A/N: Well, here it is. The long awaited third chapter of The Forbidden Fifth Hysteria Mode. I'm almost certain it's not going to meet everyone's expectations after such long wait and I'm sorry for that. I'd like to give a BIG Thank You to all of you who left a review to the story because that was the only thing that kept me going and my motivation to writing this chapter. Please keep the reviews going for this chapter as well :-)

I know some of you wrote in the reviews that the 2nd chapter was hard to read and I apologize for that. However, I'm afraid this one won't be any easier for you. This chapter has a very special format. It was inspired by a Hatsune Miku song "Rotten Girl, Grotesque Romance" sung in english by rockleetist (check her videos on YouTube, she's awesome). In this chapter, every paragraph alternates with part of the lyrics of the song. I strongly suggest you search the song on YouTube and listen to it before reading the chapter, to better understand the atmosphere. Also as a little bonus, every paragraph is exactly 300 words long. Not that anyone really cares -_-

IMPORTANT: I put a poll on my profile page about this fic. It's about the inclusion of sex scenes so please let me know what you want ;-)

Jealous Girl, Twisted Romance

It didn't take long for Shirayuki to get used to her new life. There were times when she wondered if she did the right thing but those thoughts vanished in an instant every time she saw Kinji. Whenever he was near her, the girl's mind became blank and her soul was filled with pure happiness. Her master promised to give her his love and that he did. Kinji dedicated every minute of his time to Shirayuki. He took her to the movies, he went for walks through the forest with her, and he invited her to dinner. Every day he selected a different activity, every day was a different date. There was no doubt in the girl's heart that they were indeed lovers but from time to time she felt little needles stab at her heart. Shirayuki wondered why Kinji never mentioned her slavery. He behaved to her like he would to an ordinary girl and it was only the collar she wore around her neck all the time that reminded her of their unequal relationship. It wasn't like she cared too much about it. Shirayuki was fine with it either way, as long as she could be with him. She only wanted to be with him. That was all she wanted and she got it. But there was one another thing that bothered the girl. No matter what they did, no matter what happened, Kinji never went further than a kiss. She mentioned over and over that she'd like to do something more. She told him that she craves to do indecent things with him but whenever she brought the subject up, Kinji just smiled and patted her on the head. It drove her crazy. She wanted Kinji. She wanted him so bad but her wishes were never granted.

I was born only to share my love with you
What is this thrill I feel deep within my heart?
Still I whisper through these thin walls so sweetly
"You are mine and we will never be apart."

Day by day, time passed without any change. The miko was growing increasingly desperate. She tried every single thing she could think of, every trick in the book, even going so far as to strip naked and kneel in front of the door, waiting for Kinji to return. Once he came home, she greeted him and explicitly told him that he can use her body however he wants. However, just as with any other attempts, her master only smiled and patted her on the head as he always did. Sometimes, Shirayuki thought that Kinji wasn't keeping his part of the deal. She did exactly what he wanted but he offered nothing. It aggravated her, it drove her mad. Yet, she never protested. Her love for him was far greater than her anger and she would always unconditionally love him, even if he decided to throw her out on the street. Besides, Kinji promised her only his love and he undeniable treated her with love all the time. On the other hand, Shirayuki felt tricked. This wasn't what she imagined at all. The slave girl knew that she was just being selfish but she couldn't help it. Her desire for Kinji was unbearable. It was on one day, when such thoughts haunted her mind again, that she made a vow. After some time that seemed too long, her patience has finally run out. She decided to have sex with her master at all costs. Shirayuki already knew that direct tactics won't have any success so she made a plan to seduce him. She persuaded herself that Kinji was refusing her only because she was too direct. If she tried being more subtle, he would yield to her charm and grant her the thing she yearned for. That's what she truly believed.

I will find all of your lovely little secrets
Every one; discover all there is to see.
And if I could feel the curves of your body
Touch it so that you would lust only for me.

