing his hips up against mine, silently telling me to hurry the hell up and fuck him already.

"Lube..." I breathed, pressing my groin against his continuously, reaching out with my hand so he could place the bottle of lube in my palm after having gotten it off the night stand.

Popping the lid, I let my lips slide down his chin and attach on his neck, sucking and nipping as I slicked up my hand. Rox was undoing his pants and then mine, pushing his off completely while only pushing mine far enough down so my cock was freed.

One week without one single handjob or blowjob or fuck... We knew having sex played on our performance skill so we were good boys and held ourselves back, but once a show week was over, it was hard to do the slow and loving type of sex... We needed it quick and rough instantly and then we could do it slow and soft sometime later. Point being, I was glad he wasn't bothering much with our clothes. Sucking onto his neck and creating a beautiful hickey, I slipped my hand down between his legs, our dicks still bumping into each other as I pressed one finger into him.

"Axel..." He panted, always preferring to moan my name, and I grinned as his fingernails slowly raked up my back. Pushing against my finger, and shivering as my lips nibbled on his neck, he was already panting and out of breath. "More..."

The way he reacted to my touch, it drove me completely mad. I'd never get enough of him ever. Kneeling above him, I kissed his lips softly, taking my time and paying referent attention to his mouth as I pressed two fingers into him, moaning as his body trembled beneath mine.

"Gods, I love you..." Admitting we were attracted to each other had taken a long while, but the moment it had been out there, our relationship had picked up fast. It had worried both of us for a moment, but there had been no reason to be. Things had gone great and, well, they still were.

"Love...you...more." He panted out, and I found it rather cute that he always said that back, even when we were having sex. He kissed me harder, forcing my mouth to stay attached to his as his grip in my hair basically controlled my head at this point.

I couldn't really concentrate, completely drowned away in the feel of him beneath me and his moans and pants mixing with mine. Adding the third finger happened not long after and we continued kissing feverishly as I stretched him until he was ready for me. Both sticky with sweat now, he let out an impatient noise, breaking away from the kiss as he planted his heels into the mattress, pushing his body up so my fingers slipped out.

Chuckling, I kissed his chest softly while coating my dick with a generous amount of lube, "Greedy much?" He tugged on my hair for that comment and I then simply pressed the head of my cock into him in response to the tug, wanting to give him a smug smile, but- "Oh fuck, how's it get better every time?" I moaned out, laying my body down on top of his.

"I need you, Axel." He gasped out, throwing his head back as I pushed into him, moaning and holding tightly to me. Settling inside of him, I held still, giving him a moment to adjust. "Okay, okay. I'm good, please Axel." Moving his head, he caught my lips in a heavy kiss, wiggling his body around, egging me on.

Pushing in and then out at a very slow pace, I moaned, breaking away from the kiss. "Oh... I don't know, love..." I taunted somewhat breathlessly. "Maybe you should do the work for once, huh?" Grinning, I rolled us over, making sure I didn't slip out of him as he settled into a sitting position on top of me. Grasping his hips, I let out a groan of pleasure at the sight of him right there, licking my lips as I slipped one hand over his stomach, my fingers wrap around his dick.

"Oh, fuck," Roxas matched his moan to mine, resting a hand on my chest as he shifted his legs to settle on the bed next to my hips. His other hand wrapped around mine as I stroked his cock. Moving slowly up and down, finding the best angle for his pleasure, he settled for into leaning slightly forward and finally picking up the pace until he was slamming down onto me every time. Letting go of my hand, he put both palms on my chest, eyes closing, his head thrown back in pleasure.

I propped myself up onto my elbow, murmuring a soft, 'Hey' to get his attention and when I got it, I pressed my lips to his, the kiss sloppy at first and then we just let our mouths press together, not really moving them, but enjoying the feel nonetheless. Squeezing the head of his dick and letting my thumb stroke over the slit, I caught the low long moan that left him and my pants became somewhat erratic as his ass tightened around me.

"Rox, fuck, I'm-" Jerking my hips up to meet his slams down, my entire body shuddered as the orgasm pulled out of me when his ass clenched around me again.

With a few more mind numbing bounces, Roxas groaned out my name and I felt him release onto my hand and stomach. Not moving as he came down from the high of orgasm, a minute later he slumped forward, and I removed my hand from his now soft dick to hold him against me, both of us panting and smiling.

"Sex with you is the best thing in the world," He mumbled, still a little silly from our sex.

"Right? I totally rock your world and stuff," I chuckled as he bit onto my shoulder in retaliation, stroking his hair as I rolled us over so I was on top again so I could slowly pull out of him. "Wipes?" Not like I needed to ask, he'd already grabbed them. Smiling, I cleaned us both up before laying back down on him.

"You are ridiculous," He laughed, but hugged me close anyways, "I love you and if you don't let me sleep for at least ten hours, I'll kick your ass." Closing his eyes, his arms flopped to the bed, and he started fake snoring.

Snorting, I rolled over onto my back and beside him, managing to pull the blanket over us. "Cause ya think I'll need less than ten? Also, say I do wake up before you, you think I'll wake you? You talk too much in the mornings." There was a falter in the fake snore, and I squawked in amused surprise as he poked me in my side.

"You love it. If I remember correctly, the one morning I got up and went to get coffee silently so I wouldn't wake you up, you sulked for almost an hour before finally spitting out what you were so pissed about." Snuggling into my side, kissing whatever parts of my skin he could get his mouth to, he finally settled down. "At least I don't snore like you do." He mumbled.

He was jostled when I chuckled at that. "Right back at ya then, I remember you waking me up one night, demanding what was wrong with me since apparently I hadn't been snoring." Stroking his hair, I kissed his forehead, yawning then while holding him close. "Tomorrow Imma make us some pancakes."

"Blueberry, please."

THE END

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