Sheva took a pencil and a sheet of paper out of her drawer. She knew she would never be answered back, but writing was a kind of emotional release for her. She had done it since she was sixteen and times were hard. A lot had happened in her life since Chris and she had moved in together into a new home. Things were going on the right path now, and she felt the need of sharing her happiness with the people she loved the most.

Sheva's Journal

London, England

April 21, 2011.

Dear Mom and Dad,

It's been a while, I know. I wrote to you briefly a month after I moved to the US. A lot was going on back then, so I was still processing all the events of my new busy life.

I told you how happy I was with Chris. In fact, we're still very happy. I said I thought he could be the one and now I know for sure he is. He's the most gentle and caring man I've ever met and I know we were made for each other. Since you've left me, I was lost and lonely. But I know that wherever you may be now, you were always watching for me. A lot of nice people came into my life, like Josh and the boys, for example. But Chris was definitely heavenly sent and sometimes I wonder if there was something to do with you. :) After I met him, I can say I haven't felt lost and miserable anymore. He provides me with everything I need, especially love, protection, and care. He has even helped professionally, by training me and teaching me new things. After he started training me, I was offered a better position at BSAA.

I am in London right now, at the headquarters of BSAA. We always have a yearly conference here and a lot of decisions are made. This year I'm in the planning committee and I might be able to start voting for some decisions in our company. Unfortunately, Chris is not here with me. He's on a mission in Poland. He's still investigating some Umbrella and Tricell operations. I would really like us to leave all this behind one day, but I'm proud of his work now. He says he still has to work to make the world a better place. I pray everyday that he's fine and nothing happens to him. I try not to think about it, as he promises me he'll be back. He always says before he goes away: 'I'll see you in a bit, love.' He never says goodbye to me because he says he will be here sooner than I expect. And that's true. He always knocks on my door when I'm not expecting and gives me a wonderful surprise. It makes my day.

There's something I need to tell you. I know he bought me a ring, I just don't know when he'll give it to me. I saw it when I was going through some of his files in his office. I put it back and never mentioned about it. I knew he would propose one day, it's just a matter of time. I'd be more than glad to be his wife and I know you would be happy if he could be your son-in-law too, mom and dad. You would love him with all your heart. Well, I try not to think about it now, or I'll get nervous. :)

Anyway, I should tell you about other things, right? I talked too much about Chris, I'm sorry. He's my life!

As I said before, after he trained me I've been doing much better. I'm actually training young female agents now, just like Josh did to me when I was invited to work for BSAA. I go on missions occasionally, but they seem to worry about my safety a little bit more. I wonder if it's either because I'm actually skilled at what I do and they don't want to risk losing me or if Chris has something to do with that. He would be the type of person who would try to make sure I am safe, just like he did to his sister. But he would never confess that to me, though, so I just don't talk about it. I'm happy with my job anyway.

Last year Chris and I sat with Teresa Torres, our previous superintendent at the LA BSAA branch. We told her the truth. We said we were in a relationship. We thought she should know about it because sometimes she could put us on missions together and that could compromise our work. She was glad we were honest and trusted her and wished us the best. We still went on two missions together, but nothing like Kijuju. We had a much bigger team and easily got the work done.

So, anyway, Claire, Chris's sister, gave birth to a little girl and named her Julia. She's such a cutie. She's only 12 months now and she's a big talker. Leon and Claire are so happy! I think I'll be happy when Chris and I have our babies, too. I really want to have kids, but we need to make sure we're safe enough and we will be able to provide them with the attention they need. So this might not happen anytime soon, but who needs to rush anyway? :)

Remember Jill? Well, a lot went on with her since I last wrote about her story. She felt something was really weird after we freed her from Wesker's dirty hands. She believed she was being followed and she also thought she could be sick. She was being checked because they wanted to make sure she was no threat. But sometimes I think that the fact she spent two years with Wesker really messed her head up and made her a little bit paranoid. She didn't remember what had happened there much, but after a lot of therapy, she figured some things out. He had abused her, beat her, and used her body for tests. That guy was a monster and I hope he's burning in hell now. He did some sorts of experiments on her, but it turned out that nothing actually affected her health or personality. She was 'dismissed' from BSAA after one year of intensive tests and treatment. She was still kept in the dark, and so were we, nobody never knew exactly what happened to her. But she is happy now. I think she won't be an agent for a while.

Jill ran into Carl, her previous lover, in a pretty much unexpected way. I also wonder if Chris had anything to do with that. Ha ha. Chris can be a schemer sometimes! Anyway, Carl was really thrilled to see her and she told me that, as soon as he saw her, he held her tight, looked in her eyes, and said: 'I knew you were never gone for good.' Aw… We talked on the phone for over an hour and we were both crying of happiness. She still had his ring and now she's using it. They'll marry this summer and we'll definitely be there. I miss her so much now. Jill and Claire are my best friends in America, but we've been busy lately. There's a lot going on. But friendship never ends, as they say.

Josh is doing really well in Africa. He's a chief commander now and I'm really happy for him. He came to visit our branch in the US and he stayed with us. We had some great time together. I feel so connected to him; it's so funny, as if he was my real brother. : )

Anyway, I am working on

She dropped the pencil when she heard a knock on her door.

Who would it be so late?, she wondered. She was always nervous when he wasn't around.

As she opened the door her heart palpitated unceasingly.

'Chris…'

'Hey.' He said in a whisper, leaning on the door side and smiling at her. 'I told you I'd see you in a bit.'

Anyway, I am working on…XXXXXXXX

Mom, Dad, I'll explain later. Guess who was at my door now? Yes, Chris! Sorry, but I think we'll get a little busy now. It's embarrassing for me to talk about it, but you must understand me because you were married. He he. I haven't seen Chris for a month now and he came to the annual meeting. Then we'll head back to our new home in a small town outside LA, pretty close to Claire. Did I tell you about how cute our place is? It's small but very cute. We've been remodeling it our way. Well, I guess I'll tell you more later.

Love always,

Sheva Alomar.

'Chris.' She said with her head rested on his naked chest.

'Yes, love.'

'When are you leaving again?'

He chuckled and kissed her forehead.

'I thought we had decided not to talk about these things, especially after we make love.'

'Sorry, but I just need to know…' She said with pleading eyes.

'Not anytime soon, I promise. I want to enjoy spending some time in our home now. I've been tired and I need some rest. I need to spend more time with you and… plan other things, too.'

She knew then that he was going to give her the ring as soon as they came back.

'Chris…'

'Yes, Sheva.' He said smiling, patiently. He knew she would bombard him with questions about the mission. It was okay, he thought, since he knew she just cared too much for him. She was the one he had picked to wear his ring anyway.

'Were you hurt this time?' She browsed his body for wounds.

'No, love. Not hurt in a long time.' He paused and looked into the depths of her eager eyes. They looked mellow, cloudy, and full of love and care. 'Sheva…'

'Yes?'

'Just kiss me.'

What time was it? It didn't really matter. The night was just beginning.

THE END

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