After that, Shirayuki started stalking Kinji. She watched his every move, heard his every word. The boy had no privacy left before Shirayuki's watchful eyes. She tried to understand every single thing about his life, see every single moment, in hope to find a weakness that would help her reach the happy ending she longed for. It was exactly three days after she started following her master, that Shirayuki discovered the terrible secret. She saw Kinji sitting in front of a small café with a familiar person next to him. There was no doubt about the person's identity. The miko would never mistake those blonde pigtails or that mischievous smile. She could never mistake Riko Mine. The sight of those two sitting together made her blood boil. Shirayuki immediately understood what was going on. Clearly, Riko tricked and seduced Kinji in order to take him away from her. It was obvious. It took all of Shirayuki's might not to run over there and punch that coquettish expression out of the blonde girl's face. With great effort, she calmed herself down and continued eavesdropping. Meanwhile, a devious plan started forming in her head. She will make the girl pay dearly. Suddenly, she heard Riko laugh and tell Kinji to later come over to see her beautiful kittens. The black-haired girl wasn't sure what part of the sentence was the trigger but she felt an enormous wave of hate wash over her. Everything changed. She knew there was no time left. There was no time for elaborate plans. She had to act now before Riko steals her lover away forever. The miko didn't waste any time and rushed away from her hiding spot towards the blonde girl's home. She will make Kinji see, who is the one and only girl for him.

Oh my, my! Do you have a guest in your arms?
Such a cute little thing with all those golden curls.
Tell me, tell me darling how much you love her.
Maybe I will slaughter your precious pretty girl!
I will burn in a fire photographs of your desire!
I wonder if she knows of me?
You can use and abuse! Do anything I won't refuse!
To prove I love you more, don't you see?
I'll hold you close. I'll break you in.
Let's raise a toast to our final sin.

Later that day, Kinji returned home from his date. When he entered the room, he found Shirayuki waiting for him, kneeling on the floor as always. She greeted her master and waited for his orders. It was like this every single day. However, today was different. When the miko saw that the boy was holding a little box in his hands, she couldn't help but grin slightly. Fortunately for her, it seemed like Kinji didn't notice anything. The boy told his slave girl to get up and then shifted his attention to the box. It was very intricately decorated and it was clear that whoever made it took great care with it. Kinji had no idea who could have placed the box in front of his door as there was no nameplate or anything written on the box. He had his guesses but he couldn't be certain until he opened the box. Shirayuki watched him intently, her eyes following his every move. Her master reached for the lid of the box and slowly opened it. What he saw inside made his blood freeze. It was a little kitten. To be more exact, it was the head of a little kitten. Based on the amount of blood inside, the head must have been placed inside the box immediately after being cut off. He was ready to close the lid on the box again when something caught his attention. There was a collar with a tag on it. He recognized the name on the tag. It was one of Riko's cats, her most favorite one. Upon seeing this, Kinji felt tears flow down his face and his hands started shaking uncontrollably. The box slipped from his hands. Faster than eye could see, Shirayuki snatched the box from air and hugged it tightly.

Why is it you're crying? What's wrong, baby?
What's the matter, lover? Don't worry your little head.
I'm only holding the box I built for you.
That I can keep forever with me once you are dead!
It was I who placed that gift at your door
I hope it was everything you're asking for
A bloody kitten head just for you
Who loves cats as much as you do

Kinji looked at Shirayuki in disbelief. It didn't make any sense. Everything was wrong. He thought the girl was completely submitted to him and he never imagined she would do something like this. Furthermore, he never expected that the miko would learn about him seeing Riko. He faintly heard Shirayuki talk but the image of the kitten head left him so shaken that he had trouble focusing on the girl's words. He heard her talk quickly but had no idea what was she talking about. Everything seemed lost. However, the boy knew he could not allow himself to be overtaken by these feelings. He forced his mind to focus again and wiped the tears from his eyes. He could finally make out Shirayuki's voice. She talked about how much she loved him and how she would do anything for him. She talked about the bond they shared. Kinji saw that she was crying. Tears flowed down her face as she continued professing her love to him over and over. Suddenly, her voice took on a sharper tone and she blamed him for going after Riko. Kinji frowned. It was as he feared. The slave girl knew everything. He started thinking frantically about a way to take care of the situation. Suddenly, the boy heard a silent laughter. He immediately recognized Shirayuki as the source of the laughter. The sudden change baffled him and scared him. He gulped loudly. He wanted to do something but he felt like frozen in place. The black-haired girl slowly lifted her head and looked him in the eye. She smiled and calmly vowed to make Riko pay for stealing her lover. With those words, the girl dashed out of the room. Kinji shouted her name and tried running after her but she was already gone.

I will burn in the flames every trace of her name!
I wonder if her life's clock still ticks?
"I love you" is so cliche`; filthy words that you've betrayed!
I know it makes me feel like I'd be sick!
I'll make you see; force you to be.
In love with me eternally.