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They were officially together now, everyone on the BAU knew, and were happy for them. But they still professionals, and avoided to show that during the daily job.

They arrived together, since Reid moved in to her place, but that was all, no more contact. That was a common day, not a field one. They were in the office, running papers. As always JJ was the last one there, and both agreed that he could left before here and go home, cook something and wait for here there.

She was finishing a report when he called her name in a low voice.

"Come in Spence"

"Hey, I just finished my stuff and decided to wait."

"You don't have to, go, take a shower and wait for me at home"

"Let me help you, please"

"Ok, fine. Grab those and put in order"

She was with her head buried in those documents and didn't realize he was behind her. He tossed her hair away and kissed her neck.

"What are you doing? We're at the BAU, remember?"

"We're alone, at the BAU."

"And I have thousands of things to finish"

He didn't listen to her. He went down on his knees and placed his hands on her thighs. She was dressing a pencil skirt till her knees and he slowly rolled that up. He was getting better on seducing her ever since the begging of their relationship.

"Please Spence, I can't concentrate with you doing that"

"Fine, fine, but tonight you won't take any advantage of me Miss." He said that and smiled with a goodbye kiss.

She got home about one and a half hour later, asking for him. He was on the couch, the TV was off, and he had something in his hands. When she got closer she could see. And got frozen in the same moment. He had a picture of her with Will, he last boyfriend, a detective she met during a case. They were together for some months but it didn't work out, happened during her first year in the BAU.

"Why do you have that?"

"I think I should ask you that"

"You went looking in my stuff, how did you find it?"

"I wasn't supposed to? I was looking for a charger to my cell on the locker and that was dropped from a notebook. Why do you keep it?"

"Look Spence, since we're together, I didn't remember to throw it away, believe me."

"Or does he still mean anything to you?"

"What are you saying? I'm with you to pastime?'

"I don't know, are you? Since you don't have him you are having some fun with the awkward little genius boy from the FBI?"

"Hoe could you say that?"

He'd been through a lot. Every single girl he liked messed up with him. Exposed him. Asked him out so the whole football team could laugh at him. Was she doing the same? Her friends would laugh at him when she told about them? Did the office do that?

"Listen JJ, I love you, that's a fact, and I can't change that, but if you don't, please, you don't need to be with me for sorry, gratitude or for simple fun."

"I've said a hundred time Reid, how much I love you, but if for you is that hard to believe, I think you should go.'

They were both sad, broken. He grabbed all his things and went to his apartment. She called Garcia and asked her to sleep there, she didn't want to seat home alone and cry. Reid wish he could do the same, but all he did was grab some books and read.

In the other day the needed to work on a case, the mood between them was odd. The team could notice, and Hotchner was worried if that could interfere during the profile.

"Reid, listen, all of us can see that something happened between you and JJ, so if you don't minds, I think you should take these day off."

"If it is better for the team, that's fine to me"

She couldn't avoid to feel guilty, he was the one that got removed. What if every fight they have one of them would get removed from the case? She was afraid they wouldn't work out, but she couldn't be without him anyway, and she couldn't travel without talking with him before.

"Can you go to my office Spence?"

He was leaving, but went up there.

"Listen, I'm sorry Hotchner removed you, and I feeling guilty, but I need to know if we are ok before travelling."

"JJ, I can't manage being angry at you, and even if you like another man I will try to win your love, I don't mind, having a little bit of you is enough for me, but I need you to be honest about that"

"I'm sorry, JJ. We need to go.' – Hotchner said.

"Go, when you're back we can talk"

He kissed her forehead and went away. During the trip she couldn't help but think in the things he said, and she was afraid he was right. She really care about him, and together was feeling right, but in her heart she knew that she didn't love him as much as he loved her. She knew that picture was there, and still didn't get rid of it. She needed to be honest with him when she was back.

He got home sick. He would never admit, but he was feeling those things all over again, was feeling like garbage. He wasn't much of a drinker, but spending those days alone, without her, and without Morgan or Garcia to talk to, without work to do, was the only way to get around with it.

He knew he wasn't supposed to feel that, he needed to be used to, but he was not. He knew in the moment that she was not able to answer what he said in her office it was over, maybe she met with Will in Dallas and they were together right now. He didn't leave the apartment, he didn't shower, didn't shave. Started with beers, than vodka, then whisky. He'd never drink whisky. She hasn't call, but he preferred to think she was busy or something. He didn't know what day it was, but since they left on a Wednesday, it should be Friday.

