A/N: Hey y'all this is a story tht popped into my head while listening 2 music plz tell me what you think. BTW this is between Bella and Quil! This Bella is way OOC!
Full Summary: Bella is completely numb after Edward leaves and goes through a party phase where she is constantly at clubs drinking, but she hasn't lost her virginity yet! One night Quil goes with the pack after they phase and see Bella dancing with some guy in skimpy clothes. Quil's anger and arousal hit the edge and he ends up screwing her senseless! But one night of fun can turn into something more in a second. BTW Jacob hasn't phased yet so he's not there.
Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT but i do wanna own the pack!
Bella's POV
I was sitting at home and felt a strong feeling of misery wash over me, so I quickly got up and put on my club clothes. I can't take it anymore, he left and now I have to get drunk and take a cab home every night to not have nightmares about him. I keep meeting people at the club but I don't wanna have sex with them, atleast until I meet the right guy. I decided on the leather outfit my mom sent me last year, it was a black leather mini skirt and tight tank top. I also wore the lingerie she bought me because you can't really wear regular underwear underneath leather. I wore my black pumps to match, Alice must have been rubbing off on me.
I hopped into the shower and changed inside the bathroom so Charlie wouldn't walk into my room on accident and see me in this. I washed my hair making it smell of fresh strawberries and vanilla, I remember when he used to tell me my scent. I wish I could move on, I don't want him back, he left me here unprotected from Victoria. He should have let me die if I was gonna be his little toy that he was gonna dump in the trash. I put my hair in a high ponytail though it still went cascading down my shoulders.
I realize now that I am unloveable, that's enough thinking about him. He'll just ruin my night and I'll end up in the darkness the whole night in restless nightmares. Hopefully I'll find the one tonight or I'll just have a little fling with him. I hurried and called a cab to take me to the club so Charlie wouldn't find me pealed off on the side of the road because his daughter decided to drive drunk.
"Where to miss?" the cabbie asked me, "Firebolt dance club, please?" he nodded and noticed me fiddling with my arms. He just shook his head and drove to my pleasure place.(Srry tht just popped into my head! LOL) I gave him the money and was thankful that I knew to bring my wristband to get into the club free because I really didn't wanna pay $25. I needed my money to get as drunk as possible without dying.
Once inside I smelled the most intoxicating scent of Jager Bombs being drunk. After being around alcohol as long as I have, I knew all of them by heart after trying nearly all of them. I reached the bar in two strides and asked the bartender to give me the usual. My usual I should say, it contained: one Jager Bomb to keep me awake, two shots of Patron, one shot of Jack Daniels and one Cherry Rum Shooter. I handed him a fifty and he gave me it all.
After downing my usual, the guy next to me stared me down and asked me to dance. He was one of the rich Seattle guys obviously with his Blonde hair, blue eyes and his slender yet built frame. I would have thought he was Mike Newton but he was hot so I don't think so. I agreed quickly and he dragged me over to the dance floor, I looked back and saw the door open and saw a man possibly from La Push come in with friends. I started grinding against the blondie who pulled me out here and saw the native staring at me. I looked into his eyes and felt the weight of Edward being lifted off my shoulders and a boost of confidence.
A new song started and it was obviously by Nine Inch Nails, I listened to them in Phoenix.
You let me violate you
You let me desecrate
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
But then the song suddenly changed to Sex On Fire by Kings Of Leon, the blonde grabbed my hands and started bouncing and I did the same because this was my favorite song. I let go of the blonde and walked over to the bar to grab another Jager Bomb, the La Push guys were over there so I quickly asked for my usual instead. He nodded and gave me everything, I downed it all and once I got to my Cherry Rum Shooter I saw all of the La Push gang staring at me. Smirking I downed it, and gave the bartender a 20 and laughed at the guy who looked oddly familiar's face.
"My names Bella, what's yours?" he stared at me and then his eyes went wide. "Bella? Is that you?" he asked and then I realized who he was, "hey Quil" I smiled even though he might tell Jake or Charlie. "Bella what are you doing here?" my smile disappeared then, "Um dancing, drinking, having fun, what's it look like?" he shrugged. "Well I'm gonna go see blondie over there" I started to walk away but Quil grabbed my arm sending an electric shock through me. His gang smirked at him and I, I grabbed his shirt pulling his face close to mine but not kissing him "Boom." When I pulled away his face had two things written on them: Lust and Confusion.
Lay where you're laying
Don't make a sound
I know they're watching
They're watching
All the commotion
The kiddie like play
Has people talking, talking
His gang was staring at us intently and I blew a kiss to them feeling a sudden boost of confidence kick in. I laughed and then I saw his shirt that tugged his body, showing his abs, such luscious abs. I saw him smirk when I finally took my eyes off them, I grabbed his hand "You wanna dance with a hot pale face." He smiled a smile that could make me die and pulled me to the floor, I waved bye to his friends and we started grinding on eachother. I was really getting into this and he was just so HOT! It made me feel something I never felt with Edward, wetness.
You, your sex is on fire
His nostrils flared his eyes slightly darkened, which only made me wetter, he took my hand leading me through the crowd and to a side door. We went through the door and it sent us to an alleyway, Quil pushed me against the wall and I felt something I haven't felt in a while, need. I needed him as much as he needed me right now, we both knew that. I gripped his muscled arms as he kissed me with so much passion.
The dark of the alley
The breaking of day
The head while I'm driving, I'm driving
Soft lips are open, knuckles are pale
Feels like you're dying, you're dying
I gasped for air and he began kissing my neck, I started to unzip his pants when he stopped me. "Are you sure you want this Bella?" he asked, but I could see in his eyes he was hoping I did, and I did. "Yes now help me." I giggled and he pulled open his fly and he hiked my skirt up and I was up against the wall with my panties dangling on my ankles. His erection was free and I realized how big he was, "How is that gonna fit in me?" I muttered to myself. He chuckled "Easy if you hold still" he had began entering me when I felt him touch my barrier. He looked up at me with a smile and kissed me hard, "I guess someone is appreciative" and it began to rain right when he broke it.
You, you're sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
I cried out in pain, and my tears were hidden by the rain, but he kissed them away and didn't move inside of me. All of the pain just faded away and I felt an intense sense of pleasure, I bucked my hips against him and he started to move inside of me making me moan. I wanted him to go faster but before I could say anything he sped up. It's like he read my mind? I thought to myself, and my back slammed against the wall again, sending me into an orgasm. "I'm so close" we said in unison, which just turned me on more and we went harder until we came, moaning eachothers names.
Hot as a fever
Rattling bones
I could just taste it, taste it
If it's not forever, if it's just tonight
Oh it's still the greatest
The greatest, the greatest
He helped me get my panties back up, as I was shaking so much from what had just happened. I feel like such a slut for doing this, but yet it felt so right. "It's okay Bells" he cupped my cheek and kissed me sweetly as all of the thoughts washed away. He kissed me harder and we walked back to the club, that's when the alcohol really hit me. I pushed away the dizziness and got on the dance floor dragging Quil along with me.
You, your sex is on fire
And you, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
And you, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
After another song we began walking to his car but everything went black...
AN: Plz review and tell me what you think! If i need to improve anything tell me! Next chapter will be up soon!
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