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Escaped

by Yui Shunrei Ryuzaki

Disclaimer: InuYasha and its original characters isn't mine. I only own the plot of this fanfiction.

Main Pairing: Sesshomaru and Rin

Warning: Grammatical errors ahead. Story might contain scenes and themes not appropriate for some readers. Disconnect from this page if you can't tolerate its contents.

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Chapter 1: Escape from Reality

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I looked down on her and touched his beautiful raven hair as she slept peacefully on her bed. I saw the traces of her tears on her closed eyes and wet cheeks that makes her look vulnerable and fragile on her state. Why am I too stupid for making her cry? I didn't intend to hurt her or to make her cry when I started to make a gap between us. My Beloved Rin. Oh I'm so sorry for making you cry. Please forgive this Sesshomaru of yours. I don't want to bring you along with me in an eternal damnation. Why do we have to be siblings? Why do I have to fell in love with my own twin sister? This is an immoral love. I can't bear to see Rin suffer because of my stupid love. This pain inside of me. The need for her starts to be break out. I needed her more than anyone else in this cruel world.

She's my angel. My sweet innocent angel. The only weakness of this Sesshomaru. The only one I knew I couldn't have. Rin looks irresistably beautiful when she started to become a woman. My fragile and sweet little sister had turned to be an angel in disguise. I could still remember how did this angel took my heart. We were in highschool back then. First year highschool to be exact and aged sixteen. The accidental first kiss that we'd shared when both of us fell on a stairs one rainy afternoon. Her lips are soft and incredibly sweet. Her hands fit perfectly with mine. I became addicted of her and started to see her as a woman and not my own sister. It was terrible. I'm yearning for my sister's love and warmth. I took other girls company, those girls who were infatuated on me and ready to submit theirselves to me doesn't meet my needs. I knew it was only her. Only Rin is the cure that I couldn't ever have.

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I felt someone touched my cheeks and my tangled long hair. I wonder who it was and I slowly opened my eyes. My eyes met his amber colored eyes that were staring down on me with a somber look. My Prince. My Ice Prince. What's bothering him? Does he felt guilty when I cried and shouted at him? I couldn't understand why's he is so cold and rude to me lately. Did I do something wrong? His silence aches me. He wouldn't say a word why's he's acting so strange. He's the one who pushes me to go on a date with Kohaku. He was angry and I knew he was. I asked him why but he didn't answer my question instead he told me to stop pestering him with non sense things. I felt my heart broken and I bursted into tears. I screamed back at him telling him he's so stupid and oblivious to what I really feel. I ran away from the school though the rain fell hard outside but I didn't care. I just want to get away from his cold presence that makes me sick.

"Onii-chan." I called and I felt him twitched as I called. He took away his hand from me but I grabbed it and clutches it in my bossom. He gave me a surprised look and almost yelp when I pulled him beside me. I felt his warm breath against my bared neck and I felt an unusual feeling within my body. I felt my blood rushed in my veins and my heart started to beat wildly. Why? Why am I feeling this way? Why am I unease everytime he's with me? I love Sesshomaru but I can't have him. It pains me everytime I saw him with another woman. Why do we have to be this way?

"Why are you sleeping with your soaked wet clothes on?" I heard his stoic cold voice said. I turned to his side and noticed how his handsome face dangerously near on mine. I'm sure my face was flushed with red. His cold stare made me hold my breath and amaze his dazzling beauty.

"I fell asleep after crying,Nii-chan." I replied and smiled. He frowned back at me as if he doesn't want me to call him my brother.

"You have to pay your debt." I grinned.

"What debt?" he asked.

"You need to explain why you'd acted like that, Sesshomaru-sama." I replied. He stared at me sternly and I wonder if he would tell me. Suddenly, he rose from the bed and sat on my side. He brushed his long silver tresses and sighed.

"You don't need to know, Rin. It's better to leave some things as it is." he said.

I sat up and hugged him from his back. I can't understand and I don't want him to treat me like this. I clutched his shirt and felt his broad chest under my touch. My tears find their way and wet my cheeks and his shirt. He turned around and faced me. He wiped my tears and pulled me in his arms.

"Tell me. Please, tell me. I'm so sorry, Sesshomaru. I love you! I love you!" I said while crying.

He lifted my face and I met his questioning gaze.

"Rin..." he called my name.

"Sesshomaru." I said and bit my lower lip trying to suppress my tears.

He pulled me closer and smashed my lips with his lips. I trembled in his arms and felt his uneasiness with mine. He parted from me and kissed my forehead.

