Discalimer: Don't own Naruto. SAKUHINA LOVE! Or Unfaithful by Rihanna which inspired the fic!

It's the story of my life, really; I'm always searching for the right...it just keeps avoiding me.

"S-Saku-chan..."

I look up from styling my hair, to my beautiful girlfriend of eight months, Hinata Hyuga. I walk over and kiss her on the cheek, earning a small giggle from Hinata. "Yes?"

"Are...are you go-going out t-tonight, Saku-chan?"

That's the thing that hurts me...she knows about me. About us. About her.

Her name is Ino. And she's the second most beautiful girl I know, after Hinata. I rub Hinata's arm. "Yes, I am, Hina-chan...I'll be okay, I'm just seeing Tenten and Temari. Maybe to see Amy and congratulate her too."

(If those three ever find out I'm using them to cover for my sins...I'm dead. Not so much if Amy finds out, but if Temari and Tenten do...)

"O-Oh...See y-you when you get b-back."

And with that, I step out the room, out the house and make my way over to Ino's.

There's sorrow in my soul, it feels so wrong. Ino really likes my company.

However, Hinata-chan is more then just a woman, our relationship is more then love; the reason why the sky is blue. Clouds are rolling in, I'm gong agian. To her...I just can't be true.

"Love you Sakura." Ino whispers in my ear, gently nibbling on it. I push her away, then dive for her lips, kissing her straight on them.

"I-Ino...I love you too." I whisper, kissing him agian.

"Bet that Hyuga doesn't kiss you like that."

I'm hurt, but say nothing.

Instead, I continue kissing Ino. She wraps an arm around me, kissing me passionatly, before pushing me onto the bed, then joining me.

And on that night, we sin.

I know Hinata knows that I'm unfaithful and it kills her inside, to know that I am happy with some other girl; I can see her dieing.

I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to be the reason why everytime I walk out the door, I see her die a little more inside. I don't want to her anymore, I don't want to take away her life.

I don't want to be a...murderer.

I feel it in the air as I do my hair and prepare for another date. Hinata kisses me on my cheek; she's here reluctantly. She asks, "A-Are you going t-to be out late tonight, Saku-chan?"

I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls; I lie I didn't have to tell. We both know where I'm about to go, and we knows it very well.

I know Hinata knows that I'm unfaithful and it kills her inside, to know that I am happy with some other girl; I can see her dieing.

I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to be the reason why everytime I walk out the door, I see her die a little more inside. I don't want to her anymore, I don't want to take away her life.

I really don't want to this anymore.

Our love...

Her trust...

I might as well just take a gun, put it to her head and just...shoot her and get it other with! I don't want to do this.

After another night with Ino, I walk bak home, expecting to see Hinata there. When I open the door, a letter falls on me.

Dear Sakura,

I'm sorry that I have to do this...but I just want to say one thing:

Have a good life with Ino. She makes you happier then I do.

Sakura, I love you. I have to go, you honestly don't love me.

Love from,

Your Hina-chan.

She's...left me?

I fall to my knees, screaming out loud. This can't be happening; no, no, NO!

"Argh!"

"Saku-chan!" Hinata sat right up, as I nuzzled into her. "W-What's wrong?"

I explain everything to her. She laughs and kisses my cheek.

"I'd never leave you."

"I'd never cheat on you."

Ino fell into an L shape agianst the wall, crying. "My poor Saku-chan...waaah!"