With a bottle of whisky he decided to go out. Stopped in a park and felt asleep in the car. When he woke up it was morning, and his watch indicated 10:00 a.m. He looked for his cell phone and found nothing. He started the car and got home. There were two SUV's parked in the front and a police car. Then he saw the team. He though to himself: what a hell are they doing back there?

"He is there!" That was Morgan screaming, and in a second Prentiss was on his side asking if everything was ok.

"Why are you all here?"

"Are you kidding? We've being trying to call you since Friday, and you didn't pick up. No one has seen you. Everybody was thinking something happened to you." Prentiss was seriously mad at him.

"Just a few hours and you're that nervous?"

"A few hours? You went missing for 2 days!"

"No, you're wrong. It was Thursday, I went for out, slapped in my car, and today is Friday, I'm back home."

"Today is Sunday. And what is that under your jacket? And that smell, have you being drinking?"

"Just a glass or two no big deal"

JJ was coming in their direction with the rest of the team, even Garcia.

"Spence, there are 3 bottles of vodka, about 20 bottles of beer and one bottle of whisky there, all empty. Did you drink all of it?"

"I don't know, maybe?"

"So he is all right, we should all go home. And Spencer, I don't wanna see you like this again, I'm warning you."

"I'm sorry, I didn't realize the time."

"Come Spence, we need to talk". JJ's voice was full of concern. He knew it was the end, he was prepared, he and his other bottle of whisky.

"What were you thinking?"

"What, did you all expected I would stay home and read? I was just relaxing"

"Relaxing or trying to stay in coma?"

"Say it fast, it won't hurt less"

"What are you talking about?"

"You're are going to end up with me"

"Who told you that?"

"No one need to, I have plenty of experience in the field"

"I'm not ending up with you Reid, when I said I loved you I wasn't lying, but we do need to work some things out. But eve first you're going to shower and get yourself together."

She took him up, took his clothes of and put him in the shower. When he looked in the mirror he realized the mess he was, and was ashamed that the team was worried about him. Hotchner must be thinking he can't do the job. He showered, shaved and put on some clean clothes. JJ was waiting down stairs, with some coffee and food.

"First, promise me you won't do that again"

"I'm sorry, having you and loosing is worst than never having"

"You can't get drunk every time we get in a fight, and we need to learn to be civil to not screw our jobs too"

"You're right, but please, say what you need to"

"All right then. Spence, I do love you, and I do think that you are the best thing that happened to me in the last years, and I don't regret the you've moved in with me either. But, I'm afraid that what happened between Will and me still hurts, I lost a child, and you will need to be patient, for me to love you back on the same way you love me. I want things to work out between us, get married, having kids if you want to, not just a junior high date"

"I'm not mad at you for that, and if you had told me I would have understand. I love you JJ, and I can be as patient as you need to, you just can't lie to me about those things. Me, more than anyone wants things to go right between us, having kids with you would be heaven, but we need to be honest to each other. And when I do something that bothers you, you need to tell me, promise?"

"I do Spence, I've missed you. I was so worried that someone could have done something bad to you" Tears felt from her eyes.

"Hey hey, I'm right here, I'm sorry for disappearing"

They watched some movies, had dinner and went straight to bed. She fell asleep in his arms in minutes, and when she smelled her hair and felt her body right next to him, he was ok.

In the morning JJ woke up before Reid, and noticed she didn't have anything to wear, so she grabbed a pair of his boxers and one of his sweaters. She made some pancakes and coffee to wake him up with breakfast in bed. When she got back to the room he was already awake with a scared look in his eyes.

"Breakfast drunk. Why that look?"

"I woke and you were not here"

"You're being paranoid. I brought you some pancakes"

"Thanks, but to be honest seeing you in my boxers is much more hunger"

"If you eat your pancakes I can think about letting you try on these"

In a few seconds the pancakes were gone.

"See, I was a good boy and finished my breakfast, can I have my award?"

She crawled on the bed and kissed him, and he kissed back hungrily.

"I can't think of any statistic that informs me about how hot you get with only my boxer on"

"But I'm pretty sure you can illustrate that, kind of give me an example right?"

He had already seen her naked several times, they had already had sex a thousand, but every single time was special.

"I will never get tired of how beautiful you are. Especially with that flower on your hair"

"Flower? What flower?" He pulled a flower from behind her left ear and gave it to her.

"And I'm never getting tired of your nerd magic tricks" They both laughed.

"Let me show you a new one"

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