"I hope that's enough for you to understand why." he said and looked away.

"Say it." I commanded him.

I moved closer and whispered to his ear.

"Tell me."

"I love you." he whispered back and claimed my lips again. It was a passionate kiss unlike our first kiss two years ago. He pulled away again and hit his head with his palm.

"I'm sorry but this is wrong,Rin. You know well this is forbidden."

I felt myself weakened. He was right. We weren't supposed to fell in love with each other. My brother. How could I take to kiss my own twin brother? Why do I felt this way for him? Oh how I wish weren't siblings so we could be free from this morality that keeping us away to have each other.

"I couldn't take it." I murmured and I felt his gaze set upon me. "I can't fight this love anymore. I couldn't even bear to see you with another woman."

I stood up and wore off my wet school coat letting it fall on the floor. He pulled my arm and pinned me back on the bed. He hovered over me and looked sternly at my face.

"Rin. I couldn't afford to lose you. I need you." he told me.

I took my right hand and touched his usual cold stoic face. I could sense that my prince is in pain too. What can I do to ease it? We both shared this immoral love.

"Sesshomaru." I called him and tried to smile. He lowered his head and kissed me. I tried to pull back but he refused and deepened our kiss instead. His hands started to unbuttoned my shirt while continued devouring my lips. I stretched my arms and coiled it around him. He unhooked my strapless bra and threw it on the floor. My fingers moved into his silver tresses as he moves from my mouth into my neck. He started to nip and nuzzled my crooked neck and I almost gasp and tried to supress my moans. His teeth scraped on my neck and I couldn't help but let out a groan of pleasure.

I became impatient. This wonderful and intimate feeling we both shared. I want noone but him. My hands find their way to his loose shirt and unbuttoned it. I felt his chest rumbling under my touch as I looked at his well chiseled body when I wore off his shirt. My mouth went dry and I knew I was blushing so hard after realizing we were both topless. He noticed my gaze at him and arched a brow on me.

"Is there something wrong, Rin? We don't have to do this if you don't want." Sesshomaru said.

"No. It isn't like that. I just couldn't believe that I have you." I replied and touched his bared chest. He cupped my chin with his right hand and made me stare at his dark amber colored eyes. They were seductive and expressive. I wonder why I haven't obtained such wonderful eyes despite the fact the we are twins. I have raven hair while he had the opposite silvery white hair. Sometimes I felt a fang of jealousy. Why is it that he's beautiful and more elegant than me? All the girls are throwing themselves in his path just to catch his attention. But then, he is mine. Only mine. My Angelic Demon Prince.

"I'm all yours, Rin." He told me before kissing me hard on my lips asking to open it with his playful tongue. I granted his request and was surprised how his tongue roved within my mouth. I felt my skin was on fire. He had turned me on and I started to demand more from him. His hand cupped one of my breasts and started to massage it. I pulled away from our lustful kiss and arched my back in pleasure. He placed hot kisses in my neck once again and I felt a slow, steady warmth building within me. My breath became irregular as he remained unfazed and starting to move his kisses from my neck to my collarbone until he reached my breasts. He claimed one of it with his mouth which almost sent me to insanity.

I lost my self control. How did he managed to take it away from me? I can't believe he's an amazing lover. Never did I thought that he could do such things. He continued to assult my chest and left love bites on it. He moved lower with his kisses until he touched my core with his hand. I lose myself once again as he penetrated my core with his two fingers. It was another mind blowing act and I hate to admit but he's really good.

"Sesshomaru...please..." I told him between my ragged breath.

"Do you want it now?"

"Yes, please."

He moved and made space between my spreaded legs. Slowly, he tugged my skirt and threw it away like my other discarded clothes. I closed my eyes as I felt my remaining underwear has already gone. I heard the rustling sound of his clothes while undress himself.

"Rin." He called me and I opened my eyes to see him positioning himself between my legs. I gulped and blushed madly.

"This might hurt you." He warned. I nodded in response and closed my eyes again preparing for the incoming pain. He pushed inside of me slowly and gently. It hurt terribly but Sesshomaru tried to be gentle. He nuzzled my neck while I adjusted beneath him. I felt myself shaking and biting back a sob of pain within me. It took sometime before the pain had lifted and he remained absolutely still until he was certain that I'm not in pain anymore. His thrusts began and I cried in pleasure, grabbing fistful of his silver locks pulling him closer to me. The intense pleasure that coursed through my whole body sent me in great ecstasy.

