What if he never comes back?
What if he's truly left me now?
What if after all this time,
He realized I was a broken vow?

No I'd never betray him.
He was the only one I adored.
And I thought the feeling was returned,
But it seems he's shut the door.

What if everyone was right?
That the mission was a hoax.
That Coin had planned to kill him,
with a simple little dose?

Or maybe I was the problem,
Just like every other time.
Because nobody can love a basket case
without being one of mine.

Now I'm just being foolish.
What if Finnick had left?
Who was I to question any of that,
Proof I really must be effed.

A totally loon,
Just like everybody says
Might as well end this tragedy,
Down the hatch with these meds.