A blinding light flashed before my eyes and I called his name over and over again in a tone that i didn't know I have. I clutched him desperately with this new sensation. I found myself tumbled over the edge of sexual bliss that we'd both shared. He quickly followed, releasing himself within of my welcoming womb.

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I watched her sleep beside me naked and exhausted from our first sexual intercourse. The somber look on her face awhile ago vanished and was replaced by a genuine smile. My Rin. She loves me the way I love her. It never crossed in my mind that she loves me and ache for me. But the act had proved that love is what we both shared. The fragile look in her face made me realize to become much stronger for her sake. No one should hurt my Rin, including myself. I would take all the blame and pain as long as she wouldn't suffer because of me. I couldn't let her fall.

Perhaps I'd been so foolish to claim her as mine. Was there any man had proved that he's more worthy to become Rin's than me? No. Rin had made it clear than she loves and needs noone but me. It should be and that made me feel triumphant that I was the only one who had Rin's affection. My fingers gently trace her face as I tried to embed that sweet memory in my mind. I leaned forward and kissed her forehead then smiled to myself.

"I love you."

I noticed her heavy breathing and her unusual warmth. She was on a fever. I slowly climbed out off her bed and took our scattered clothes on the floor. Silently, I dressed myself and left the room hoping she wouldn't awake so soon. Its already evening and I decided to cook a dinner for us since Rin got sick because of the stupid rain. I brought her dinner, a lukewarm water and clean cloth back to her room. She was still sleeping but there are some beads of sweat that had formed in her forehead. Gently, I took the wet cloth and wiped her forehead and her face. She tilted her head and opened her hazel eyes.

"Sesshomaru."

"Stay still. I'll clean you first and you have to eat your meal before you could resume to your sleep."

She blushed and that made her face reddened more. She smiled and took the cloth in my hand.

"Thank you. But I think you don't have to clean me. I could do it by myself." she said and I knew she was still the shy and not so bold Rin that I fell in love with.

"Alright." I replied and let her do the cleaning. As she clean herself, I took a pair of pjs and a loose shirt from her closet. I laid it on her side and noticed the bloodstain on her bedsheet.

"You bleed?" I asked but to my ears it sounded like a statement. She blinked back to me and looked at the stains.

"Ohh... I think so."

"How do you feel? Are you still sore?"

"Just a little. Don't worry too much. I'll be fine soon."

She finished cleaning herself and put on clean clothes. I helped her to eat her meal and gave her the medicine for her fever.

"Now, sleep. If you're not feeling good tomorrow morning, you don't have to attend school." I told her.

"My boyfriend is so sweet. I love him so." She giggled and I gave her a strange look. She noticed my stare and she pouted like a child.

"What? You don't want to be Rin's boyfriend?" she asked.

"No. It's alright but it was indeed scandalous if ever you claimed that your brother is your boyfriend." I replied and sat at the edge of her bed. She hugged me from behind and rested her head at my back. I heard her let out a sigh.

"I wished we're free, Sesshomaru. I want this last forever." she said.

"Yes." I agreed. I knew well what she wants and what we can't have.

"For the meantime... stop flirting with Kagura, will you?" she chuckled and traced invisible patterns on my back. Why does she have to be so childish?

"Okay." I said. "As long as you're gonna stop dating Kohaku and seeing another guys."

Rin laughed and then threw her head back to her pillows. I turned my head and saw her clutching a pillow in her arms. With half lidded eyes, she stared back at me and smiled.

"Aye, aye, Sir!"

I smiled to myself and tucked her within the sheets and touched her head gently.

"Sesshomaru?" she called.

"Yes, Rin?"

"I...love...you." she managed to utter before she was drifted totally on her sleep.

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Preview to the Next Chapter:

After admitting that they both share the indecent, immoral love, Sesshomaru and Rin tried their very best to conceal their incest relationship. But then how will Rin react after Sesshomaru had struck with his jealousy when Kohaku declined to let go of her?

Chapter 2: Hiding and Adjustments

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My first rated M fanfiction. I was kinda sleepy and lazy lately and I don't have the motivation and I'm not on the mood to write the updates of my other stories. For the past two months, I only updated those stories of mine that received quite good feedbacks so I decided to focus on those stories. Anyway, thank you for reading this story. Please don't forget to leave reviews or suggestions. Feel free to ask anything with regard to this story.

P.S: Sorry If ever you've found errors on this chapter. Really sorry. I don't have time to edit it. It's already 1am in the morning here. _ Btw, this story might run for about 5 to 10 chapters depends on the motivation status of the author.

Respectfully,

Yui Shunrei Ryuzaki